Caroline come, follow me into the deep end. All is well with you -you are mine.
Father, where do I go from here?
Rest my daughter, and come with me.
Father, I had a quick picture yesterday during my cat-nap that I was driving my car and I had a plate of food on my lap as I was shifting gears. I’m not sure if that has anything to do with going into the deep end, but it helped me to decide to record yesterday instead of today. You know how to lead me so I’ll continue to do what I’m doing until you tell me to stop or pause. What I want is to stop recording because I’m so tired, but if you want me to continue, I will.
Caroline come, I will lead you in the way you need to go. I’m going to equip you for what you’ll need in the days ahead. You are mine and I love you.
Reflection:
I dreamt last night that I was a passenger in a helicopter, flying high among tall buildings. I saw the back of another helicopter almost hit a tall building with the tail-end of it -could represent me somehow, being tired, or the tail end of something happening. Where I was sitting was all open and I hung on tightly so I wouldn’t fall out (my heart’s been open in my recordings, vulnerable). I was also holding onto the huge camera that was on a stand, ready to be used (my recordings are ready to be used?) Then we landed on a high building and I sensed there was another helicopter with people going out; they were going up onto a higher level to film there. I was still in the helicopter, and there was a person in front of me who was getting the camera ready, packing it up and asked me if I wanted to go too, and I shook my head no -I was too afraid of the height. Then I was arranging the camera in his camera bag, trying to make it fit, but the only way it would fit was to put it together so that it was ready to go right away, as soon as they had gotten up onto the higher level.