My Father, I love you. Today I’m thankful that you’ve been so strict with me about certain things. You’ve given me boundaries that have helped me have a better walk with you because of the protection they’ve given me. There were times where I hadn’t understood where the boundaries were, but you’ve always led me to understand. I completely see the wisdom in how you’ve directed. I still don’t completely understand, but I’ve come to know that I don’t need to understand everything in order for you to direct me, and I think this builds my trust in you.
My daughter, I love you as well. I will always direct you in the way you should go, even in the future.
I’m so glad Father. Thank you for being my faithful Shepherd. I know you have many plans for me that are yet to come. Draw me nearer into who you are so that I’ll be able to walk in your plans for me more effectively, having a deep passion for you and all you want to do through me.
Come nearer Caroline, for I have called you near. Come, now is the time -all is complete.
Father, I’m not exactly sure what you mean when you say that or if I’m hearing correctly. You said everything is complete, but I’m hesitant to think you mean my recordings. I’ve come to learn that it’s not I who decides this.
My faithful one, rest, all is well. I will continue to lead the way -you are mine.
Reflection:
During the day today I’ve been pondering the dream the Lord gave me last night and it’s meaning. I was confused by it but as I was thinking about it this afternoon, the conversation I had with the Lord this morning I think reflects some of the meaning. I think the Lord will make it more clear to me yet.
In this dream I was in a dark cave that had a rounded ceiling. I was there with someone else and somehow it was our own yet not our home. I think it represents a time period. We were busy doing things when all of a sudden something like a long crystal, blue or teal coloured glowing gem was uncovered. Someone had picked it up but needed to drop it quickly because we had a knowing that we weren’t aloud to touch it because it would harm us the longer we held it in our hands. I don’t think picking it up was the focus but it was showing us what would happen if we did, that was the message. I was shown that our hands would glow after holding it, and my hands were clean because I hadn’t touched it. I’m not sure about this but I think this is from the Lord, like how no one was aloud to see the face of God because of how Holy he is, and how Moses’ face glowed after being with the Lord. In my dream I began to look around and noticed many other turquoise glowing gems being uncovered all around us inside the cave, which could represent Gods anointing. I also think this has been our protection that has hidden us from the enemy. The next part of my dream was, I saw two or three black wolves that had come from somewhere deep inside the cave that had found us. I threw a small rock at one of them even though I knew it wouldn’t do anything, but I didn’t feel fear. Then I vaguely saw a couple looking at me; they were on a motorbike, leaving the cave. I had a sense that I too was leaving the cave. We had been at the mouth of the cave, even though I still only saw darkness. I think this represents that this time frame is done, and that the Lord and I need to leave it. I don’t know what exactly I need to stop, if I need to stop my recordings, I have no idea. Then in my dream I was at a store looking at some dresses to buy. The rack was up high and the dresses looked plain. They had high necklines, shoulders covered, slim fitting and the length came down past the knee. I thought they all looked too plain but saw they were good quality. I had looked for wool material -warmth and durable. Going to keep on walking!