My Father, you are so great -I worship you. Lead me deeper into the fullness of who you are.
Come my darling, I will show you more of who I am.
Dad, do you have a word or thought for me today? Father I heard the vaguely saw the word “complete.” I also hear “trial over.” I know Lord that we hear and see in part and is one of the reasons why we need to also hear you through others. I worship you Father as I wait for you.
Come my daughter, all is well with you -you are mine. I’ve come. Come and follow me and I will lead the way to come deeper into unity with me.
Thank-you Jesus for leading the way into becoming more intimate with you. I now know what I need to be ready for, and I know that I am ready. I deeply long for this and I thank-you for your great and mighty love. I’m ready for deeper intimacy with you Jesus and I long for this day! Please lead me there Father -I am faithfully yours!
Come my daughter, it’s time to go -you are mine!
Reflection:
Last night we watched “Night of the Museum 2.” I had seen it many years ago but it was like watching it for the first time because it’s been so long! Amelia Earhart’s words of advice is to do something you love with someone you love, and this is what I’m planning on doing as I keep following the Lord into deeper intimacy with him.
Last night the Lord gave me many small scenes in a dream that all took place at my church. The first one was a scene where I was on the parking lot and was walking towards my parked truck, but not to drive it. There were a few other strangers there. I think it represents something negative has stopped or has parked. Then I was inside our church in a narrow hallway. I was standing behind someone and I saw their back, but more of their right shoulder and arm. I saw they were wearing a dressy, light blue, long sleeved shirt and I touched their arm to let them know that I was there. Then we were in my small car, trying to back up but it wasn’t working really well, so I suggested turning around and driving forward because it would make it a lot easier, and that is what we were doing right before the scene changed again.
Then I was walking in a huge pool area of the church and I saw some of my family members laying down in the shallow end of the water. The pool gradually came up to floor level like a beach and I saw that they had white towels wrapped around themselves as they were relaxing. I walked passed them and then met my older brother who also had a white towel wrapped around him. He looked really joyful and was heading towards the pool. I thought to myself if one more of my family members goes there, then I’ll join them too. Then I thought that if my sister goes, then I’ll go too. Then I met my kids and embraced them so very warmly -I was so thankful for them, that they weren’t somewhere where I didn’t know where they were but had come to seek me out.
Then I was in the sanctuary area and I saw many people sitting in the chairs. In among the people but before I found a seat I took off my white towel that I had been covering myself with, and I saw that I was wearing summer clothing. I thought that now people could see what I was wearing, and I carried the towel somewhere to put it away because I was done with it. Then I saw that there were a lot of tall people sitting in the front rows, making it a bit difficult for the shorter people to see that were sitting behind them. I had just observed this as I walked down the aisle towards the back rows to find empty seats to save for my sister and my mom and my kids. I saved a seat for my mom right in the back row and a few others in the row in front of her. I went and got a stool with a wider seat for her to sit on. Then I saw she was sitting on it but was kind of sitting underneath the person beside her, so I pulled her a bit away from the person so she’d have more room. Then I saw to my left a mother who was standing in front of her daughter who was sitting in her chair, crying and being quietly but very emotional. She had wanted to badly to come and talk with me but hadn’t been aloud to. Then I looked to my right and saw there was a woman standing in front of me, and then we were facing each other, looking into each other’s eyes. She had given me her cap and in my dream I was putting it on. As I was putting it on I could feel that it fit me perfectly!! I told her this, and it felt so comfortable, like it was made specifically for me. It was the exact cap that I had always wished I could have and that I really longed for, and now it was mine to keep!! I could see that it meant so much to her that I was wearing her cap, and it meant so much to me as well. I love everything this cap represents. Everything the Lord leads me into is so good and is more than I’ve ever thought for myself.
Last week I dreamt that it was evening and I was sitting in a bathroom stall with low walls outside beside a sidewalk, and I laughed because of how I was just letting go of wanting or maybe needing to be private. I saw someone looking back at me, smiling, as they were walking home from a long day of work. I think God always wants us to keep ourselves vulnerable for others to see because of how God can speak into other people’s hearts through that.
God’s ways are more amazing and special to me than I can ever describe. I think that God’s ways with every person who’d be willing to trust him, would be just as special and amazing. God’s miracles are always a wonder to see, and when he teaches us his personal ways with us, they are equally as wondrous to follow. What it means to walk in the fullness of God’s plan for me is to walk home and everything home represents… this is what I want and what I’m ready for. Home means being completely in love and having intimacy with Jesus, walking freely in my purpose with him. Yes Jesus, I love you and I’m ready, please take me there!!