Victory!!!

“The trumpeters and singers joined in unison, as with one voice, to give praise and thanks to the Lord. Accompanied by trumpets, cymbals and other instruments, they raised their voices in praise to the Lord and sang: “He is good; His love endures forever.” Then the temple of the Lord was filled with a cloud, and the priests could not perform their service because of the cloud, for the glory of the Lord filled the temple of God.”  2 Chronicles 5:13,14

Conversation

Papa, I worship You and I love You with all my heart. You are worthy to be praised for ever and ever. 

I love you My dear one. You are Mine. Come, all is well with you.

“Come, now is the time to worship. Come, now is the time to give your heart. Come, just as you are to worship. Come, just as you are before our God. Come. One day every tongue will confess You are God. One day every knee will bow. Still the greatest treasure remains for those who gladly choose You now.” 

I love you My daughter. Rest, you are Mine.

Reflection

Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious!  What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..

5:56 (I didn’t have a dream but I wondered if I was really supposed to go up today.)

6:13 “I’ll take You at Your Word, if You said it I believe it…” I had been wondering if God really wanted me to go up, so then this was a confirmation.

7:37 I had a vision of a full sized semi truck with a long white trailer, driving on the highway. 

7:42 “Do not look to the right or to the left; stay close to me.” (Word I heard in my heart)

7:53 I had a dream about the lights turned down low. I opened my Bible to the verses above. Feeling like today was a victorious day…

January 27: 5:11 “The truth is I am my Fathers child. I make Him proud and I make Him smile. I was made in the image of a perfect King, when he looks at me he wouldn’t change a thing. …I belong to you, and that’s the truth…” (Lyrics; I don’t remember her name)

5:15 I had a feeling come over me like one of my nephews had passed away (I was awake, gearing myself up to go downstairs to pray.)

6:05 Camsamida 

Yesterday I gave to missions; “mission accomplished “ (using my Christmas money)

6:41 the word Flute comes to mind when thinking about Lucas and Bella’s band.

6:44  I had vision of someone having tongs in their hand, holding two round paper things; one was light blue and the other was green. I saw the tongs shake a bit so that the blue one would fall. It was beginning to fall (I’m not sure if it fell all the way).

6:50 A vision or dream of seeing a hotel as we were driving onto the parking lot.

(I heard something about something is on the ground)

“Thursday”

7:31 (I had a word)

7:44 I’m so sad that I forgot the words I heard here, but they were positive.

7:50 “We’re on family volunteer this month”

I had a dream where I was talking with the band teacher. I noticed how slim she was, wearing black tights. I asked her if she was still working out because I knew she wasn’t going to the 5AM classes anymore (in my dream and also in waking life there are no 5 am classes). At first I was talking with her in person but then I was talking with her on the phone as I sat down on an office chair. I was in someone’s office and I saw two ladies talking to each other as I looked up. At first I thought it was my coach but then I saw it wasn’t. As I was talking with her on the phone I was very emotional about it, that there were no 5am classes anymore. I didn’t go today because my lower back is very sore again. My chiropractor was nostalgic about Shopgym today at my appointment. I have an optometrist appointment at 11:00.

January 28: 4:49 “and that’s the truth” (lyrics: The Truth by Megan Woods) 

5:25 I vaguely saw a sunset painted on a canvas, seeing the lines of waves in the water.

5:49 “you are the Scott…”

5:52 In a vision I saw a white owl.

5:59 “Joy” (I heard in my heart)

6:02 “Rock” or “The Rock” I had a vague vision of someone sitting down on a comfy chair, falling into it like they were exhausted.

6:09 “I didn’t see what you just did.” (Vague)

6:13 “Reach out”

7:31 I dreamt that I slid into the back of a bus.

8:09 “I belong to you, now that’s the truth…”

Sometime in the night I think I heard my kids dad say, “mother,” in a vision (hearing it). In waking life he always calls me mother when he’s talking to the kid.  This is vague.