Isaiah 9:2
“The people walking in darkness have seen a great light: on those living in the shadow of death, a light has dawned.”
Conversation
Papa, I love You. I praise You Papa and I worship You.
Come My daughter, for I delight in you.
Papa, thank-you for being faithful and for leading me in such a special way. Thank-you for giving me such a great gift. Thank-you Papa that I can see You in this gift You’ve given me; I’m so thankful. I praise Your Holy Holy name. You are so good to me. You’ve given me so much more than I could ever have hoped for.
My daughter, my sister, my bride; you are Mine. I love giving good gifts to my children. Caroline my daughter, all is well with you.
Papa, I see the word, “stressed” in my mind. I can’t help but be stressed. Now I hear the word, “trust.” I do trust you, but I’m obviously not trusting you with all my heart if I’m stressing about something. I’m sorry.
I forgive you Caroline. Come, rest in Me. Come close; I want to comfort you.
Okay Papa, I love coming close to You. Thank-you. I receive Your comfort. Thank-you.
You are Mine.
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
This last night I was dreaming that I was in the land of death; it felt like I was on another planet and the group that was with me, we were all walking around outside in the light, but we were all dying. Then we were in a smaller room, always having a sense that we were dying. Then there was a great abundance of the most beautiful, refreshing clear water that I have ever seen. In waking life water needs to be in something to hold it, but in my dream I didn’t see anything like that. We were all hoping that drinking this water would heal us, so one person went and drank from it. Then I had a knowing that she died, and I vaguely saw her laying on the floor, seeing her legs; her legs had decomposed very fast. I saw one of her legs had melted away so that there was only a soft stump where her foot would have been. Then I saw that I had scooped up lots of water with my hands; normally when we scoop up water with both our hands, the excess water falls away so that there’s a straight smooth surface at the top, but in my dream both my hands were together and I had scooped up more water than I could in waking life; the water looked more full or something, like it was rounded at the top. Even though the water looked so inviting and refreshing, I only took some small sips because I didn’t want to die. Then someone in the room had walked to the door, opened it and looked outside. She exclaimed in surprise that the boys were here! They were running around. I had a feeling like they had travelled a long way through space in order to get where we were, so it was pretty amazing that they actually had come. Then some of the boys came into the room where we were, and when one of the boys came to where I was, I told him not to touch me because I was dying. I remember a sentence that was spoken while in the room, which was, “There’s a dead-end in this room.” I’m thinking this could mean that I’m dying to myself, or something is done.
Then in another dream I was standing in a store in front of a table filled with treats, and I saw my favourite chocolate bar, Bounty, and picked it up. I was surprised as I felt through the plastic that the bar was a round ball the size of a golf ball, and I was also surprised that it was $100!! I was wondering how I could buy a chocolate for that price.. it was so expensive!!! (..and so valuable) I had a quick thought about if something else is that expensive, then I could buy this too. Then I saw my mentor in the store; it looked like she was just putting on her shoes and then she was ready to leave. I asked her if she could just quickly pray for me, about getting pregnant. I saw that she was in a hurry to leave the store, and I said something like, “just really quickly.” Then from where she stood she asked me if I really wanted to get pregnant (because of my age), and I said not really. Then I thought about who I would be with, Jesus my husband, and I said yes, I really do… Then she had come to stand close to me and I said quietly, almost whispering in her ear, asking her to pray that I wouldn’t get pregnant by the enemy, but with Jesus.. I’ve been spiritually pregnant a few times that was shown in some of my dreams, but in waking life I’m already 50, only God could make a miracle like this happen!!! I’m just so amazed by God and feel so loved by Him that he would lead me on such an amazing journey!! I won’t be writing tomorrow.. I baked two pie shells and will be making the filling early in the morning. Good night everyone, many blessings…
October 7th: When I woke up this morning around 6:00, I had had a picture of an Espresso machine, and instead of a usual name brand logo on it I saw the 7 11 store logo, exactly how it is. I saw the orange at the top with red going down, the word eleven (in green) going through with a white and green background. Then I slept a bit more and when I awoke and checked the time, I was so surprised to see that it was 7:11!! I was also so amazed to see that my last recording was 7:11…. 🙏🏼 I also dreamt that I was putting runners on because I was about to begin walking on a trail in the woods. It looked like I was excited about it, and it looked like it was a sunny day. The sunrise this morning was so beautiful! God is so beautiful -I love Him so much! I made chocolate pie -I’m excited to come to church tomorrow!! So far we don’t have plans for tomorrow, so coming home right after church. I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend! ☕️