God is Near

“Clap your hands, all you nations; shout to God with cries of joy. How awesome is the Lord Most High, the great King over all the earth! 

Conversation

Papa, I love You. Thank You for Your deep grace for me. I worship You with all that I am.

My daughter, you are Mine. I love you. Come.

Papa, what does my heart need right now that will help me keep going?

To know that I am near.

Thank-You Papa for always being near to me. I know that having gone through so much in our journey, my faith is You has grown so much. Papa, I pray that You would help me to have a breakthrough this week. I know that I can’t do anything without You, so I pray that in Your strength, I will be able to follow You. Help me please.

Come My faithful one and rest. I am your help and I am near. 

Reflection

Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious!  What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through love songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today..

1:22 There was something that a group of us were cooking, and I also had my turn and was thankful. Then someone else had a turn to finish and they put it in the fridge. Then I went into the kitchen and saw they had put it into the fridge. I opened the fridge door and I think I put it into a smaller pot so it would fit better. Then Insaw my sister in law on stage with other people. 

2:02 “You’re on my team” Today Bella and I played Mario Cart and Bella said that our team won. It reminded me of what I heard and I said “we’re on the same team.”

2:04 “council it and teach it”

2:29 In a vision I saw Christmas trees with white lights and someone playing video games. 

2:32 “You are the face of my family”

“I will give you rest” I didn’t look at the time right away, but looked at it at 2:42

2:47 “my wife” 

2:51 I saw a bunch of dried butterflies on a paper. Someone was putting another paper on top of it, to make an imprint or something. In waking life I bought a card with butterflies on the cover.

3:02 I was painting my palm tree picture

310 I really am sane

In a vision I saw a huge ring, rolling down the hill that has the Hollywood sign on it. 

6:31 people 

7:00 Will be escorted out

9:11 “for a month”

In a dream at night I was outside with my sisters (or just Connie I’m not sure). I looked to the sky and saw to the left really dark clouds forming. I saw three small funnels begin to shape and I knew we needed to run to our vehicles to go home. I also saw that those clouds all of a sudden let go of lots of rain for a short moment. I saw we were underneath a covering that was attached to a building, like a roof over an entrance area. We needed to cross a bridge to get to the mall parking lot where we parked our cars; there was a deep ditch between us and the parking lot. We ran to one wooden bridge and I looked and saw there was a hole in it; there were boards missing. So I looked and saw to my right (as we ran towards it) there was another bridge (our cars were parked outside more to the left). I saw it was strong and stable so we ran across it. Then we were in a covered parking lot. It was a really big room with a very high ceiling that was white and bright in the inside. I saw that many people had already left to go home but there were still people leaving. I saw this was a more expensive place to park. Blessings…🤞🏼