Jeremiah 29:11
“‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'”
Conversation
Papa, I love You. I see in my heart the word, “Loved.” I also sense the word, “rest.”
Caroline, I love you.
Papa, I’m sensing Your encouragement. I’m working on my message, and I feel like the more I work on it, the more I’m running into You. I pray for Your leading Holy Spirit.
I will help you.
Papa
My faithful one -you are Mine.
I’m resting in You. I praise and worship You Lord. You are Holy and worthy of my praise!
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
Yesterday after Shopgym I worked on my message and then took a nap. Right before I woke up (8:43), I sensed these words, “Don’t forget about the promise you gave me.” I’ve told God many times that I will follow him anywhere he leads. An ideal picture of this would be that I always run as fast as I can to do what he’s asked me to do, but it’s not been like that at all. I’ve had so many spiritual heart issues that I’ve needed to work out together with him that my walk with him has gone pretty slow. I’m steadily working on my message and I hope to record it next Thursday. The lyrics in my mind were, “I won’t be shaken, I won’t be moved. My God is bigger…”
Then I went back to sleep and dreamt that I was helping someone teach kids, and I had a moment of inspiration and took the microphone and taught them something, and then I sat down at the table with them. I had a picture of the table; it reminds me of the long table we used to have growing up, and I saw some kids sitting at the table. I also dreamt that I had been in a room, helping someone but I think that was a distraction. I left that room and went into another (across the hallway) because I knew Jesus my husband was in there. When I went into the room with Jesus my husband, I saw him standing by a wall, facing the door I had just come into; I had a feeling like he was waiting for me. I also saw students sitting at their desks; the room was a long room that had desks with dividers in between. It reminds me of the private school I went to after grade 4. The students each had paper and crayons or pencil crayons and they were busy looking down, working on something. I walked between the the two sections of desks, ready to help with what-ever he needed help with. I was optimistic and ready to help. I’m coming…
Then the scene changed where I was driving a vehicle that had a really high hood (it gradually went up towards the front of the car, so that the front of it was as high or higher than the roof), and I couldn’t see anything in front of me. I decided to stop because I was alarmed that I’d hit something, and I pressed the brakes as hard as I could. I was in the city by a corner that had a building right on the curb. By that time I didn’t care if I stopped in the middle of the street or if I was blocking someone; I didn’t want to hit anything. So after I stopped I went to see how close I was to hitting something, and I saw that the really high hood was one inch away from a tall, beautiful, wide, white column. I was so relieved that I had stopped when I did! Then I (and someone else) asked the person how they drove their vehicle, and then I saw two rocks in their hand; one was a normal whitish smooth rock about the size of a persons palm, and the other was a bit more see through; it was a light pink, and the idea is you needed to look through these rocks to see if anyone was coming. There was a small hole that was smaller than the size of a dime in the hood somewhere (which I didn’t see nor was I told about it), and we needed to put the rock in front of that hole, and that’s how we’d see in front of us. I tried looking through the pinkish stone and all I could see was a shadow of something in front of me. I know the enemy would always want to slow me down so this dream could represent that. But I’m pretty determined to put it together. How I feel in my heart about it is different not than it was before. Now I want to do it and I look forward to working on it. I’m quickly going to say that we got our passports today!! So if we figure out what to do with our dog, we may go to the States (Fargo or Minneapolis, depending on when we go.). Lifting the two tables the other day after the bbq reminded me about my dream.. Lucas has a cavity so he has an appointment here in town to get it filled. Watching the next Starwars movie tonight.. Many blessings…