Psalm 37:40
“The Lord helps them and delivers them; he delivers them, because they take refuge in him.”
Conversation
Papa, I love You and I worship at Your feet. I’m feeling very inadiquiete, yet I can’t not do what You’ve asked me to do. So I”m just going to do my best from what I’ve learned, and however it looks that’s the way it’s going to be.
I love you My faithful one. You are Mine.
Papa, I’m sensing the word, “courage,” and I’m sensing Your love. Thank-you. Thank-you for meeting me in this quiet place. Thank-you for knowing my heart and for leading me where I know I can’t do it on my own.
Come and rest My daughter, all is well with you.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
I dreamt that I was in an elementary classroom. I had prepared a lesson plan and someone was looking at it to tell me what they think (I didn’t see the person). It was like the lesson plan was on the board and the person looking at it, someone like my teacher, said “we” that the “we” in the intro or something wasn’t there and that’s why they didn’t like that style of lesson. So the person added the “we.” Then I was going around the classroom, collecting the students work. They had completed a stack of papers from every subject, and many had two subjects in one folder so I was collecting these. I had a quick picture of my brown purse being part of one of the folders. (meanings: yes in French; us (states), also need to work on the intro of my message) We also haven’t made plans yet to go back to the States, so we’ll need to do that.
In this dream I was also in a classroom. I was by the tables and had the food ready to go and the students were in the other room, waiting to come and eat. There was a teacher in the room where they were and I counted to three or down from three and they students heard it and were coming. The teacher who was with them had been talking with them but when I counted, they came. I wasn’t sure if I was going to give each person their portion or if they would come and help themselves, and then I saw or was thinking about giving each person one piece of KFC chicken from the bucket.
Then I was outside; I had been driving my car really fast, driving it into another part of the land when all of a sudden I had left the car and was flying really high in the air. The car had given me momentum to fly really fast. Underneath me maybe a mile was a really large lake. As I was flying into the center part of the lake, then flying closer to the beach so I wouldn’t have to swim as far, I began diving towards the lake. As I was coming closer to it I noticed that my form wasn’t perfect, so when I entered the water it was a bit like falling in. (My message will be far from perfect but I’m going in.) I think I was in the water when that part of my dream was done.
Then I was in some kind of community and one of the boys was leaving. He was giving other students hugs and then it was my turn. As I was giving this boy a hug I was feeling really sad. I told him that he smiled a lot and I will remember his smiles. When I said bye for the last time I was choked up and could hardly say bye. I saw he had his winter gear on, and I could only see his eyes. Changing the subject, I had a lot of fun volunteering for the World Cafe!! I’m going to be the one to put the syrups in the cups this coming Sunday. I’m going to give myself a haircut tomorrow.. Tonight I’m going to my friends house to do another week of the Blessing study after I bring my kiddos to their Bible study. Thursday we’re having friends of ours over for supper. I’m sensing I need to paint something before heading out to their house on Saturday. I’m glad too…. I’m hoping to have my message ready to record soon so that I can present it either next week or the week after. Many blessings…