“Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
Conversation
Papa, I love You
I love you My darling. You are Mine. Come and I will give you rest.
Papa, even though I’m weary, I still have Your peace in my heart. Thank You for being so near to me. Thank You for Your hand upon me. I worship You with all my heart. You are the King of kings and the Lord of lords.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today…
1:00 I saw a sunrise or sunset and also saw white in it.
“You love me still, and I know you always will”
1:44 “Breaking News” (I heard this Word in my heart as I lay awake in bed, about to fall asleep.)
5:43 “Perfect” (I heard this in my heart right before waking up)
7:07 In my quiet time with God I think I saw a picture of a young tree trunk, seeing the ground around it, but this was vague.
I saw a gas station with a covering and all the lights were out.
7:56 I was sitting at a table. The table had a white tablecloth and I vaguely saw it was set and filled with food. I picked up my fork; it was the most beautiful fork, shiny, silver, and heavily expensive.
8:16 “this is the last time”
8:23 A dream of seeing a circle (the size of going around a plate) of tiny green flowers with white on the top. There were millions of tiny, rich green flowers (the petals were thick), reminding me of a wreath. I was fingering them, going around the circle.
8:36 Sense of a roaring lion; it was like I saw or sensed the voice coming from deep inside the Lions throat and it came up and out of the Lions mouth.
8:46 A vision, seeing an orange bus parked in the parking lot with its doors open and someone running to me.
9:04 “That’s why I trust him, that’s why I trust him. I sought the Lord and he heard and he answered.” I quick dream of seeing a black pipe curving down out of someone’s mouth.
9:20 A vision of a parent on one knee with their arms wide open and a child running into their arms.
During my prayer time I sensed the words, “rest for the weary and burdened,” so I looked for a verse with these words. Really missing God… just have a deep longing to be close to Him. I’m going to spend time in prayer tonight. This is my grade 9 photo, new at putting makeup on and the high bangs is starting to trend:) 🫰🏼
February 23:1:08 I put my invisaline in my mouth and was surprised that it was whole as I was putting into my mouth. In waking life one side is broken off.
1:26 “should I get overnight oats?”
3:08 “You love me still, and I know you always will.”
4:38 “You love me still, and I know you always will.”
6:01 I had a vision of Lucas waving at me. We were in church and he was walking with a few others.
6:08 In a vision I saw a photograph that had brown around it.
6:15 I had a vision or dream, seeing someone walking home with his two kids. It seemed like they were in a hurry, trying to avoid the public.
6:22 “Hi Patricia King” In a dream she came and stood right in front of me, looking right at me and having a huge smile on her face. She had a purple top on.
6:34 I had a vision of looking at my life when I was a child, and having a knowing that my dad was saving up money for me for the future.
6:38 I was putting socks on.
6:54 A dream of seeing someone swinging, holding onto a straight wooden handle with my hands.
7:32 gonna praise the Lord!”
7:41 “I tried something a few times but wasn’t allowed.” I was putting on white mitts.
8:08 “you always will”
8:30 I heard something about a pool table.
Today I’m reading a George McDonald storybook (Wee Sir Gibbie of the Highlands). I need that enjoyment. I can’t remember when I last read a storybook!!!
February 24:
1:37 In a dream I was driving and Lucas and Bella were with me. We were on the highway and the snow was melting fast. On the right side was a lake and on the left side was lots of snow. The water was melting and coming onto the road; We were driving south (feeling like the 75 highway) and I wasn’t sure if we would be able to get back the same way, thinking the road would be covered with water. I had a feeling like the way back would be going around in a different way (feeling like we would drive to the Winkler area and come around that way). Then I had gotten out of the car, and we were walking on the road that we had been driving on; I was carrying the car (like it was a small thing) so it wouldn’t get wet or something. Then we had walked across a part of a town and then we were looking at a lake.
Then we were at a place that reminds me of a park in a kitchen type area. I saw a family member; he was fully grown and looked like a tall big man. I saw the whiteness of his skin. I asked him where his clothes were and he said he left them in the car. He was innocently unaware of his nakedness; it didn’t bother him in the slightest that he was naked. I told him to put clothes on because he could get arrested if he didn’t put his clothes back on. Then I saw that he had crawled into the bottom of a cupboard like he was afraid.
Then Bella had walked to a place; there was a small place with deep water. She was starting to put her feet into it, thinking it would be fun. I was alarmed and told her to take her feet out I think because the water was dirty. I saw something floating in the water and I saw it was a fully dressed and wrapped up baby. I saw the baby’s head under the water; it was struggling to breathe. It took a few moments but then I quickly went and grabbed the baby out of the water with one of my arms.
2:14 I saw a plate that was filled with healthy food, seeing green beans.
2:20 vision of a woman seeing me and was going to escort me away from where I was.
2:25 “two free tickets” I saw we were at an event, seeing a woman with long brown hair. Yesterday we got two free tickets to watch the hockey game and hear our kids’ Jazz band. My kids dad went home early and I stayed. We got a ride home with our neighbours. I saw later (on social media) that our church had been there.
2:30 “home”
2:41 “anchor” I was thinking about the women’s event. I bought tickets awhile back and will be going.
3:10 In a dream I saw someone coming back after having walked in a beautiful home.
4:41 A dream of a couple dancing together, seeing their silhouette and raising one of their arms together.
6:33 “life mechanic”
7:08 “Brave new souls”
7:35 I had a dream where I was talking to my kids dad. He said something about hearing a hint about subbing. I was looking down and saying that I feel bad about not being able to go to Curitiba.
7:46 “shown a way out”
8:04 “Believe”
5:57 “J and A” I took a quick nap and heard this in my heart right before waking up.
10:27 a quick dream of seeing Jesus walking and waving hi to me…