So Very Thankful…

Psalm 36:5

“Your love O Lord, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies.” 

My Father, I love you. Thank-you for being so near to me. 

I love you my daughter -I am near to you. Fear not and do not be disheartened; I will help you. You are mine. I am pleased with you. 

Lord I feel like I’m taking a gigantic spiritual bite and I’m chewing on the tips that were given to me that will help me organize my message. I know that I’ll have so much fun presenting an organized and interactive message. I wish I could skip the hardest part and go straight to the fun of presenting, but I know it doesn’t work that way.

Carolyn my daughter, come, you have much work to do. Be at rest in your heart.

Father, my website is down because I had changed something that shouldn’t have been changed. Please help me sort this out. Lead me Holy Spirit!

I will help you my faithful one.

Reflection:

Yay my website is up!!!! I just can’t say enough how thankful I am -thank-you Holy Spirit -thank you Jesus -you are mine…🫢🏼 Alright, I had a dream last night and in some parts of it Jesus as my husband and I had been intimate, which shows spiritual intimacy. In the first part I was following Jesus my husband diagonally cross a very busy two-way street. The road was clear to cross but on my right side I sensed a bus coming onto the street from having been parked or stopped, so I needed to hurry. I was only in my white housecoat. I saw Jesus had run neatly out of dangers way with time to spare. When he went from being on the street to an area where people could stand, did a little hop and step as he turned to face me, showing a lightness of heart. I also ran diagonally and was in the middle of the two lanes to be safe, and then I was running really quickly to catch up with Jesus. Then I saw that he was sitting by himself on a bench like he was waiting for the bus. He was sitting more to the right and I sat down beside him but not super close. I was aware that we were the only two people sitting in that area. This speaks of Jesus leading me.

Then the scene changed again where I was walking and holding three separate keys; two of them were on smaller key chains and the other one was on a big loop, a big key chain except these weren’t chains; they were flexible like they were made out of a synthetic material like the one I had in my hand yesterday. On a side note, I think its so funny because as I’m describing things I see in my dreams, in waking life I never stop and think about what they’re called. I was bringing them somewhere and Jesus came to me on my right, wanting to help, and said he could take the key on the big loop for me, so I gave it to him. I’m not sure yet what this represents.

Then I was walking passed a big building that reminds me of a barn. Both doors were wide open. Inside was really dark and was full of black bulls. There were people handling them and some people were there just to watch what was going on. I didn’t want to go in and watch so I walked straight passed the entrance. 

Then Jesus and I were in a brightly lit room. I don’t remember seeing him but he was laying on his back on a small platform and I was laying on him. We had no clothing on and were being intimate, though I hadn’t seen this; it was just a knowing, but I did see my bare arm. There was a window between the room we were in and the room with all the bulls. I looked and saw that there were children sitting on the window ledge, watching the bulls and I knew that they could also see us, which meant that they saw our intimacy but I knew that that was okay. 

Then I was driving my small car and I think my kids were there too, sitting in the back seat. My back-rest was really low so I couldn’t see where I was going, but I was driving really slowly, backing up a little. I wasn’t looking how far I was backing up but I was using my senses; when I felt a bit of a bump, I knew to stop and begin driving forward, so this is what I did. When I was driving slowly forward, I saw there were two lanes that were going in the same direction. Each lane had a ticket thing on the right like when we need to pay for parking as we exit. I was in between the two lanes, moving really slowly when a car came from behind me on my left, and their car touched mine as he passed. I saw that they went through the left exit and I followed and did the same. 

I’m so thankful to have my website back… This afternoon we’re headed to my moms and taking our dog with us. Coco won’t be going into her place, but it’ll be fun for my mom to see her a bit. We’re taking her grocery shopping so we’ll see how it’ll go with a dog in the truck. Our truck is working again for now, though it needs work done. I can’t help but notice the number 25 and I’m wondering why it could to be important.. I’m so amazed how Jesus lets me know about things and how he leads; I think he’s so creative!! Many blessings…πŸ™πŸ»