“…Then the nations will know that I am the Lord, declares the Sovereign Lord, when I show myself holy through you before their eyes. For I will take you out of the nations; I will gather you from all the countries and bring you back into your own land. I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws.” Ezekiel 36:24-27
Conversation
Papa
Come, you are Mine. Rest
Papa
Rest
Papa, I give You everything, all the anxiousness I’m feeling right now. Please come and restore my soul. Please come and fill me again.
I have filled you, and I will keep filling you -you are My daughter whom I love. Come, all is well with you.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him. For the past while God has been taking me through a spiritual shower. I believe He’s preparing me for what’s coming up next. He’s purifying my heart so that my heart is clean before Him. It also clears the way for me to hear Holy Spirit better when there’s no mess in the way. I record the times when God says something to me because even in that, there’s meaning. Blessings.
I woke up at 1:13, having heard a german phrase, “Dote glive ik “ (I believe it.) I believe it!!!! I think what this is referring to is that I finally believe deep in my heart that Jesus’ love for me is really real..
1:52 “Show me, who you are and fill me, with your heart and lead me, in Your love to those around me. Holy, there is no one like You, There is none beside You, open up my eyes in wonder.” (Build my life)
6:19 “Why would He fail now, He won’t!”
6:39: I had woken up and was falling back asleep when I vaguely dreamt that someone who had been fighting against acknowledged to the one who was on Gods side, that he was greater. It was like someone had given up and God/Jesus had won the battle. I’m thinking this is my heart that has been resisting, and now I’ve given up resisting because my heart has become convinced.. Yay!!
6:47 “I couldn’t love you any more, anymore, anymore than I do right now…” I believe and I accept Jesus’ love for me!, and I’m so very thankful.. Because I truly believe, I can and I do love Jesus more..
8:53 The valley C (I’m not sure about this.. it was so vague.)
9:26 “I couldn’t love you any more, any more, any more, than I do right now.” I believe and I accept God’s love for me, and I’m so very thankful. Because I truly believe, I can and I do love God more..
Thursday I went running and ran 15 laps! I’m volunteering at the World Cafe tomorrow. I talked with Kanadu yesterday about her hair.. she didn’t have extensions on and so I saw her naturally curly hair. I’m thinking the Lord is referring to this, that He wants me to wear my hair naturally curly. Oh my. I just feel so much older when I see my grey curly hair.
Feb 26: 3:14 “Show me who you are and fill me, with your love..”
4:08 “I’ve got a reason to praise the Lord, oh my soul. Praise the Lord, oh my soul. I won’t be quiet my God is alive, how could I keep it inside. Let everything! That has breath! Praise the Kord! Praise the Lord!”
10:52 “I couldn’t love you any more, any more, any more than I do right now. I couldn’t love you any more, and more, any more than I do right now.”
I had a quick dream where it was summer and I saw a lady walking, and she had one of those dressy shorts and blouse on that are connected. Her outfit had flower designs on it.
I forgot about a quick dream I had last week where I looked down to the floor in front of me and a bit to my right and saw a pair of tall boots that were placed on the floor.
In my prayer time this Sunday I prayed with two others, a lady for her husband and a guy for his friend. I forget the guys name but he’s been coming to our church for a few months and I asked him if he’s involved yet, and he said no. So I asked him how old he was (21) and told him he should come and volunteer for youth. He seemed interested and asked who to talk to and I told him to talk with the youth director or go to the info booth. I’m feeling like there’s a wondering (like in my dream). I went to the bathroom during the last song at church because I thought I’d give his first (English) name (in the first service I gave his first and middle abbreviations. But the chat didn’t come on so I couldn’t put it in. But I did give his first name (John) in the small prayer group. Am I still okay? So far so good? I won’t have cotton candy.. I’m thinking to bake buns for the next hot meal..
Today at Shopgym I did 85lbs clean and jerk. I would have done more but we were already moving onto the next thing. I think I’ve done 90lbs. Yesterday I was at home by myself for about an hour (Lucas was with his dad practicing driving, and Bella was at the neighbours across the street just hanging out with the little ones-they have a bouncy castle in their basement; she’s babysat for them before), and I had a sense of just being me. I remember sensing this when I was a kid, and I really enjoyed “me.” I’m so thankful how God has and is making me come alive.. breathing new life in me. I’ve always loved shoes.. Thinking to bake a Maple Cinnamon Pecan pie for both Sunday Services. Blessings…