I’m Going All In!!

Psalm 86:11-15

“Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify your name forever. For great is your love toward me; you have delivered me from the depths of the grave. But you, O Lord, are a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness.” 

Conversation

Daddy, I love you.

I love you My darling. Come, I have a word for you. Rest -be anxious for nothing.

Daddy, I know that I’m going to present my message; help me to have fun as I present so that I’ll forget about being nervous. 

Daddy, I’m sensing the word, “joy.” Please fill me with your joy as I prepare for going up and as I’m speaking. 

I will help you My daughter. You are Mine. 

Reflection

Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal. The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart..  Last night I awoke at 4:11 from lyrics to the song, “Lost in your love” by Brandon Lake. The line was, “Your power is found in the roughest waters, where I have no choice but to trust you Father (where my every fear has to surrender, I will trust in you forever, take me there, oh take me there. I’m going all in, in over my head. I’m not scared to get drenched in your love; I’m not scared to get lost in your love.” 

I dreamt I was on a highway and there was an accident close to where I was; one of the cars swerved sideways (I only vaguely saw part of the car that had been in the accident) and hit my car, but the damage to my car was only slight, like a little dent or two. 

As I was typing my Reflection today, the song “Forever and Ever Amen” (Brandon Lake and others) began playing, and I hadn’t pressed on it to play in Spotify (I was writing in my writing app). So I paused my writing and sang the worship song, praising and worshiping my God, my Daddy, because he is more than worthy of my praises! Its so true, God already has everything, except our praises and our heart if we keep it from him. I don’t want to keep anything from him; God gave us everything when we sent his Son Jesus to die on the cross for us, so my response is to love him and follow him.. Yesterday the weather was so nice at the beach! Today Bella and I ran some errands in the city so I didn’t have time to run my 4k. (No one had signed up for the 5AM class this morning before going to bed last night, so I think we’ll do both lifts on Wednesday. Tonight while Lucas is at Bible Study, I’m going to run my 4k outside and do my laps around the church!! Many blessings…