John 21:17
“The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.”
Conversation
My daughter, come.
Papa, I love You. I worship You deep within my soul. Thank-You for Your revelation in my heart about Your love, about what it actually is: Faithfulness is love. Patience is love. Gentleness is love. Kindness is love. Mercy is love. Long-suffering is love. Listening is love. I see all this in Jesus, on the cross.
I love you My sweet daughter. You are Mine this day.
Papa, thank-You from the bottom of my heart. I love You too, and I will show my love for You through being faithful as I closely follow You. Make me into Your image so that I can be a reflection of Your Love to my community and wherever I go.
My daughter, come up with Me, where you belong.
Papa, please enable me to come up. I rest, knowing the only way I can come up is by the power and anointing of my most wonderful friend, Holy Spirit. Resurrect me more! I’m walking with You into the new life You have for me and I’m never looking back. Papa, I hear “come” and “trust.” Okay I’m letting go of mistrust and of self-preservation in the name of Jesus. I trust You, Abba Father.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
Today in my Bible time with the Lord it took me to the end of John, “Jesus Reinstates Peter,” and I was moved to sobbing when Jesus asked Peter three times if he truly loved Him, and then to feed his sheep. Today Holy Spirit was really moving in my heart about what God’s love really is. He helped me to make the connection deep in my heart that faithfulness and kindness and all the rest, is God’s love. I’ve known this in my mind but there’s such a big difference between knowing it in our mind and actually knowing it in our heart. I’m so thankful for the Holy Spirit!
Lat night at 11:51 I woke up, having a knowing and feeling like I’m not tired anymore!
Individual: I’m not certain that I heard this word at night, and I don’t know what time that was. My phone did an autocorrect.
In my prayer time at 10:43 I heard the word “Refuge.” (I’ve found refuge in Him.)
Yesterday evening when we needed to shout out a word that we see reflected about our community I heard the word “strife” but thought it was too general (worried about what others thought). Then the word “confusion “ came to my mind, so I said that word instead, but I totally regret it because I know I first heard “strife.” I need to worry less about what other people think. Lately I’ve been sensing from the Holy Spirit that I need to be specific rather than general; in one of my dreams I saw Jesus my husband wearing a plain white tuque. I tried some on at a store the other day but I chose one that had knitting on it. I’ve given that one to Bella and will look for a plain one. I think this has to do with me thinking that I’m so plain, but I want to be plain because I want to be exactly how God created me to be. I think it also represents purity (having a pure heart) and the bride of Christ. I also needed to be specific with giving my tithe; in my dream I gave it to someone, so in the natural I also needed to give it to someone, not give it to them by putting it somewhere where they would find it. From now on I will try and be specific. I’ve also come to a knowing in my heart that we are all working together as a team; it’s not God telling on me:) I know that I am loved by all. Thank-you.. I love learning how to follow through the Holy Spirit! So difficult, but more fulfilling and rewarding! I’m making the connection when I saw two bushes that were connected by something that looked like an S. Often words begin with an s since that dream.
On my way home from the city on Monday I saw a car with the licence plate, Gracia, turning onto the 200 as I was turning onto the 311. We passed each-other as we rounded the corner. I believe it means that God is giving me grace for something in my walk with Jesus; maybe that I didn’t say what I first heard last night (strife)? This is truly a learning curve!
Smoothie: I think the dream I had about a frog leaping into the blender that had darker spots on it represents me leaping into Gods plan for me. The spots on the frog reminds me of the inside of the avocado when it begins to get over-ripe. In my smoothie today I put spinach, blueberries, kale, an avocado, about half a cup of pure pomegranate juice, some pumpkin seeds, a banana, half an apple (I normally put a whole (red) apple in; last time I put it all in, the core, seeds, stem, everything.). So good!!
Bella and I ordered new glasses for her on Monday after we went to Costco. I hadn’t planned to stop there; Bella was waiting for them to have clear frames, and we knew we’d be ordering them sooner rather than later. She already had her prescription and wanted to just look around but we ended up ordering them because it was a really good price; I shouldn’t have ordered them before talking with my husband though and I regret that. I think he had forgotten about it so to him this was a whole new purchase surprise. I called him to talk with him but because he was at work he didn’t answer the phone, but I still should have waited; it caused some strife and I really regret it and apologized for that!
A quick story about my childhood: When I was about 10 years old I was feeling very sorry for Satan, thinking he was alone and didn’t have any friends. So I decided to make friends with him and began playing tag with him, and I ran around the kitchen table on the chairs and laughed as I imagined him running after me to tag me. How horrible is that! My mom looked at me wondering what I was doing but I don’t think I said what I was doing. When I was in the healing prayer ministry at church, I remembered this and felt like I needed healing, so I told the ministry leader and received prayer and healing for that.
Yesterday on the way home I was listening to the radio, and there was a station that was playing Johnny Cash songs and talking about his life. My dad loved his songs and used to listen to a lot, so it was good to listen to them because I hadn’t heard them for a long time. I think the one I remembered the most is the song, “Loves Ring of Fire.” So far I’ve only watched the first recording of Anna Werners Healing School; I need to focus on reading my leaders book and really want to get it read before the 22. I’m planning on going to She Worships on Thursday. Okie Dokie, I’m praying that I will sense the Holy Spirits leading tonight and to be able to follow.. Blessings…