Trusting In God

“Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”  Matthew 11:28-30

Conversation

Papa, I love You

I love you My darling. You are Mine. Come and I will give you rest.

Papa, even though I’m weary, I still have Your peace in my heart. Thank You for being so near to me. Thank You for Your hand upon me. I worship You with all my heart. You are the King of kings and the Lord of lords.

Reflection

Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today…

1:00 I saw a sunrise or sunset and also saw white in it. 

“You love me still, and I know you always will”

1:44 “Breaking News” (I heard this Word in my heart as I lay awake in bed, about to fall asleep.)

5:43 “Perfect” (I heard this in my heart right before waking up)

7:07 In my quiet time with God I think I saw a picture of a young tree trunk, seeing the ground around it, but this was vague.

I saw a gas station with a covering and all the lights were out.

7:56 I was sitting at a table. The table had a white tablecloth and I vaguely saw it was set and filled with food. I picked up my fork; it was the most beautiful fork, shiny, silver, and heavily expensive. 

8:16 “this is the last time”

8:23  A dream of seeing a circle (the size of going around a plate) of tiny green flowers with white on the top. There were millions of tiny, rich green flowers (the petals were thick), reminding me of a wreath. I was fingering them, going around the circle.

8:36 Sense of a roaring lion; it was like I saw or sensed the voice coming from deep inside the Lions throat and it came up and out of the Lions mouth. 

8:46 A vision, seeing an orange bus parked in the parking lot with its doors open and someone running to me.

9:04 “That’s why I trust him, that’s why I trust him. I sought the Lord and he heard and he answered.” I quick dream of seeing a black pipe curving down out of someone’s mouth.

9:20 A vision of a parent on one knee with their arms wide open and a child running into their arms.