“(God) made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions —it is by grace you have been saved.” Ephesians 2:5
Conversation
Papa, I love You with my whole heart. I worship You. You have done great and mighty things in my heart and in my life. I praise and worship You all day and every day.
I love you My daughter. Be at rest. Complete. You are Mine always.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
1:03 I had a vision that when a woman was laying in bed, resting in a room, Jesus was faithfully watching over her, even when she didn’t know it…
1:51 “Espresso” I had an Espresso (Heavenly Sea Salt Caramel Latte, Medium) today.
1:54 “Refrigerator” (I had ice tea, Brisk, at a saxophone recital)
3:41 “I have faith in what I see”
I had a picture of lots of eggs in a pile (Easter?)
6:57 “In the hospital”
7:55 “All the Dukes of the movies” (…and all the something of something (I don’t remember what was said here)), like having a name for husbands and also for wives. I had a dream where a small group of people finally made it across in a journey (they had found their way); when they were seen by their family, coming out of a mountain, there was a “yay” a celebration….
A dream where someone wanted to be with and was with their family, having a gentle hand on their back.
Song “Come Alive”
Vision of someone eating like she was famished.
Blessings…❤️🔥
April 14: 7:23 “Lift me up, hold me down. Keep me close, safe a sound…”
7:37 “Ian Byrd” (I heard in my heart right before waking up)
I dreamt or seen a picture of someone holding both arms up and holding their hands together, doing some kind of dance.
8:40 I think I heard “red boots” but saw my brown ones. (Vague)
9:05 I saw a picture of me standing.. I was standing beside someone in front of the camera, welcoming everyone to church.
9:21 “I don’t think..” I was saying something, saying this first in a sentence. Making banana muffins this morning… 🙏🏼
April 15: “I love you”
4:21 “I love you”
4:25 “Pick me up. Hold me down. Keep me safe, safe and sound…”
A question about the Nature valley bar.
6:30 A dream where I was standing in front of my garage (the garage door was open). I was looking at two boys in my neighbours yard. One of them wanted to get something from a tree or was indicating something about the tree. Then I saw their dog. It looked like a big black wolf. In my dream I saw it was a wolf that was almost as big as the house. It went up on its hind legs and sniffed in the tree where the two boys were wanting something from, and they kind of laughed because of how big their dog was. I thought that it could devour our dog so I hoped our dog wouldn’t go there.
7:47 “I talked to Caroline this morning and…” I had a dream that I was walking in a really nice house (feeling like I was in the basement), and I saw a really old, stained and dirty looking toilet; the owner of the house had given a woman the poorest room of the house to stay in or rent. Someone was showing me around.
A dream where I was standing in a garage with the door all the way open. There were people outside, and as I watched I saw a snowstorm pick up and the wind was preventing them from coming inside. A little girl had managed to come in and I opened the door to the house and told her to wait inside. It seemed like she wanted to come into the garage but I told her to stay inside where it was safe, and to watch through the living room window. At first I felt safe in the garage but then I noticed the wind coming into the garage; it started to take me and I quickly began zipping up my jacket. It seemed like the wind was giving me time to zip up my jacket before I was completely in it or before it took me; I surrendered to it.
A dream where I saw a little miniature person standing by a door, a baby but the baby was mature. I wanted to hold the baby because it was so cute, and another person wanted to hold the baby too. The baby kind of indicated that he didn’t want to be held but would allow it.
Another dream where I was at a big house (seemed to be public). I walked to a place, maybe the backyard, and I peeked around the corner to see if there was a person there who I was avoiding. I saw him sitting on a bench or something, talking to the person sitting beside him and I quickly held back. He was white but looked black, like he was wearing black and everything about him was black. It was the second time where I had seen him and avoided him.
8:27 A dream where I was about to go under a high bridge.
I also dreamt about seeing a doorbell.
1:51 A vision of every child getting grated carrots. The grated carrots showed all the children that they were each loved by their dad.
4:03 A dream or vision of a brush cleaning something. Then I saw the dirty water or the residue on the top of the brush. The top of the brush was square. Meaning that the pots have been cleaned…
April 16: 12:46 A vision, seeing an empty ice tray, and someone was putting food into one of the squares (seeing whipping cream being put on the top of the food that had been put there).
1:23 In my dream an animal or an orange cat took a needle (syringe) from the doorknob. It dropped it and I kicked it away, hoping it wouldn’t pick it up again but it did, and it ran away with it so I quickly followed, hoping to be able to take it from it. It ran between the cars that were parked so I followed. Then as I was looking into the trees I saw it climb up a tree. So there was nothing I could do about it. Then I saw a medical package (medical papers in a plastic bag) on a post or something underneath the tree. I think I prayed that the cat would be okay, that it wouldn’t eat the syringe and I started going back. Then I was running along the road carrying a wooden ladder that opened up as I ran. I had seen a row of cars coming before I ran into their lane, so I knew they were getting close to me so I moved to the side of the road into a tree sheltered area to let the cars pass. I was optimistic.
1:47 “Anna Marie”
2:53 A vision of praying for someone.
3:45 “Just you” I dreamt that I was driving on the right lane and my kids dad was driving on the left. All of a sudden my car spun around in a circle but I steadied myself with my feet and came to a stop. Then I didn’t see my kids dad anymore and I was standing on the highway waiting for Lucas. I saw him coming from a place and saw that he was looking for me (I think there were a few people standing on the street.) Then I think he saw me and came towards my direction. Then we were facing forward again and I saw the entrance of where we were going was to the left.
I was at my former coach’s place. I came a bit late so most of the food was already eaten; there were no more hotdogs. Then I saw a plate; there were some pieces of cake with a cookie on top of the pieces of cake; I think I took one. Then Connie was by the garbage, putting empty cake containers into the garbage. We saw there was one piece of cake left in one of the containers so she took it out of the garbage (the containers remind me of the Deep and Delicious chocolate cake containers. Then I saw she was doing something with the calendar. I saw that she had marked it on the calendar that that day (today) was the last day that the beach was open. I saw a lip balm taped onto the calendar in the section of calendar where it was circled that the present day was the last day, so we were going to the beach. Then I was changing and I quickly closed the door. I saw someone dressed in a costume walking by the door. Bella was with me. In this scene my kids dad said something about a boyfriend and then someone else said something about a girlfriend. Lucas and I were thinking it was a bit strange.
4:25 “Pick me up. Hold me down. Keep me close, safe and sound.”
5:24 “Pick me up. Hold me down. Keep me close, safe and sound.”
7:20 “Hold me hold me, hold me hold me…”
Blessings…🤞🏼