Psalm 8:14
“Those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.”
Conversation
Papa, I love You.
I love you My daughter, you are Mine.
I praise and worship You Papa. I’m so glad that I can call You Papa. Please draw me closer to Your heart, and please help me continue to keep following You even through difficulty.
You are surrounded by Me (Love).
Okay Papa, then everything else can just fall by the wayside. I have what matters most, and that’s You and You surrounding me. I give You all the heaviness I’ve been carrying and I ask that You fill me up completely, right to the brim and overflowing!
Come, My faithful one, you are Mine.
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
I was hoping to finish writing yesterday; I had these dreams two nights ago, Monday Oct. 9th: This dream was one of those dreams were the scenes happened over and over again, and because of that I could learn from them. I remember wondering if I would get away from the bad guys again like I did the last time this scene happened. In the high waves scene I remember telling someone that the next time they were riding the high waves, they should do this or that because it was so much fun! (coaching someone or myself for the next time?) What the high waves represent (difficulty in waking life) isn’t a lot of fun at all but in my dream being on them was amazing! This dream started off where we were in a foreign land and our group of people were trying to get away from another very strong group of people. We were inside, and because we were small we could hide in small places like in between flour sacks that could have been on a shelf, I’m not sure but they were up against a wall. We had hid in small places before and when they left, it had given us enough time to run outside and escape, but this time the leader of this group walked down the main aisle to see if I was in the aisle I was in. I sensed him coming so I stopped, hoping he wouldn’t see me but he did and he yelled out to his men that he found me. So because I was spotted I ran outside as quickly as I could, remembering that at one side of the yard I would be cornered so in my panic I nearly ran over to that side but steered away from that direction. But because I had gone that direction a little, they were closer to me than in previous times.
But I got away, and the next scene was, I had a feeling like I was on a ship like the ones in The Pirates of the Caribbean, but I didn’t see that I was on it. Then I was running on the waves (I think with bare feet)! And the waves were taking me so high and so fast. Then I saw that the wave I was on went over a really high power line, and as I came near it the wave began lowering and then I found myself sitting right on top of it. I had needed to stretch out both my legs in order to go over it or I would have missed it. The wave began coming down sooner than I thought, so I needed to stretch both my legs straight out in order to go over the power line rather than underneath, so that’s why I ended up sitting on it. As I was sitting on it I noticed the wave/water had gone down very quickly and I immediately began trying to wiggle myself off of it. I wiggled from side to side about 3 or 4 times before I managed to get off, but by that time the water was far below me, seemed to be about 10 stories below, but I knew there was enough water for me to dive into so I didn’t even hesitate to wiggle off. I also knew that to stay on the power line was dangerous because then I’d be stuck really high up. Then as I was falling down really fast, another high wave, though not as tall as the previous one, came and caught me, and I was on top of the wave that brought me to my ship! I saw the back of the ship as the wave was bringing me right to it, though in my dream I wasn’t on it yet before the dream ended.
Another quick scene was that there was a ship that needed to find it’s way to a certain location or to find their way out of a water maze, and at first they missed it by going around a loop by the waterfall (I think), but then they realized that they needed to go down the waterfall to find it, so that is what they were going to do.
I also dreamt that Jesus and I were going to go out on a date!! We were walking into the entrance of his house to go outside. He had a daughter who was about one year old who had walked into the entrance ahead of us. He also had a cat that had walked into the entrance. I saw that he was holding stuff in his hands so I asked him if I should pick up his daughter or the cat. The cat was going to run away when we opened the door. His daughter’s name was Kaitlyn. Then the scene changed where we had gone somewhere and were inside a house, in an empty room but there was a person sitting on the floor, doing something. She asked me something about dating Jesus, and I thought dating him was wonderful and it was a normal thing to do, like I was already used to it.. Then the scene changed though I believe it was connected: I was at the top of some bleachers that were filled with single women. There were about four or five levels. The bleachers were so full that I had a hard time knowing where to step down. I saw someone else do it so I just took the plunge and began stepping in between them and was coming down. Then the scene changed again where there was only one person sitting on some kind of small platform that was a bit hidden, but it had the same feeling like they were bleachers, maybe underneath the bleachers I’m not sure. There were crumbs on the platform, like people had been there but weren’t anymore, and out of the corner of my eye I saw someone wiping the crumbs as if they were wiping a table. (I had woken up at 3:44, but I didn’t look right away so I saw 3:45)
October 10th: This morning I woke up 4:58, but before I checked the time and as I was waking up (as if it was 4:03)I counted up from 4, and said, 5,6,7. So with my fabulous math, I took the meaning as 717. Last night I dreamt that I was working at church. There was someone who worked there that I was having a conversation with. He had blond(ish) short hair and reminded me of someone who could have come from Ireland. He was asking me what I did at church and I said I volunteer for youth on Wednesdays and Fridays, and then I pointed towards the World Cafe and said I also volunteer or work with the food. I’m wondering if it means I really do need to volunteer at all these places?
I also had a desk that was among other desks. I went to it and saw some an empty small smarty box and an opened recess-pieces or some other type of peanut butter and chocolate candy that weren’t individually packaged but we’re all in one bag, and were all messy and melted together. I went and gave them to him and asked him if they were his and he casually said yes and took them. Then another scene where I looked at the space that I would walk though to get to my desk was almost closed with stuff, and the next time I looked there was a whole desk sitting right where I would walk to get to my desk. I kind of shrugged it off and continued doing my job. Then another scene where the desks had turned into beds, and my bed was also there. Then I had a nap after the kids went to school and dreamt that I was having a conversation at church about church, and I was asked if we were going to stay (at our church) and I said yes, unless we were being led elsewhere. We’re going to go to Bella’s first volleyball game. Bella’s sick, tummy, headache, throat. but I’m feeling good, so I’ll be baking today!! 🥧 Many blessings…