Psalm 46:10
“Be still and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
My Father,
My faithful one, come, you are mine -I love you. Caroline my daughter, I have something for you today.
Father, I love you. I praise you and I worship you with all my heart. You are so very good to me.
Rest my faithful one, you’re all done.
Okay Lord, but I still need to give my testimony. I want to record it one more time because I want to add some scripture and the vision you gave me when I was at the She Speaks conference. Can I still do this?
Yes my darling.
Father, I want to ask you something but I don’t know what to ask you. You know my heart better than I do, so can you put a wondering in my heart about something that I need to know? And then can you answer it?
Yes
Father, lately I’ve had a small fear that I’m not going to hear your voice. I really don’t want that to happen.
You’re worried about what other people think my darling. Don’t.
You’re right Lord, please forgive me.
I do my daughter, and I love you. Come and rest your weary head on my shoulder; you are mine.❤️🔥
Reflection:
Early in the night in a dream I saw many golden coins laying flat beside each other in an organized way, like every gold coin was in a square, all lined up in rows. It was also like they were on top of opened board-game boxes and every one of these were right next to each other, touching each other. Everywhere I looked in the room it was filled with these organized golden coins. Then as I watched I also saw light coloured wooden round crokinole pieces in place of the golden coins. Then as I watched I was seeing them like I was looking through a binocular type toy where, when we look through it, we see many different colours and shapes because of the many pieces of coloured plastic pieces inside. When you turn it and look at the light, it creates many beautiful shapes. I really don’t know what it’s called. Then in another quick dream I was driving slowly and to the side of the road was a man laying down. He looked at me and O was trying to steer more away from him but the truck kept on driving close to him. When he was right beside the truck and I couldn’t see him anymore, I managed to steer the truck more away from him so that I wouldn’t drive over him. I don’t know what this means..
I also dreamt that I was casually sitting around a table with a few other people, for sure three; I was sitting further to the left side and I was talking to someone who was sitting at the end of the table to my right, and I vaguely remember he was asian and had really dark hair. There wasn’t any food on the table. We were talking about how some songs have swears in them. I had just finished singing a part of a song that had a word that some people would call a swear, but I didn’t, so afterwards the guy asked me about it and I told him jokingly that the only place I swear is if it’s in the lyrics of a song. But then I said quickly that I was just joking, I really don’t. I have no idea why I would dream this because I never swear. There’s a song I sing along with that has the lyrics, “…but dam I do….” and yes, I do sing along with it, though I don’t include it in my vocabulary; I sing along with it even though it still makes me uncomfortable as I sing it, but I know someone who’s a godly person who says it sometimes so I think I just need to relax. I also used to think the phrase, “oh my goodness” was wrong because the Bible says that God is good; I don’t want to say Gods name in vain, but I think it’s okay to say it, though I don’t even say that.
This morning after my alarm at 7:15 I put my alarm on again for 7:30 and when I woke up at that time I had dreamt that someone said something about a color red on my nails looked really nice. So then I looked down at my hand and saw that one of my fingernails was painted a nice shade of red, a pinkish red. I normally don’t wear nail-polish, especially not red; the last time I used red (dark red) was for my wedding many years ago, but the color red in my dream was nicer, a pinkish red. So I began putting red on my fingernails with something really pointy like a tooth-pick, trying to fill in all the gaps and then thought I should probably use the nail polish brush which then I began to use. I hadn’t completed painting all my fingernails on my right hand yet (I think I had one fingernail to go) when I noticed a brownish bag sitting on the table, and I knew the nail polish in it was red. I thought to myself in my dream that I didn’t know why I had begun putting on nail polish today, Sunday, because Wednesday was a few days away, and by then it would probably be a bit ruined. In waking life I don’t have red nail polish, but I do have pink; I’m not sure if I need to do this literally but I don’t want to miss something, so I’ll put pink nail polish on today..
I also dreamt in this short period of time that I was in the past, in a Narnia storyline. The story wasn’t exactly like any Narnia stories but it was just as captivating and exciting. In my dream I looked to the left and saw someone walking quickly into a short hallway that led to another hallway that crossed the one he was on, like a T. Then I remembered that part of the story and knew what was happening; I knew they were setting something up or getting something organized. Then I continued going forward. I was in a mansion. I saw a father bring a small wooden horse that toddlers sit in to rock back and forth. I could see that it was really good quality and looked like someone who was really wealthy would have. It was patted nicely with leather padding. The father was dragging it closer to something else to clear the space for something, maybe me because he was going to pull me again. I think his young son was with him because they were working together. This part is hard to explain but in my dream I was being pulled along by my feet, like going on a ride like kids play. I had been pulled forward, and when the father had dragged the wooden rocking horse to the side, he had put my feet down. I began looking around, looking at all the amazing things around the room. I didn’t want to get up, but wanted them to keep pulling me by my feet, so I continued to look around and waited for them. Then the father said something to his son about him doing something and he would pull me (I think they could have been taking turns). Then the scene changed where I was further along in the same room I think, but further ahead and I was standing. The whole room was a bit dark and was filled with water, but I was able to stand on the floor and breathe normally. I didn’t even think to be afraid. Then I saw someone’s spirit (it looked like a person but transparent; I saw a light outline) as they walked around me, and I pointed at them as they moved around to show them that I could see them. But because I was in water, my movements were slower than they normally would be if I wasn’t in the water. When the persons spirit would move around me, I’d turn as quickly as I could, and my arm too as I pointed at them, but my movements were always a bit slower because of the resistance the water was creating. There was a door on the wall in front of me that I vaguely saw because the whole room was a bit dark, but I knew I’d eventually walk through it. I knew in my dream that I was in a Narnia story. I believe this dream represents my walk, where I’m trying my hardest to discern where Jesus is leading, feeling like I’m always late at getting something. I believe that I do discern where the Lord is leading, though slower than I’d like, but the Lord is showing me that that’s because in the spirit it’s like I’m in water and that’s why my movements are slower than I’d like them to be -I know I just wrote a run-on sentence, oh well.
Today I got an email from a store that had the headline, Let’s get out of here ✈️ I’m not used to buying things online but they have really good sales today; looking for a dress…
Last night I had a quick dream where I was driving when I became really dizzy and the truck was beginning to turn from side to side. Today I finally got to buy a cappuccino at church again.. I think I couldn’t get one for the last two or three Sundays so I was really craving coffee… Blessings..