Dad, I’m remembering my own words about believing. I’ve been so anxious about my next recording and the reason is because I’m operating in an “alone” mindset. I don’t know why I’m thinking this way; The things you ask me to do in my faith-walk with you are things I can’t do alone.
My faithful one, be anxious for nothing. I will clearly lead you to know what to say. I will not abandon you because I love you. You are mine and I bless the work of your hands.
Oh Dad, I know my faith grows in you as we keep walking. I’m putting my trust in you about this. I trust you. I’ve begun to embrace this part of my calling. Help me to walk in this part of who I am.
I will always help you Caroline.
Reflection:
I had this conversation this morning. I tried to do a recording this afternoon and it seemed like I was running in one place or hitting a brick wall; I could not go forward. I’ve begun to walk in having the mindset about being a pastor-in-training, and it feels like I’ve stepped into it in my heart but I also feel like I’m at the starting line again. I felt a bit rushed but I wrote my two points. I”m thinking that today wasn’t the day to record, and when it’s time, it’ll be made more clear.. maybe not in the next two weeks? Lucas and I watched Aladdin this evening.. I also won’t keep silent, and in that I know I’m being set free -I’ve been caught by freedom!!!