“The Lord will guide you always; He will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.” Isaiah 58:11
Conversation
Papa, I love You so much! For so much of my life I wondered how a persons love and faith in You could grow, and now I know how; through walking in an intimate journey with You, staying close to You when trials come, and obeying Your voice as I’m learning how to hear it.
Yes My daughter, this is true.
Thank-You Papa, Holy Spirit, Jesus that Your love for me stays the same (always complete), and it’s mine that grows as I know You better through walking an intimate journey with You.
Yes My daughter, this is also true. Rest My faithful one and come with Me. I have much to show you. Your life has barely begun.
Papa, I say yes to all You have for me. With You all things are possible. You are my God and I will always praise Your Holy Name. I worship You with all my heart. You are worthy to be praised. You are mine forever!
I love you My sweet Carolyn. Be brave, for I am with you always.
Thank-You Papa. No matter what happens tomorrow, I know that I am deeply loved by You and Jesus.. so I am never alone. Thank You Holy Spirit for Your love and grace for me. I love You so much!
I love you Carolyn. You are Mine, always.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my Journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs! My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
9:37 I saw two bears on someone’s country property. One was black and the other was light coloured. I noticed the light coloured one more and how big its chest was.. they were about 20feet apart from each other, kind of facing each other.
8:35 “Holy forever, and the angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever.”
12:23 black and white; black grid with a white background.
2:17 “Jasmine” seeing her standing. (Jasmine flower.. white flowers)
In a dream (I wasn’t well; I had cancer and didn’t have a lot of energy left, but then I had more strength and was running to do something. There were other people there, feeling like I was at youth.
2:46 “Praise is a weapon, it’s more than a sound, cause praise is the shout, that brings Jericho down. As long as I’m breathing, I’ve got a reason to praise the Lord, oh my soul. So I’m gonna praise the Lord, oh my soul! I won’t be quiet my God is alive, how could I keep it inside. Praise the Lord, oh my soul!
2:54 “Request a song” I was thinking about this when the thought stood out in my mind.
3:13 “7:11” and “Darling you look perfect tonight…”
3:29 “empty cup” I didn’t have coffee at “Empty Cup” last Sunday because of what it would symbolize; I want to think of my relationship with Jesus as having a full cup of coffee.
4:30 In this dream I saw a grid of Q’s, but one was missing and then I saw the one that had been missing fall into place among the other Q’s. This afternoon when I saw that I still had a little bit of time left to submit a question to Any Werner, I quickly sent her one.
4:49 I had a feeling of something come into place.
6:17 I had a feeling like there were people walking in line and cheering, and at the end of the line there was someone who was playing the symbol.
(Sunday evening) 10:46 I saw a red rounded square on a black background. Focus?
In my dream about pushing the window open and crawling through, I had a knowing that the opened window would help others come through too.
2:11 “Focus” In prayer I asked the Lord what he means by giving me the name Jasmine. I will focus tomorrow.
2:23 Tend (I was praying about this song that I could request, and at that moment it stood out to me.)
2:27 Come My darling, it’s time.
2:36 Done
2:38 Arrived
2:39 Highly favoured
2:40 Valued, Loved
I hadn’t realized that the wedding was a Friday! I’m going to Soar Wednesday morning and to my voice lessons at 2:30 (once a month). I’m thankful for Jesus’ love.. I’ve always wanted to learn how to bake and cook for family members who have allergies.. it’s such a good way of eating healthier! I’m planning on wearing my red dress to the wedding unless I sense from the Lord to wear something else. Blessings & Love!
September 25: 12:25 I saw a vehicle driving on the highway pulling a trailer or something.
1:42 I needed to do something for someone, feeling the colour light blue.
1:49 I needed to do something for someone?
2:04/05 giving someone an ice cream cone
2:07 Where I got confronted
2:08 a special place
2:17 Mary had a little lamb
2:21 seeing something like a DNA strand
2:31 beautiful
2:35 doing something for someone
2:53 “I found a love, for me, darling just dive right in, and follow my lead…”
3:24 “give it to you”
3:34 seeing light blue
3:40 someone gave someone a gift-card
3:46 pictures, school photos were taken to home rooms to be given out.
3.49 “I have faith in what I see.”
3:55 Come My daughter, it’s time.
I’m coming Papa
3:58 I saw that our driveway was beautiful brown wood
4:01 I saw a black spotted cat, and someone was trying to catch it.
4:05 “he ended up saving the world” I saw a boy jump in a pose with his feet spread apart as he opened the front door to his house and went in.
4:15 someone gave someone a beautiful gift basket.
4:17 “Switzerland “ someone whispered this
4:20 I saw some colours in the sand and someone was pressing and turning the opening of the bottle into the sand.
4:22 someone had good news
5:20 we had just arrived at our destination and were at the airport. I was walking behind someone who was pulling her luggage outside on the landing area. It felt like she had just come off of a plane.
5:36 All the people cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy, You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever!
This morning at Shopgym we did a lot of rowing for warmup. For the workout we did more rowing, box jumps, clean and jerks, burpies and bike cal. My time was 30.15! I made overnight oats with blueberries yesterday.. 🫰🏼