“This is what the Lord says—your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel: “I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go.” Isaiah 48:17
Conversation
I love You Papa. I’m so deeply thankful for how thorough You are with my heart. I see Your love in this. Thank You for giving me understanding about a certain aspect of my journey with You. Because of this I have more peace in my heart.
I love you My faithful one. You are never alone; I am always with you. Do not be afraid.
Papa, in my dream I was afraid I’d fall. I give You this fear. I break fear off of me in Jesus name. I hear a soft, “confess.” I will be sharing my heart with my counsellor, but can I still have victory as I follow You?
Yes My daughter. Come and rest -you are Mine.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
January 23: 2:03 “My daughter rest. I love you. You are Mine. Come. (I heard this and the next few phrases very clearly after I got up to pray. I was worried because I hadn’t heard any words or gotten any dream when I awoke)
I love You Papa.
2:05 Be bold.
Papa, help me know when I have to be bold.
2:07 Now. Come, and I will give you rest on all sides.
2:11 I will give you rest; you only need to come.
Papa, help me to know when I have to come, and I will come.
I will help you My darling.
Papa, so often I don’t know about something I have to do, and then I miss it. Please help this not to be one of those times.
I will help you. Be not afraid.
2:20 I believe You Papa.
2:22 Come quickly
2:24 Papa, how will I know to come?
2:25 I will show you.
2:32 Party
2:43 Papa, You’re going to show me. Will I understand?
Yes
2:44 Okay Papa, I trust You.
3:01 “From the ashes, I will rise up, rise up…”
3:21 In a vision I saw a remote control for a TV, having a youth feel.
3:26 “I’m going to see my daddy”
3:39 “Provision” I saw a man walking towards me. It felt like he was walking towards me on my street.
4:05 Someone was preaching a sermon about someone, who in the moment of getting out of jail, ran down a mountain. He was a boy, and I saw an adult running after him (he was wearing a white shirt I think). There was a cliff that the boy was running towards. This was a story from the Bible that the pastor was preaching about. I thought to myself as I was looking at the picture that I didn’t remember that story being in the Bible. The adult was trying to stop him from running towards the cliff, and the pastor said something like, “and you can see where that’s going.” Then I saw through the window (it seemed like I was in the backyard of the church and I could see through the church, through the windows on the other side of the church), many police men lined up in a row and walking down, like they were on stairs or a hill) like they were in an army, seeing all their caps.
4:29 “Consider all the world thy hands have made.” (Then sings my soul, my Saviour God to thee. How great thou art, how great thou art.)
5:15 “Going to the chapel and we’re gonna get married, the chapel of love.” (Bride of Christ) I saw the underneath of a Crocodile, seeing the squares of its body.
5:40 “An account of grace” I dreamt that I was in the basement of my very expensive house with some family members. As we were going upstairs (they were ahead of me), I looked to my left and saw the green plant we had planted on a table. I saw that it was growing beautiful large thick green pedals and was growing red and many some orange flowers at the same time. The pedals were growing one after the other, going around in a circle. I excitedly yelled, “look!” and ran towards it to watch it. As I was running towards it I was trying to press record on my phone but it didn’t work. I saw as I was also running towards it that it was growing so quickly that I was thinking I’d miss recording it, that it would be done growing before I got there. Then when I got to the flower it had disappeared. I thought to myself that maybe I shouldn’t have called the others to look at it and that it was only for me to see. I also thought maybe I shouldn’t have tried to record it, and I immediately repented, saying I’m sorry. In my prayer time with the Lord this morning I sensed that the flower was the blessing God gave me and that this was and still is something for only me to see and grow in faith in. Later in my dream I saw Bella play with her friend in the light (at night, and on light pavement) and there was darkness between where they were and where we were in the house.
Then the scene changed where everyone had gone upstairs and I looked around and saw the water pipes all over the ceiling of the basement were spraying water. I called someone and he was walking around, looking at the pipes. The person who was with him asked how long we had been living there and we said 10 years. Then in the next scene it was all fixed; the pipes weren’t leaking anymore. (I had a feeling like we were talking about our place in my town, but it could also represent my journey with Jesus.)
Then in this scene there was a dead dog in a box, and there was a big cat walking around that I knew was Jesus. There was another kid beside me (I felt like a kid) and the cat was walking and rubbing itself onto the person as it walked. I knew how much power the cat had and wondered if it would transform into a Lion before our eyes, because I knew he was The Lion (Jesus). Then the person and I were watching as the dead dog was being eaten up or licked up, disappearing very quickly by an unseen being or power. I saw part of its mouth just laying there, dead. I believe this is my flesh.
Then in this scene I had gone upstairs with another person and saw that Bella (or someone that felt like Bella) and her friend were playing outside. It was dark outside but they were playing in a lit area on the yard. Between them and the house was dark and I thought to put the light on for them. So I looked at the wall and saw several light switches together at different spots. There were three by the door, two or three more to the middle of the wall, and some high on the wall. I thought to jump up and see if I could press it to turn it on but I saw that it was too high for me to reach, so I didn’t try.
6:13 Papa
“Hope”
6:27 “Mission Accomplished “ In a vision I saw a girl come up the stairs and step onto the floor.
6:36 March
7:45 (my alarm) I dreamt that I was in a car and I looked and saw many, maybe thousands of people sitting in chairs, outside in a field or something. I saw bright white coming from them. Then I was on a really high ledge that was like a ride, overlooking the whole crowd. I saw from on top (We were a lot higher than the tree tops. High enough that I could hardly distinguish one person from the next.) that there were two sections of people; on the left was white and on the right was another bit darker and a bit smaller number of people. It reminds me of how in a wedding one side is for the bride and the other side is for the groom. There was an isle between. On the ledge there was a person helping me; I was going to go on a zip line over this crowd of people, and I was going to take a child with me. I grabbed the two handles and with my body I was at an angle so the child wouldn’t fall down to the crowd below. The person who was strapping the child in so she wouldn’t fall took her and strapped her in. Then it was my turn and I put my hand through the loop of the lanyard for security and twisted my arm around in it for added security and held onto the two handles. Then I was hanging over the deep crevice where everyone was sitting and my hands weren’t secure; it felt like they were going to slip and I became afraid that I was going to fall. Then I asked the man if I could also have something like a harness to ensure that I would be safe. So then he went to get that for me, while I was hanging there I think. Then I was hanging overtop of the ledge and I let go with great relief to be back on the ground as he was preparing my harness.
7:48 “Thank God for the miracle!” I dreamt of seeing two ladies walking in line that were wearing expensive dresses. (Women’s event)
I dreamt I was making a sharp left turn. There was a car there but I went anyway.
2:32 I saw a person in the army standing; it looked like he had yellow army style clothes on.
January 25: 12:50 “Carolyn” vaguely sensing the women’s event and someone putting something on a table.”
12:57 A vision or dream of seeing someone that had been put into a silver armour, a knight, standing. The person looked very tired.
1:04 In a vision I saw a younger person with very long hair.
1:09 A long (arms length) red diamond that looked like a smooth tube. Someone was holding it, had just picked it up from a table; it came from a slide of some sort.
1:37 Someone was holding a board about an arms length.
2:46 “went beyond “
6:16 “Come My daughter
6:25 Sensed “My daughter, arms length.”
6:51 “Can save people”
I had a dream where there were two worlds. I could hear voices in the walls that came from the other world. There was a hidden portal that we could walk through, but whenever we went in I felt like we needed to be quick so we wouldn’t get caught. There was a scene where the door was open and a child went in, not knowing what the door was. There were many kittens that followed him. I could hear that the people in the other world saw some of the kittens, and as soon as the child recognized this, he quickly came back through the door. I could see through the door to the other side and saw there was still enough time to save some of the kittens that were right by the door, so I opened the door and some of the kittens came into the room I was in. I saw there were two kittens that were still in that world, and I could hear that whoever saw them were delighted. I had a knowing that they couldn’t see that there was a door there. In this next scene I was in the other world, in someone’s house. I had a knowing that the dad was coming so I quickly went into their bathroom (white door I think) and locked the door. I was thinking this was the way back into my world but as I looked around, the bathroom looked different. I saw black framed reading glasses on the counter. The toilet was in a different spot and then I saw the shower was around the corner to the left. I saw that the shower was at the end of the bathroom and that there wasn’t a door that led to my world; I was caught in the other world.
This dream ended with a scene where I saw a man on a semi truck on the right that had a long flat trailer, writing something on the back of the cab. I was watching a person talking with someone on the left. I sensed they had asked a question, and the person responded by pointing out the person that was writing something on the truck. When the person saw the person on the truck, he quickly began running towards the person, but the person on the truck finished writing what he wanted to write and quickly left, and this was where my dream ended. I had a feeling like the man on the truck was the man who wrote the game, and that he had left a clue that had something to do with the game, or something that would have an impact on the game. Blessings…🙏🏼
January 25:2:04 In my dream I saw fish (I think) laying on a conveyer belt that brought them to another place.
2:24 “..lucky that they’re living in the Jesus era” (I’m not sure how the first part went) I dreamt that the actual Jesus was standing on a stage, and I was standing, leaning into the stage, looking at his feet (and up at his face), and he was looking down at me. I saw his skin by his ankles and it looked kind of worn. I was so excited to see Jesus and I asked him if I could touch His feet. He was standing right in front of me. I saw his white long clothing. When I asked him if I could touch his feet, he looked stern at me and kind of turned to begin walking.
Im sensing this could represent Jesus…
“I love You Lord, and Your mercy never fails me. All my days, I’ve been held in Your hand. From the moment that I wake up, until I lay my head, oh I will sing, of the Goodness of God. All my life You have been faithful. All my life You have been so, so Good. With eve breath that I am able, I will sing, of the Goodness of God. I love Your voice. You have led me through the fire..”
7:44 I love you My daughter; rest, go in peace.” (as I was praying in my prayer language.) Love and Blessings…
I had a relaxing time at my sisters house, and I’m so thankful for them. Love and Blessings…
January 26: 5:56
6:13 “I’ll take You at Your Word, if You said it I believe it…”
7:37 A vision of a full sized semi truck with a long white trailer, driving on the highway.
7:42 “Do not look to the right or to the left; stay close to me.” (Word I heard in my heart)
7:53 I had a dream about the lights turned down low…