Following Jesus

Proverbs 2:6-8

“For the Lord gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. He holds victory in store for the upright, he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, for he guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones.”

I love you Father and I worship you. You are King over my heart and over my life. Thank-you for this life-line you gave me.. I no longer feel like I’m sinking.

I love you my daughter, come, I have a word for you. Use your gift wisely. 

I won’t lay it aside Father. Please help me grow in wisdom and knowledge of you. 

Rest

Father I’m more at rest now than I’ve been in a long time. My priority is still getting my message ready because you Jesus are my treasure… you are the man I’ve been shown to follow, and I want to and I will follow you all the days of my life.. Lead me Holy Spirit and fill me with your love and anointing as I spend time with you each day for feeding my spirit and also for getting my message ready at the same time. 

I bless the work of your hands my daughter. 

Reflection:

Hello Hello Hello everybody!! I ended up working in the afternoon today, grade two, and will be subbing for the same class tomorrow only in the morning. I had a dream last night but I can’t remember it, though the feeling about it is that I was traveling with some others. I downloaded BibleProject this morning -absolutely love it, thinking it’ll be really helpful!! I’m going to use Joseph’s story for my message. I’m going to the gym tomorrow morning -I haven’t gone running this week yet and I’m hoping to go in the afternoon tomorrow. Anyway, that ‘s all for now -many blessings as we spend time with Jesus everyday and grow more in love with him each day!

Saturday: This morning at 3:15 I awoke because I heard these words in my heart, “passed it.” I had also seen right before waking up, a symbol that had the letters, ET in it; the capital E was at the top and the T was underneath. There was a long vertical line in the middle and the T was on the left side but it was also part of the long line going down that was in the middle of the symbol, I think. I saw the E clearly and then I was looking downward for the T, and I identified it even though I didn’t see it clearly in my dream; I had a knowing the T was there. This reminds me of ETnie shoes. I’m wondering if the colour needs to look exactly the same as the ones I had seen before.. I’m looking at the same name but a slightly different colour and design. I love the colour and design I had seen before but I’m thinking it’ll draw too much attention… 

I dreamt that I was in a Thrift store. The store was filled with clothing and other things. I was standing there and I saw a few of my blankets, folded up with other blankets and was surprised by that. I saw my brownish wool blanket and another one that I don’t remember right now what it looked like. The wool blanket was folded and at the top of the pile. Then I was at another part of the store, and there was a family there who I was talking to. I think they were trying on a pair of ski pants I’m not sure; I just vaguely remember a pair of ski pants in this scene. I was talking to their daughter who could have been kindergarten age or slightly older. I remember holding a very small baby at one point in this part of the dream, and I was holding it and looking at it at arms length; the baby looked more like a barbie doll and it was a happy moment. Then I sensed it was time to go because my family was waiting in our vehicle for me. So I was looking for the way out. I saw a short hallway that was brightly lit, and in order to go there I needed to walk through a dark part of the room I was in. I saw the bright hallway shining into the darkness of the room and it made the hallway stand out. Then I think I had walked through it and when I walked quickly around the corner into another part of the Thrift store I heard the girl yell out to me, “have a nice life!” And I said something like, “you too,” and continued walking through the store to go out -I was in a hurry. This coming week I’m hoping to have my message ready to go.

Then the scene changed where I was up really high on a bunk-bed with my husband whom I did’t really see but sensed was there, and our toddler daughter. I was holding onto her so she wouldn’t fall. We were about 10 stories high. Then as I was trying to hold onto her, she just tipped over and fell straight to the bottom. In my dream it felt like she wanted to fall because she had seen a lot of marshmallows on the floor way below. I looked to where she fell and I saw her laying dead on the floor. I also saw a few other people there that had been there when she fell. Then my husband asked me about it and I told him that I had been trying to hold onto her. Then I sensed him beginning to walk down to where she was. Then I felt a strong pull, pulling me towards the edge of the bed so that I’d fall also, but I had a tight grip on the bed and pulled myself away from the edge. I’m not sure about this dream. In waking life I feel more at rest now than I’ve been in a long while, and I can see such a drastic difference between the darkness like it is now from the light of how it will be. I see much more clearly the love of Jesus than I have in the past and I know it has to do with my own heart; I’m overwhelmed by this love and never want to leave his presence. When I awoke this morning I heard the lyrics of the song, Greater Still in my heart, “…how deep, how wide, how far, how high, the love of my Saviour the love of Christ.” Yesterday at the gym my 2rep max for bench press was 80lbs! which is peanuts to what another gal did:) In our workout we did rounds of pull-ups, bumb-bell thrusters, rowing and squats. Love and blessings to you!!