Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
“Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work. If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.”
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My Papa, I love You and I worship You. You are faithful and You’re teaching me how to be faithful. Help me walk through the difficulty of learning something new so that I can be obedient to You.
Abide in Me and My words will abide in you My faithful one.
Papa, I’m going to meditate on Your Word day and night so that this is the air I breathe. I’m so desperate for You and I’m desperate to obey You. You are my life and my hope. My life is in Your Mighty hands.
Come My darling, I have made a way for you; follow Me.
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Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
Last night I dreamt that I had a baby girl!! After dreaming several things about her I woke up at 7:04 because I heard her voice saying, “mom?” It wasn’t Lucas or Bella’s voice. The way she said mom it was like she was asking if I’m coming… yes I’m coming baby girl!!!
This first part of my dream I was sitting on a couch, holding my baby girl who was standing on my lap, looking at something in the distance, and she was saying the things she was seeing! I was amazed she could already talk and I said quietly in amazement to the person sitting close to me, “she can talk!” Then I think I also heard her read. Another scene is, she was sitting over some kind of bucket, peeing, and I noticed that she was noticing something happening, and I made a good guess that she was about to poop but because she was just born, she didn’t know what that was. I was in the middle of explaining this when the next thing I knew she had pooped in my hand. I didn’t want a mess so that’s why I had held my hand there. It was a big one! Then in this next scene I was in a material store, walking and noticing all the pink blankets and material. I had gone to get one of my pink blankets and was walking back to where my baby was to nurse her. At first there was a man who wanted to hold her and feed her like the other dads were doing, but I told him that I needed to be the one to hold her because I wanted to nurse her. Then I felt the wonderful rush of milk as she was nursing. I believe these scenes represent that I’m finally able to work on my message and have a vision for it! Almost up until now I’ve felt the tremendous pressure to get it done but I also felt like there was a wall in front of me that I was walking into. Now I”m feeling like I’m on the last straw.. this is it.. God help me! Two nights ago I dreamt that I was collecting the finished subjects from my students and I forgot to mention there were four subjects in total that I was collecting; I’m not sure what the four subjects represent. Last night my kiddos and I drove someone home and I was surprised to see their vehicle parked on their driveway, having 319 on their license plate. The track here in town is closed for the next while, maybe a month or more; they’re completing installing the gym floor that they had needed to replace because of water damage. Bella has a volleyball game, her last one, then on Thursday she has a practice and then it’s done! She’s doing really well and I’m so proud of her! We’re finished our Blessing study now, yay! Blessings to you…
November 15th: In my dream Bella and I had been sleeping on the floor in the middle of the floor; we were in a really big spacious room like a mall or an airport. Behind us, close to where sleeping was an escalator. At the top of the escalator was her parents bed, but they were gone. I remember seeing myself underneath a thin blanket but I wasn’t cold. Then I was standing and Bella was standing in front of me, telling me that she was cold. Then in the next scene Bella was sleeping on her bed (box spring and mattress), and she had fallen asleep on top of her blanket. I woke her up and was helping her get underneath her blanket, and then I knew she was warm. Then I thought that I would get my bed. I thought that maybe I had room on her bed (in my dream I pictured my legs on her bed, but knew there wouldn’t be room) so I thought to get mine instead, which was lower than hers. I thought that I would put my single mattress right beside hers.
Then the scene changed where I was at the corner of the room where we had been sleeping. It was like there was a corner drawn with some kind of marker, and I was standing there with someone. I saw many bottles and jars, some bigger than others. I’m not sure what kind of bottles they were but it reminds me of bathroom things like hairspray, soap, etc.. It looked like they had all been pushed to the side like there had been something big that had pushed them outside of the drawn curved square corner. So then I was sliding them back into the drawn corner. (Coming back into line; getting myself ready to record again?) Then the scene changed where someone was standing nearby, smiling and telling me something about me that he couldn’t stand. Then in my dream I right away began mumbling something about the reason why I did that as I was walking forward, trying not to be affected by what he said. I needed to rethink about how I responded in my dream, and as I began walking forward, I was actually just defending myself by saying something in hopes that he would stop saying something against me. Today I’m going to trim my hair and get a real haircut sometime soon. I’ll also be baking some pies for tomorrow. I went to Shopgym on Monday and this morning. We did pull-ups, push-ups, box jumps, skipping, squats and rowing. Blessings…