“For the Lord is righteous, He loves justice; upright men will see His face.” Psalm 11:7
Conversation
I love You Papa. Thank-You for Your undeserved grace.
I love you My daughter. You are Mine. Come, for I delight in you. My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.
Papa, help me
I am your help; an ever present help in trouble.
Your love oh Lord, reaches to the heavens. Your faithfulness reaches to the skies. Papa, help me know Your heart this week. Help me follow in Your footsteps.
Be anxious for nothing.. “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:6,7
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs or intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
10:31 I had a vision of pushing oil off the table with a tablecloth. In my dream there was still oil on the table and I hadn’t pushed everything off. In waking life I didn’t follow but listened to my “giant,” resulting with me losing some of Gods anointing that He had for me. I’m praying that God will restore all the anointing that He wants to give me as I follow Him next time. My heart is downcast, filled with regret. I don’t know if this is what the dream represents; I will pray into it.
10:45 I dreamt of seeing someone driving their car and sensing the word, “credit.”
10:53 I had a picture of a tornado moving.
10:59 “9:13”
11:05 I saw in a vision a red tomato paste jar with green mold around the top edges.
11:35 I saw black and yellow together. (The words above, that it the choice is mine)
11:39 A question to me saying something like, “fighting for you.” I know in my heart that we’re all on the same team, even though it may not feel like it sometimes. I’m pressing into the Lord about work; I’m just afraid of misunderstanding Him.
12:05 “your wife”
12:18 (could have been 17) I think I saw light green
12:23 “yeah” saw a black skirt
12:26
12:35 I saw a grey open door
12:43 I saw a picture of a duck that had green in its wings.
Brown and orange striped shirt
Blue round car emblem, feeling of going fast in a car
Yellow (shirt) I think
1:31 come my darling, all is well.You are Mine
1:55 “believe.” (that Jesus really does love me)
2:22 ring
2:41 All the angels cry, Holy, all creation cries, Holy. You are lifted high, Holy, Holy forever.”
4:30 I had a quick picture of Lucas in the drivers seat of a car, wearing a fedora, looking at me and smiling. (I’m not sure if this dream was at 4:30)
6:22 “Your name, is the highest Your name, is the greatest Your name, stands above them all. All thrown’s and dominions all powers and positions You Name, stands above them all. And the angels cry, Holy. All creation cry’s, Holy. You will always be, Holy, Holy forever.”
6:28 I had a clear vision of someone standing in a really big open space, smiling and looking at me. She had a white shirt and white pants on and was wearing black shoes.
6:43 “Come My darling, it’s time; you are Mine.”
6:49 “Arise My daughter, I have called you blessed.”
7:23 Come, My daughter, I have called you by name. You are Mine.
7:32 My daughter rest, all is well with you.
Thank-You Papa. I love You….
11:43 While praying in my prayer language I dreamt that I saw a beautiful woman in a white wedding dress… bride of Christ, thank-You Papa….