“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!” 2Corinthians 5:17 -NLT
Conversation
Papa, I love You so much! Thank-You for Your ways with me. You are so Great Papa; I worship You with all my heart! I am in awe of how Holy and Perfect You are! You are my life and I couldn’t survive without You. I trust You with my life, my family, my past and my future. I am in Your Mighty hands.
My daughter come, you are blessed. Rest.
Okay Papa, thank-You for Your patience, grace and love.
Come My daughter, all is well with you.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my Journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs! My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
“You keep hope alive, keep hope alive.”
6:59 “Rose up from the grave rose up from the grave.”
7:30 Done
Papa, can I please have Your grace? Can You please cover me with Your grace?
7:46 “You have done it.” (I heard in my heart)
“You give me Your grace” lyrics played.
8:09 “I believe” In my quiet time with God, I heard in my heart -it dropped into my heart.
9:12 “Rest. You followed.”
9:19 I was in an office (feeling like my church office) and heard someone say “I got an email.” I saw a woman with a long skirt say this as she was leaning over by a desk. I got an email about mentorship, and I’m going to email her today.
9:32 Pauper (reminds me of the song I’ve been practicing for voice lessons. I’m going to be taking voice lessons again in September.
9:35 A lady was asking me something, saying, “right?” She had shorter curly (my length), neat, light brown hair and looked like she was working in an office. Her face was close to mine and I was looking up to her.
9:40 I saw a black helmet fall off of someone’s head. I didn’t see their head but I just saw the helmet fall to the floor.
9:45 “I get it!” I saw a made bed.. a bit messy but it was made. It reminds me of Bella’s bed. I got it???
9:48 “Blue ocean.” “Book”
9:51 “Coconut water”
9:54 I saw two pairs of high heel shoes on the floor; I watched one being pulled to the wall like it was done being worn and another pair, black, high heel shoes were not by the wall; feeling like they were going to be worn next.
10:00 “I don’t deserve it, darling you look perfect tonight.”
10:04 I saw a woman standing on the end of a rope like there was a knot, holding onto the rope as it swung her/being carried steadily in the air in the gym.
10:10 I vaguely saw Jesus’ face; a part of it was kind of hidden by darkness. (Dancing in the dark?) After seeing this I thought I should post.
11:02 “A level of courage “ I saw someone waving their whole arm like they were trying to get someone’s attention for them to come to them, like saying “here I am”
11:07 “Carolyn” I heard someone say my name.
11:15 something about video games; (I woke up with a start.)
11:18 I had a dream where I saw a girl/woman, pull something up from underneath something like a blanket. She was in her bedroom.
I dreamt something about magic and someone pointing to people.
11:54 In my dream there was someone very heavy sitting on my feet as I was laying down on a couch, lifting my hips for exercise. I’ve been worried about if I made it or not.
1:48 I don’t deserve this, you look perfect tonight.
I asked the Lord to show me if I made it, and then I looked at the time and it was 2:50.
I went on the Shopgym app to book my workout and saw the number of times I booked a workout, and it shows “All time 148” (I didn’t go to Shopgym this morning; I hadn’t gotten much sleep and I was so worried that I hadn’t made it, but I’m sensing I did.)
3:18 In this vision or short dream I was standing in a big garage and the big garage door was wide open with bright sunlight shining in. There was a lot of open space and I saw a ping pong table with people playing ping pong.
3:22 “Darling just kiss me slow. Your heart is all I own. I will not give you up this time. Darling just hold my hand. Be my girl I’ll be your man. I see my future in your eyes. Baby I’m, dancing in the dark, with you between my arms. Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song. When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful I don’t deserve this, daring you look perfect tonight.“
3:39 I was on the stage and saw that the middle of the stage was cleared. I saw the clean floor as one of my pastors was moving things to the side.
3:43 All things are possible
3:44 I love You Papa.
I love you My darling. Rest, you are Mine.
3:46 How could I ever be ashamed, of the gospel of Jesus Christ. How could I ever walk away, from the one who saved my life. All praise to God the Father. All praise to Christ His Son. All praise to the Holy Spirit, our God has overcome. The one is and ever more will be, in Jesus mighty name, I believe.
3:56 “Blessed assurance Jesus is mine…”
4:04 clearing space; feeling like in the dream about the main stage was that he was making room for something.
4:24 I had a vision of someone flipping something in the air and it flew in an arch shape and someone caught it. Flipping burgers?
4:45 in my dream I saw a toddler in a bright room and I was looking for a way into the room and saw there was something in the way. Then I walked to another area and I saw two curtains that were shut, and then I saw the shadow of the toddler’s hands and head through the curtain and saw that he/she was pulling herself up to the curtains by holding onto the ledge in front of me. I saw the line of two curtains together, and then the curtains were open and I saw the toddler clearly; she had stood up in front of me, holding onto the ledge and was about to loose her balance so I reached out and put my left hand behind her head to keep her from falling backward. Then I reached in and took her in my arms and was pulling her up, taking her into my arms when the dream ended. All the while she was talking in a baby way but was making sense!! I could make sense of it. I believe Jesus has me… I feel like a babe, walking, understanding, and trying to discern the voice of God.
7:06 “Don’t sponsor until it’s too late”
7:15 I dreamt that my retainer had been flattened from chewing on it.
7:19 “Yes, consider it done” Hoping I made it by Gods grace…
7:23 “Listening to our favourite song. When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath and you heard it darling you look perfect tonight.”
7:26 In my dream I saw my jean blanket was crumpled in a pile on the floor.
I noticed the tumbling at volleyball, and I’m so deeply honoured..
9:48 Come My daughter. You are Mine.
Papa, I am Yours; You are my life. I can’t live without You.
9:51 Come My daughter, you are Mine. Time.
The total for my Sub Zero bill was 24.41
Love and Blessings…❤️🔥