“The trumpeters and singers joined in unison, as with one voice, to give praise and thanks to the Lord. Accompanied by trumpets, cymbals and other instruments, they raised their voices in praise to the Lord and sang: “He is good; His love endures forever.” Then the temple of the Lord was filled with a cloud, and the priests could not perform their service because of the cloud, for the glory of the Lord filled the temple of God.” 2 Chronicles 5:13,14
Conversation
Papa, I worship You and I love You with all my heart. You are worthy to be praised for ever and ever.
I love you My dear one. You are Mine. Come, all is well with you.
“Come, now is the time to worship. Come, now is the time to give your heart. Come, just as you are to worship. Come, just as you are before our God. Come. One day every tongue will confess You are God. One day every knee will bow. Still the greatest treasure remains for those who gladly choose You now.”
I love you My daughter. Rest, you are Mine.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..
5:56 (I didn’t have a dream but I wondered if I was really supposed to go up today.)
6:13 “I’ll take You at Your Word, if You said it I believe it…” I had been wondering if God really wanted me to go up, so then this was a confirmation.
7:37 I had a vision of a full sized semi truck with a long white trailer, driving on the highway.
7:42 “Do not look to the right or to the left; stay close to me.” (Word I heard in my heart)
7:53 I had a dream about the lights turned down low. I opened my Bible to the verses above. Feeling like today was a victorious day…
January 27: 5:11 “The truth is I am my Fathers child. I make Him proud and I make Him smile. I was made in the image of a perfect King, when he looks at me he wouldn’t change a thing. …I belong to you, and that’s the truth…” (Lyrics; I don’t remember her name)
5:15 (I awoke, gearing myself up to go downstairs to pray.)
6:05 Camsamida
Yesterday I gave to missions; “mission accomplished “ (using my Christmas money)
6:41 the word Flute comes to mind when thinking about Lucas and Bella’s band.
6:44 I had vision of someone having tongs in their hand, holding two round paper things; one was light blue and the other was green. I saw the tongs shake a bit so that the blue one would fall. It was beginning to fall (I’m not sure if it fell all the way).
6:50 A vision or dream of seeing a hotel as we were driving onto the parking lot.
(I heard something about something is on the ground)
“Thursday”
7:44 I’m so sad that I forgot the words I heard here, but they were positive.
7:50 “We’re on family volunteer this month”
I had a dream where I was talking with the band teacher. I noticed how slim she was, wearing black tights. I asked her if she was still working out because I knew she wasn’t going to the 5AM classes anymore (in my dream and also in waking life there are no 5 am classes). At first I was talking with her in person but then I was talking with her on the phone as I sat down on an office chair. I was in someone’s office and I saw two ladies talking to each other as I looked up. At first I thought it was my coach but then I saw it wasn’t. As I was talking with her on the phone I was very emotional about it, that there were no 5am classes anymore. I didn’t go today because my lower back is very sore again. Today my chiropractor and I were talking about Shopgym; she used to go and had good memories about it.
January 28: 4:49 “and that’s the truth” (lyrics: The Truth by Megan Woods)
5:25 I vaguely saw a sunset painted on a canvas, seeing the lines of waves in the water.
5:49 “you are the Scott…”
5:52 In a vision I saw a white owl.
5:59 “Joy” (I heard in my heart)
6:02 “Rock” or “The Rock” I had a vague vision of someone sitting down on a comfy chair, falling into it like they were exhausted.
6:09 “I didn’t see what you just did.” (Vague)
6:13 “Reach out”
7:31 I dreamt that I slid into the back of a bus.
8:09 “I belong to you, now that’s the truth…”
Sometime in the night I think I heard my kids dad say, “mother,” in a vision (hearing it). In waking life he always calls me mother when he’s talking to the kid. This is vague.
January 29: 3:12 “I get up and up again”
5:12 I saw the colour blue in a vision.
5:20 I saw a photo of a little girl with a pink dress on in a picture frame (reminds me of the photo of Connie where we are in a photo together). The picture was sitting right by a laptop. I heard the word, “read.”
5:28 In a vision I was holding a bag of frozen blueberries; There was only a little left and I was shaking the bag a bit to pour it all out into a bowl, though I didn’t see the bowl.
5:38 “I need thee oh I need thee. Every hour I need thee. Oh bless me now my Saviour I come to thee”
I sensed laying on the floor with my white T-shirt on.
5:47 In a vision I was putting my blue winter jacket on.
5:55 “Perfect submission. All is at rest. I see a fourth man in the fire…”
5:59 I saw a tall green mug
7:07 “I see a fourth man in the fire.. I trust in God, my Saviour the One, who will never fail. He will never fail.” In a dream I saw someone enjoying the sun.
I had a dream where I was completely unashamed. It was so windy outside and it began picking me up off the ground. Then a stronger wind came and lifted me higher into the air. It would have taken me high into the sky but there was someone there who felt like they were my friend, and I reached out my hand in desperation for them to take. With both of our arms outstretched this person grabbed my hand. Then I began walking to get dressed. I’m not sure if I should have just allowed the wind to take me, sensing this is the Holy Spirit, or if God is allowing me to be saved?
9:05 “Golgotha”
9:19 “Brave”
January 30: 8:21 “useless fish”
8:24 In a vision I saw something green laying on a couch. The song/lyrics that were playing were, “when Christ shall come “
8:29 In a vision or a moments sleep I was in a car looking through the windshield and it was raining.
2:19 “He looked at me and wouldn’t change a thing.”
3:00 “The truth is I am my Father’s child.” (“I make Him proud and I make Him smile. I was made in the image of a perfect King. He looks at me and wouldn’t change a thing.”)
4:41 “I trade beauty for ashes”
6:29 “Jesus paid it all. All to Him I owe. Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed me white as snow.”
I had a dream where I saw long beautiful dresses of different colours hanging on a high rack. I wondered if they would fit me. I saw that they had a low V neckline and knew they’d be too big for me at the top. I had a thought that maybe they also had a dress that was more my size. The feeling I had in my dream was, I wished the dresses would fit me, but when I hoped they had one in my size, I think I still felt optimistic or hopeful. If I’m wrong then I hope the Lord will correct me. In another dream I saw deep water (rolling, no waves) right beside the sidewalk where I was walking, and there were people in it. Another dream where I was inside and I vaguely saw someone go down a hallway. Then I walked down the hallway and looked into a room. I saw a woman laying in a bed kind of behind the door, so I didn’t see all of her. I had a vague thought that I didn’t want to go in there so I kept walking. I think there were more rooms along the hallway. Today I finished organizing our papers. My kids and I had a meet and greet with our new doctor today; she’s really nice. Blessings…
Jan 31: 2:06 I saw a fluffy white sweater with lines sewn. “Pattern”
6:09 “The truth is I am my Father’s child. I make Him proud and I make him smile.” In a vague dream I saw someone taking giant steps (in the air?).
8:54 “When Christ shall come, in humble adoration. And take me home, what joy shall fill my heart.”
10:49 “I belong to You, and that’s the truth.”
I had a dream where I was at church and I genuinely had wanted to listen and not be there but I was there. I apologized and was leaving. Then I was in the backyard of the church and someone was trying to get me so I ran to the front yard and onto the road, hoping that someone would recognize that and help me. In the road I saw two people wearing orange and their vehicle was orange. I wanted them to see that I was being followed but they didn’t even see me.
February 1: 1:46 “Rose up from the grave rose up from the grave.”
5:14 (I think) “I don’t want to sit there anymore.”
“Pay for me” In this dream I saw a red T-shirt on another one, like it was being measured or covered. I saw the side of the two Tshirts laying on a table (though I didn’t see the table). I had a slight feeling like the one on top was a size smaller, even though the one on the top didn’t overlap the other. One of Lucas’ friends (and his family) had paid for his T-shirt and Lucas was happy to receive it.
I’m remembering something someone once said, to always have a consistent hope within our soul in both the highs and lows of life. This is something I remembered today, something that I will always remember; I’m so thankful for this wisdom.. Blessings… 🫰🏼
February 2: 1:42 (or 1:41) “I belong to You, and that’s the truth”
2:33 “and that’s the truth…”
4:13 “And that’s the truth” In a dream I was on a jet, sitting beside a window…
6:40 “The truth is I am my Fathers child. I make Him proud and I make Him smile. I was made in the image of a perfect King.
8:37 “Understanding”
9:45 “I have decided to follow Jesus, I have decided to follow Jesus, I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back.”❤️🔥