Psalm 25:4,5
“Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Saviour, and my hope is in you all day long.”
My Father, I love you. Thank-you for being so thorough in my heart and in my life. It shows me that your love is genuine to the core of who you are.
Come my daughter, follow me, and I will show you more.
Father, I want to see more of you, of your heart, and I want to keep hearing your voice. I’m sensing that I’ve begun to fear that I won’t be able to hear your voice very well, and then I’d be lost because I’m nothing without you.
My daughter, my faithful one, don’t fear this because it won’t happen. You are mine and I love you.
Thank-you Father. I say no to this fear in Jesus name. Come and fill me Father; I need you so much!
I love you my darling -I am near to you.
Show me more Father. Show me more of your heart, and lead me to come exactly in the centre of your will for me because I desperately want to be there!!
Then come my darling and I will lead the way.
Thank-you Father. I love you…
Reflection:
I woke up at 2:48 with the words, “I have a good grip on it.” In the morning I had the lyrics to the song, “I’d climb every mountain…” In the dream I got, I was in a big room in a school. The room I was in was a really big room like a hall, a general area and there were classrooms connected to it with their doors open -I didn’t see doors but where the doors would be was all open. I could hear Jesus my husband’s voice as he was reading to a student, and in the background I could hear the hum of other students being read too. Then I was walking towards where I could hear Jesus’ voice because I deeply wanted to watch him read to the student. I wasn’t sure exactly which room he was in but I would follow his voice to find out. Then the session was over, students were walking around and I was talking to one of the leaders/mentors in another general area; I don’t remember what was being said but I remember that he was taller than me and he was looking at me as we talked because he was standing right in front of me and we were facing each other. I’m not really sure yet what this represents, but I think it could mean that I’m walking towards one-on-one bible mentorship. Yep!!
The other day I had dreamt that I had parked on the left side of a small parking lot in front of a hill. I didn’t see but I could tell that beyond the hill was a long deep valley because of the mid section of the trees I saw. The trees were lean, tall and green. The sign I saw was a brown wooden sign that showed a path with two lines going straight up, and a path on both sides of this going up, but then slanted outward to the sides. I had begun to back up and this part really confused me the last few days because I’m thinking that I’ve come into line already and I didn’t know how I was not in the centre of where God wanted me to be.. But then this morning as I was praying in my prayer language I sensed from the Lord that I was backing up so that I could drive back up, right into the centre of the parking lot! Yay, I hope this is right!! In the last while, maybe six months or so, when I park between the lines in a parking lot, I always need to back up again and drive forward to be in the middle of the parking space, so this is what I hope my dream was about! Changing the subject, I made buns yesterday with the whole-wheat grains. I put the grains in our Vitamix to grind them into flour. So I used 7 cups of wheat grains and added a few cups of white flour to make the dough lighter and stickier. I think I’ll be making them more often again:) Hope you’ll have a good week! Blessings…