“The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; He delivers them from all their troubles. Psalm 34:17
Conversation
Papa, I love You. I worship Your Holy name. You have done great things for me.
My faithful one, you are Mine and I love you. Rest.
I love You Lord. Oh Your mercies never fail me. All my days, I’ve been held in Your hand. From the moment that I wake up, until Inlay my head, oh I will sing of the Goodness of God. All my life You have been faithful. All my life You have been so, so Good. Every breath that I am able, oh I will sing of the Goodness of God. I love Your voice, You have led me through the fire. And in darkest night, You were close like no other. I know You as a Father, I know You as a friend, and I have lived in the Goodness of God.
Papa, if there’s a word You want me to know, what would that be?
“I love you”
Papa I pray that Your love will saturate my mind, my soul. Only You can do this through Your Holy Spirit. I receive You Jesus, Your love deep into my heart today. My heart and my life is made new today.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
11:49 While praying I had a picture of full flowery skirts hanging on a wrack.
2:28 Dream of a lion eating noodles with two utensils.
4:23 “Whatever you touch will live”
4:30 “Whatever you touch will live”
5:07 “Whatever you touch will live”
I had a dream where I saw Jesus and we were doing something together, or he was showing me something (I saw his arm raised and coming down like he was doing something.) Another dream where people in authority over me had taken my IPad and they had thrown it away because it was old (old way of life has passed away and old way of thinking). Then I looked at a garbage bin and saw it was full of my old papers. On top of the pile was my old black iPad case and I took it, remembering my iPad. Then there was someone with me as I was looking at many outlines of people on the floor who had played basketball, noticing one that was close to me. The gym floor was full of these. I’m going to work in the backyard today. Making spaghetti for supper. Blessings…🙏🏼
May 8: 12:09 I had a sense about Patricia King
6:26 “I surrender… (lyrics)
7:13 “Our family”
I dreamt something about a ring, seeing my hand. I noticed my fingers were a bit pudgy and I vaguely saw someone’s hand, putting a ring on my finger. I didn’t see the ring but I saw the gesture. I believe this represents intimacy with Jesus as the bride of Christ.