Psalm 34:15
“The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous and his ears are attentive to their cry.”
My daughter come, you are mine. I love you.
Father, please draw me closer to you. Everything thats holding me back from running after you needs to go in Jesus name. Help me break free Father.
Come, and that will fall away.
Help me come Lord.
I am your help.
Reflection:
I woke up this morning too tired to look at the time, but after a little while I looked and saw it was 5:37.. Yesterday was such a busy day that I ended up going to bed too late to go to the gym this morning. I had a few dreams: In the first one Bella was telling me that how you pronounce the word “dreams” doesn’t begin with a g sound like in gigantic, but that we need to say the d clearly. So what she said exactly was, “mom, you don’t say greams, you say, dreams.” I’m not exactly sure but this may be referring to being clear about describing my dreams? This next part of my dream I wish I didn’t need to talk about again but if the Lord brought it up then I won’t hide it. In this next part there was a person that I know who works at the elementary school where I sub. She works in the front office and library and in my dream she also worked for the movies. When I think about this person I think about her as being insecure about how she looks. As I’m writing and thinking about the meaning, knowing that the topic about my value has come up again, I know the Lord is still leading me out of getting my value from what I think other people think about me or how well I do the things God has asked me to do; I know this way of thinking traps me. God has done a lot of work already in my heart about my value and about knowing that I am loved -I need to remember that it’s a journey. Then I saw a newspaper that had a large black and white photo on it. This photo had someone holding chains, and at the end of the chains were big (bowling size) heavy balls with spikes; I didn’t have any feelings about this photo. Now that I’ve just written this, I’m thinking, is there another room in my heart where I can’t feel? Okay Lord, please come and do more work in my heart -I’m completely at your mercy.😠It could also represent another rough time ahead. Then in the last scene I had walked to an open door and looked outside at the night sky-it was really dark/black outside. Today on my way to the city I’m going to my mentors house to pick up a copy of her teaching about public speaking.. blessings…