Psalm 23:5
“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.”
Conversation
I love You Papa. I worship You with all my heart.
I love you My daughter. You are Mine.
Papa, help my heart to always be open to Your leading, even when I’m tired.
I will surely help you My dear one.
Papa, do You have a word for me?
Yes I do!
Papa, what word do You have for me?
I love you My dear one.
Thank-you Papa. I’m resting in You.
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
Last night I woke up at 3:55. I had dreamt that I was on a team like in Youth, and we were playing a game and were hiding in a room. I saw the guy who had the nerf gun begin to come through the door. I saw an armchair in front of me close to the wall, so I quickly pulled it away from the wall a bit and quickly squeezed in behind it and crouched down to hide. The guy had come into the room and was hitting people with the nerf-gun. Then I saw him out of the corner of my eye beside the arm chair where I was hiding, and he found me and shot me. Then I think I called him a scoundrel. (The word that was on my mind about him was, “scoundrel.”) When I woke up the lyrics that were on my mind were, “Let everything, that has breath, praise the Lord, praise the Lord!”
Then in the next dream I was standing outside on the front porch. I think it was night out, and we lived in the city. I had just walked out through the front door to look around. Then I looked to my left and saw a single mattress on something that was right against the house on the porch (The porch had a roof covering I think). It could have been on a bed-frame but I didn’t see what the mattress was on. The blanket on the bed wasn’t made. I knew that the person who used it sometimes was Lucas, and I wasn’t totally comfortable that he was sleeping outside sometimes, thinking about his safety. Then I had gone back inside and I was pushing the door closed, trying to hear the door click shut. I tried pushing on it several times but it wouldn’t click shut (when I pulled on it, it would always open again). I saw the latch area as I was doing this. Then I saw a guy that had just walked up to the door, saw that it was open because I was trying to slam it shut, and he walked right into the house! I right away tried pushing him out, telling him he couldn’t come into the house, but he was resisting, not leaving. I’m not sure what this represents. Maybe its from the Lord that the door wasn’t locking shut because the guy is a good guy.. I almost didn’t remember this dream because I didn’t write it down right away but had fallen asleep. Then when I awoke, I really begged the Holy Spirit to help me remember it, and then I did and wrote it down. Sometimes when I’m tired I don’t want to do anything, and in the night I was so tired that I fell asleep again before writing it down.
I also dreamt that I was giving lots of my girls clothing away like I used to do when Bella was little. I was holding up in front of me a really cute dress for about a three year old that my daughter in my dream had outgrown. I was thinking of who to give it to. In the past in waking life I normally gave Bella’s dresses to one of my sister in law’s, so in my dream I was thinking to give it to her. But then I thought to give this dress to someone else instead, for their daughter. I was really excited to give it to them. I’m so amazed by God. Before waking up I sensed an arrow that was aflame. Last night I was listening to last weeks WWednesday and was feeling like I would intrude, but then after awhile the Holy Spirit nudged me, reminding me that Jesus does want me to be near him, so I came.. I’m saying yes to God that I’m going to keep following him out of the box of my comfort zone so that I can grow up in becoming the person He’s created me to be; it’s tough to always stay out of the box. I’m volunteering tomorrow at the World Cafe. My kids and I picked up a Christmas tree this evening from the gas station in town, and it was $100! Blessings…..