“Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” Matthew 6:1
Conversation
Papa God, I love You. You are sitting on the throne of my heart. You are my King. I worship You, for You are a kind, loving, and my Good, Good Father.
I love you My darling. Be at rest, for I am near.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
11:50 “She did something”
12:39 (I awoke)
3:45 “We are ready”
These next set of dreams are all connected. I was in a community. I was high on a shelf that was on a really big wall. There were many shelves on this wall. Then the shelf I was on was falling and it caused all the other shelves to fall and crash onto the ground. It was a white outside wall of a big house. I landed securely on the ground. Then I looked up and saw the white wall that was clean and had nothing on it.
In this scene it was night and everyone in the community was sleeping. Two guys came while the people were sleeping and were talking really loud. I told them to be quieter because the people were sleeping. I think I saw a few of those people look outside because they had been talking so loud.
A scene where I was in someone’s personal place (it seemed like everything was open) in the community as they were sleeping and I went behind the curtain in their shower area. I needed to go pee and I saw some things on the floor. I saw a pad that absorbed liquid so I took two of them (two different kinds) hoping they would absorb the pee but I saw that it was going all over the place. I didn’t think I had a lot but it kept coming, thinking it was because I had had a lot of coffee…
4:38 “Saved me from the darkness into glorious light.”
5:47 “I have a very good sense of humour”
7:40 I dreamt that I parked the truck at the bank because I was planning to go in with some other people. Someone was already inside when I heard the sirens. I heard someone yell to the person inside that the cops were coming and we all started to run. I ran through a place that had lots of big black tractor tires; the first route ended up being a dead end so I ran back through another way. I ran through the maze, running on them or climbing over them. As I ran I had peace in my heart. Then I stepped out of that place, not getting caught (I saw the line of being in that place, seeing my feet as I stepped out of it, having come through it successfully and stepping into a more peaceful place among the public.). Then I was among people walking casually when I saw some police walking around to catch the people who had planned to rob it. There was someone who pretended to know me. He took my hand and started walking, hoping to fool the cops. Then the scene changed where we didn’t get caught and we made it onto a plane. I don’t know what this dream represents, though it could represent that I have come through a difficult season of my life. It also reminds me of God’s love and that I always need to have a childlike faith in Him and when I do, that it doesn’t get robbed from me; I trust in God, in Jesus… and I’m so thankful that He is always with me.
I was on top of something, maybe about five or six feet high. There was a 2X4 (wood) going across to the other side; I’m not sure what the other side was, but I had a white laundry basket that I needed to bring to the other side. I had no idea how to do that. Then a person with short brown hair and a smiling face was there to help me. I had a knowing that as a child this person always had a smile on their face and was always happy. Then I think the person went to see about something to help me and I brought the basket to the ground. I have a vague remembering that the person came back to let me know that putting it onto the ground was the way to go, and I had already done that, or I think he could have helped me put it onto the ground. Blessings…
April 29: 11:47 I had a dream, seeing a cart rolling into a garage.
12:01 I had a dream, seeing a big bird, the size of a person, lift its wings and begin to fly; I saw the underneath part of the massive wings.
2:38 “Into glorious light”
3:11 “Into glorious light”
4:58 I squeezed myself out from being underneath a table or something. I was at B and J’s house. There was a thing like a door or something that had metal parts. I had taken some metal parts from it to fix the same kind of door that B and J already had. There were two metal things that I put onto the door that fit (I don’t know if there needed to be another piece to go over it). I had already put one of the metal pieces in and I was carefully putting the second piece in (a different spot on the same door) placing the top in and then the bottom of it and it was the exact right piece.). Then I put a third piece into another spot and it fit perfectly!! I saw that the piece of metal I put in fit so perfectly that it blended in with the wood; the metal piece was a smooth surface at the top so it was like one piece with the wood. I was so excited to tell B about it. Then there was a scene where I was excited to tell them about it and I went to where they were. I saw them sitting comfy together(sitting side by side and facing the same direction) in a place that was meant for two people. It was like they were watching a movie. They looked at me with a big smiles on their faces (or she did) and said she wished I could join them, and I think I touched her arm.
7:00 “Jesus…”
7:58 “Change” (or mighty change”)
8:03 “You love me still”
Today I’m going to cook beans for supper, bake pumpkin cookies and banana muffins as I listen to worship music. God bless you all….🧡
April 30: 12:44 “You are the reason”
12:57 “You love me still, as nd I know you always will.
6:00 A dream of two people in each other’s arms, kissing… I vaguely saw they were in the doorway of a transparent room (transparent wall). I believe this represents that I’m safe in the arms of Jesus and that I’m being intimate with Him.
7:13 “Golf”
8:21 “I miss you so desperately”
In a dream someone was staying over for night and was laying on the couch in the living room. My mom was in bed in front of the TV and was sitting up. The person wanted to watch TV so she said polity the word “parent” to jokingly get her attention so she would lay back down. I said the word “apparently” also in a joking way, emphasizing the word “parent” as I was saying it, all in fun, and my mom laid back down. Then I was laying on the floor in front of the kitchen counter by the sink. A toddler indicated to me that he wanted me to lift him up, over the counter and put him onto something there. In my dream the living room was on the other side of the counter, at counter top level. So I confirmed with him that he actually wanted me to do that and he nodded his head yes. So then I was gathering up my strength to get up and lift him up. I watched #13 of Crash Landing On You today. I sensed from my dream I needed to watch something and that’s the only thing I wanted to watch. I’m going to Brandon with my sisters this weekend and I’m very much looking forward to it!!! 🫰🏼
May 1: 100
2:18 In a dream I saw some 5’s in a row on someone’s phone or watch.
3:17 “You love me still, and I know you always will…”
5:04 I dreamt I was with a group of people by the lake. I saw from a Birds Eye view two C structures close to the lake; one was kind of in the other, and I saw people walking around and saw how small they were. Then I was on the ground and I saw the sand. Then the scene changed where I was on the grass area and I saw a structure on my right and one on my left. I was looking for a building and I asked someone who was standing close to me and I think they answered me. I think it was night time. Then the scene changed where it was day and I was in a building with the group of people and their leader. I think he must have said for them to do something because they all left. There was just one kid there, me and the leader. Then we were close to each other and he passed me and walked somewhere in the room. Then I heard him coming back and I thought he was mad at me for staying so I ran as fast as I could down a hallway to my right. I knew the kid who was there watched me as I ran but I didn’t care if he saw me run. Then I was in a barn that was filled with small horses. I saw someone lead a horse. Then the scene changed where I was sitting on the floor with my knees bent at an angle on the floor and he was sitting in a squatting position over me; he was making me getting used to him, and I sat there and had peace in my heart. There was a scene where I was in a small room that had a lot of shirts stacked neatly, open, and I saw one of my red toned shirts that I must have forgotten there from a time I had been there before. Then the shirt I saw that was mine had some bright colours; I think red, blue and then black (or blue, red and then black on my sleeve). It was laid out on the table as I was looking at the colours on the front of my shirt. I don’t know if this last scene was before the one where I was sitting on the floor. I think this dream represents submission to God’s Will…getting used to His will and not being afraid of it. 🫰🏼I’m fully surrendered to Jesus… I’m so deeply joyful about that and my heart is filled with peace… now is the time to enjoy God’s presence.
I also remember that I dreamt that I was taking dead flowers from a vase (the dead flowers were short and completely inside the glass vase), and then I had flowers that had begun to wilt but still were full of life, in my hands and I was going to put them in the vase with water. In my dream I knew they would bloom.