With You….

Psalm 33:3

“Sing to him a new song; play skillfully, and shout for joy!”

Caroline, I have something for you today. Come, dine with me at my table. Here you will receive joy. Embrace who you are my faithful daughter, and I will give you all you need to do the work set before you. You are mine this day -I love you with an everlasting love.

Oh Dad, how great are you Lord! When I look only to you, then I have the right perspective. I trust you Father with my whole heart, and I will listen and obey you Dad because I know that you love me completely.

Father, I’m back from my appointment with my mentor and I feel like I had been sitting at your table, communing with you. Thank-you for revealing to me an area of my life that I was deceived in long ago, and I didn’t understand why you let it happen. The truth about it is that I sensed your leading but I didn’t have the courage to follow you, and since then I’ve had to pay the consequences of it. 

I know my darling. Trust me always; I will always make a way for you to go -even now. Do you trust me this time?

Yes Father I do -I completely trust you this time, and I can’t imagine my life any other way….

I love you Caroline -go in peace. I will never leave you nor forsake you. I will always take good care of you.

Thank-you Dad, I know…. I love you Dad!

Reflection:

I woke up at 1:11, then at 3:33, and then at 5:20 with the lyrics, “walking in a winter wonderland…” This last night was all about being intimate with Jesus my husband, “you are the reason my heart keeps beating, I need you now…” he’s drawing me closer!! In the first dream we were right at the top of a high hill, and I had a sense that we were together, being intimate. Then in another dream we were in our suv (he was in the drivers seat and I was in the passenger seat), and had parked right on the beach where people were laying down suntanning. I didn’t want to be intimate right there -it was too public. So then as we were backing out of a parking lot that had a few other vehicles lined up in a row. I thought that if I would have seen that we were in a parking lot, I would have wanted to stay because it would have been more private. So then we drove on the road that connected the two parallel highways, and drove south to another spot. I had a vague idea of where we’d go which reminded me of a park. Then the scene changed where we were still in a public place but in a room where anybody could come. He is my spiritual covering as I sensed we were laying together on something high right in the middle of the room when a lady came in with her baby carriage and her other little ones. I saw her looking at me and soon she left because she knew we wanted to be alone. Then we were in another public room that reminds me more of church. I saw one of the lead pastors come into the room doing stuff. He saw us and knew we were there but was cheerfully doing the things he needed to do. I think he had paper in his hands and he walked over to a place and was doing something with it. Then there was another person who had his back to me, standing close to a wall or the pew (I didn’t see exactly what was there), so I needed to kind of squeeze passed him/walk between him and that to walk passed him. In my dream I didn’t have a certain place that I needed to go to, but as I was walking passed him to what I’m sensing was toward the front area, I made sure that I had covered myself because I had been physically exposed because of being intimate with Jesus my husband -I didn’t want the camera to see that. I was light-hearted as I walked passed him. Then I had walked through a doorway into a room, and as I was closing the door I was thinking to myself that this room, which was ours (my husband and I), was much more private and a much better place to be intimate because this is what our room was for -intimacy in relationship and family. The only thing I saw about our room was the carpet and the corner of the room and saw vaguely that it was empty and needed furniture. 

Then the scene changed where I was watching a mom with her children who were about 13 or 14 years old and younger. The older girl (with shorter brown hair) was kind of standing a foot away from the others (all of them were facing one direction, and I was standing to the side), when she said something, making a statement. Then the mom went over to her, kind of laughing at what her daughter had said, being so proud of her and gave her the warmest hug, holding her head close to hers, and I could see they had a deep connection and saw her love for her daughter and her daughter for her. Then the mom turned to her other slightly younger two children (I think) who were standing beside each other and put her arms around both of them at the same time so that her head was between theirs, hugging them just as lovingly and being so proud of them too! I could see that she was such a kind and loving lady -love was so evident!! I’m not sure about the specific meaning to this whole dream but I know that it represents a walk into becoming intimate with Jesus as I followed and as I keep following where he is leading. Changing the subject, I’m getting to love Keurig coffee! Its so quick and I don’t need to drink so much milk like in a latte! I just want to say that I had shared a dream not too long ago about being on Jesus’ back and holding on tight as he jumped really high into the air. What I didn’t say is that in my dream I at first needed to hold on really tight because it was overwhelming, but then it became effortless as I deeply enjoyed the ride!! 🤩I realize that this dream reminds me those really big beach balls that I’ve seen people play volleyball with -super fun! I won’t be ready to record tomorrow; thinking it’ll be next week.. Blessings to you!!!