“The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.” Psalm 23: 1-3
Conversation
Papa, I love You so much. I worship You; I worship Your Holy name. In my heart Papa, Jesus, I’m washing Your feet with my hair. You have done so much for me, a dept that I could never repay except to give You my heart, my life. I give You my all.
My daughter come, now is the time to worship,
Papa, there’s nothing better than You, You turn mourning to dancing. You’re the only one who can.
Come, rise, I am with you.
I’m coming Papa. I want Your will for my life.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs or intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
12:35 I was in a beautiful big bathroom, very tidy and echoing “You should have asked me about it before taking it out of there.”
1:34 Bella had come back. I had been somewhere in the house with Coco, and then I quickly went back to my room and I quickly shut the door and locked it before Coco could come. I heard Coco’s feet walking but she didn’t follow me. Then I heard Bella at the door and she was saying something softly to me, wanting to come in. I felt like she really wanted to be close to me. When I quickly closed and locked the door, my white housecoat was stuck in between the door and the doorframe but I forced the door shut. I was standing by the door when I heard Bella.
1:46 “I want His will for my life.”
1:52 “Very merry merry merry merry Christmas, Very merry merry merry merry Christmas” (I went downstairs to pray)
2:07 While praying in the spirit I sensed the colour brown.
2:39 “go with God.”
3:57 I had fallen asleep and woke up.. going up..
7:40 “7:11” Joy to the world the Lord has come” (I saw 7:41 but I didn’t look at the time right away)
9:00 I had a quick vision of someone walk a few steps to stand in front of a white snowman.
Merry Christmas everyone!!!! 🎄☃️
December 25: 1:13 “Rockin around the Christmas tree” (at the Christmas party hop. Mistletoe hung where you can see every couple tries to stop. Rockin around the Christmas tree Let the Christmas spirit ring. Later we’ll have some pumpkin pie and we’ll do some caroling.)
6:01 “And wonders of His love, and wonders of His love, and wonders wonders of his love.”
6:29 Joy, unspeakable joy. It rises in my soul, never lets me go. Joy, unspeakable joy. An overflowing well, no tongue can tell.”
6:33 Sensing to “trust in his unfailing love.”
6:40 Sensing the word, done.
6:44 “I leave my heart open, open to you.”
6:46 I love You Papa!
I love you My darling. Rest. You are Mine. Come, all is well with thee.
6:52 Thank-you Papa for all that You have done. “Give thanks with a grateful heart, give thanks to the lowly one. Give thanks, that He’s given Jesus Christ, His son. And now, let the poor say I am rich, let the weak say I am strong, because of what the Lord has done, for us. Give thanks.”
7:02 Come My darling and rest, you are Mine.
7:13 A dream, seeing two people in front of a big moving vehicle (like the scene in the movie Polar Express where the conductor saved the girl); the girl was falling off the edge and a man leaned over to help her by grabbing her hand and pulling her up to safety. I saw their two arms and their hands as they grabbed each others hand.
7:16 “1:29”
8:57 “He’s coming down the chimney now.. he’s coming down the chimney now.”
”Today in the town of David, a Saviour has been born to you. He is the Messiah, the Lord.” Luke 2:11
Merry Christmas!!!🎄
December 26: 3:45 Right before waking up I had a quick dream; there was some kind of wolf who was very angry, growling. I think I saw the top of Christmas tree but I’m not sure.
During the night I dreamt about an earthquake. I also dreamt about a group of people working together and I needed to do something or some things. I think there was something I couldn’t do, but sensed that that was adjusted. One scene was, I was on the roof (vaguely sensing it was white somehow); I was standing on the edge. I had my right foot on the other part of the roof and I confidently stepped across to another part of the roof. There was a moment where I almost fell but overall it was a confident step. During my whole dream I sensed Jesus was with me.
5:57 “Joy, unspeakable joy. An overflowing well, no tongue can tell.”
Blessings…🎄
December 27: 2:01 Merry Christmas (song)
3:34 “Jesus Christ”
3:42 “There’s no place like home for the holidays”
4:07 “You really hold me tight” (In a short dream Lucas was telling me this)
8:34 “Comin down the chimney now.”Today we’re having my brother and his family over for lunch. I’m looking forward to our gathering tomorrow! Hoping your Christmas is going well!!! ❤️🔥🎄