John 20:8
“Finally the other disciple, who had reached the tomb first, also went inside. He saw and believed.”
Conversation
Daddy, I love you.
I love you my daughter. Rest.
Dad, I pray that you’d change my mindset. So far in my life I’ve not been very concerned for those that are lost. I want and need your heart of compassion for those who don’t know you yet. As I spend time with you, I pray that you’d fill my heart with your compassion for others.
Come my daughter, I know your heart; be anxious for nothing. I am near to you.
Reflection
Last night the Lord gave me many short dreams and they may not be in order. In this dream I had gone into some kind of science warehouse. I was bringing something into it but I don’t know what it was. I walked in and there were several men who were leading me to the place I needed to go to bring it there. This warehouse was really big and had a lot of empty space. The floor was concrete. Where I dropped it off was by another open door and there were several people who were coming and going around that area. I dropped off the thing and was about to leave from that door and walk outside to my vehicle that was closer to the other door, but then I remembered that I didn’t have shoes on and I told the man that. He was a really kind person who was smiling and indicated that it was okay that I walked back the way I had come, inside the building. I had a knowing that they preferred that I walked along the outside of the building rather than inside, though walking in the inside was okay too. So then when our small group was walking back, I saw them run and slide along the cement floor having fun, and I did the same. I ran and slid with my feet and then I saw the doors where I needed to exit.
In this next dream Bella was living in an apartment along the retail way tracks here in town, and she told me that she had walked home one night at 4:38 or something like that. She told me the street she had walked along was Archibald. I knew that the city had a street named Archibald so I corrected her and told her the correct name, which was similar to Archibald but I don’t remember what I had told her. I was alarmed that she had walked home by herself along that street in the middle of the night, and told her she should have walked along one of the streets that had more houses.
In this next dream Jesus and I were in a bedroom, getting ready for physical intimacy. The thin curtains were closed and I could see that it was daylight outside. The lights were on in the room and I turned off the lights for privacy; I didn’t want the people outside to watch our shadows. Our bed was in front of the windows -the headboard, which I didn’t see, was underneath the windows. We were standing by the foot of the bed, and right after I shut the main lights off, Jesus as my husband turned on the lamp that was on the side closest to him. There were two lamps close to where I was standing and he pulled the thing to turn on one of the lamps, but because it wasn’t plugged in, he turned on the lamp that was a bit higher up. Then we had a knowing that the lighting was perfect and that we could still see. This speaks to me about getting ready to hear the Holy Spirit, being intimate with him as I draw closer to him and follow where Jesus is leading. Our relationship is growing in intimacy as I continue to worship him with my life by following where he’s leading me, which right now is getting ready to record my message and then as I speak it out. I love God/Jesus, and I love our journey into intimacy….
In this next dream I was in a huge building again, not tall but wide. I didn’t see the outside but this is what I sense. It was a science/space type of building. I had gone into a room with some others and I vaguely saw a model of a planet. It was quiet and serious and I walked out of the door, getting something. Someone was nearby before I walked out and wondered why I was walking out, indicating that inside where we were was a lot more interesting than any outside entertainment. I totally agreed with him. Then I was in a really big warehouse type room that was really high and about the size of a city/town block. And it had everything that a city/town block would have which included houses and stores. I didn’t see the specifics but everything looked perfect, even the grass was all green like a green rug that covered the whole area. It reminds me of the movie, “The Lorax,” where everything in their town was fake and clean. I thought this was so neat and wanted to take a picture of it but my kids had my phone. I think what this dream represents is that God is leading me away from living in a “perfect” world where we pretend theres no hurting people to reach out to, which isn’t reality. I want to travel to outer-space which represents doing the harder thing; walking by faith and follow the promptings of the Holy Spirit. Spiritually speaking, traveling to outer space with Jesus is difficult, but is the most adventurous journey one can ever go on. I’m so blessed by God’s idea and plan for my life..☕️
I woke up at 4:40 with lyrics in my heart. I didn’t right it down (again), thinking I’d remember because it was one of those songs I always listen too. I remember the word, “anchor,” and I believe the lyrics were, “Great is your faithfulness to me. I put my faith in Jesus, my anchor to the ground” I also woke up at 5:29 with the same lyrics. Many blessings to you…