I Am Gentle and Humble in Heart

Matthew 11:28-30

“Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart.”

Conversation

3:30 (AM) “Come!” (Holy Spirit woke me up at 3:30 by saying “Come” in my heart. It was a firm command, so I immediately got out of bed and went downstairs to pray.)

3:44 Papa

My darling, you are Mine. Come. All who are weary. (Matthew 11:28-30: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart.”)

Help me to know deep in my heart that You are gentle and humble. 

4:10 Caroline, arise and shine, for your time has come. (Isiah 60: “Arise and shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you.”)

4:29/30 Yes Papa, I want what You want for me. 

4:31 Then come. 

4:35 Papa, I need Your fire! Make me come alive!

4:38 Come alive, in the name of Jesus come alive, in the name of Jesus. This is a house of miracles.” 

4:40 Come my daughter and rest. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

4:43 Papa, I lay everything down at the cross. Everything is Yours. I submit all my worries and cares to You alone. I can’t do anything You want me to do without Your help. So please help me.

4:47 I am near, My daughter. Come. I will give you rest. 

4:55 Papa, please grow me up in You. 

4:56 Come. I am near.

5:08 “The end” (I was kind of asleep, not sure if I heard this right. Then I went upstairs back to bed.)

5:41 black history 

7:17  “Cause I need you to see…that you are the reason….” (I woke up without an alarm at this time and had these lyrics singing in my heart.)

Reflection

Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him. For the past while God has been taking me through a spiritual shower, over and over again; I believe that He’s preparing me for what’s coming up next. He’s purifying my heart first so that I’m clean before Him, and also so there’s nothing holding me back from following Him with my whole heart. It also clears the way to hear God better when there’s no mess in the way of where God is leading me to walk. I also record the times when God says something to me because even in that, there’s meaning; I don’t want to miss anything that God has for me and is saying to me.

In my dream I was at church (it didn’t look like my actual church but reminds me of an arena) and all the chairs were set up in a smaller area, feeling like the chairs were facing the outer wall. Near/behind and kind of to one side, this area (it was a big open space with no walls in between these two areas) was a much larger area that was empty. I was thinking that soon we’d need to move to the larger area because the smaller area would be outgrown soon. 

In this dream I was at the end of our driveway and there were two vehicles (sensed two) parked there on our driveway. I had a feeling like it was my old driveway in the country. I was going to walk left on the road but hid behind one of the parked cars because I saw that a vehicle was coming from the right and I didn’t want to be seen (I don’t think it was night). Then I saw that the vehicle was slowing down and then it had turned onto my driveway. Then the back of the vehicle was open as it was driving down my driveway (reminds me of a van) and I was somehow going along with them. There were a few people in the van, but I only saw one guy more clearly, sitting, facing the centre of the open area, telling me that my husband has the only original transcript, and they were going to go and get it. I sensed friendliness and the man who told me this was smiling. Then I saw in another part (feeling like it was a more hidden back part) of the vehicle, a mom and her daughter standing behind a food display that came up above waist height. It was like they had a small store where food items (bags of chips etc.) were on display on a teared food rack. Today I saw that the rice Krispy square I had taken home (and had today) had “Original” Rice Krispy. They looked happy. (youth? transcript-my time of learning is done?)

In this dream I was looking at a big back yard that had just been cleaned from dog poop, but then I noticed a big, fresh, light brown pile, and I immediately went to get some poop bags to clean it up. Then I saw that I had birthday bags hanging on my right arm (I had put my right hand through the arched handles of paper (birthday) bags), and I had my right hand inside a plastic poop bag and was picking up half of the poop because it was so big. I wanted to pick it up all at the same time but because it was so big I only got half of it. Then I was bringing my right hand (with the poop) back through the gift bag handles and I got some poop (just slightly) onto the top of one or two of the bags. I think there were about 4 gift bags. In one part of the dream I had taken our green, wide, outside broom and was getting ready to begin sweeping.

This morning I had my neighbour and her three kids over for coffee (I made myself a London Fog), and it was really nice having them over. Her youngest is just over a year, and Coco was so good with her; she just sat, looking at me when the toddler put her finger in her eye and kept it there for about five seconds. Coco just kept on looking at me with her one eye. I’m so proud of her because of how patient she is! I have a few more things to say but I need to go and make supper. I’m not sure if I’m going to bake for tomorrow. I won’t be going to Soar in the morning. I’m keeping it in my heart that God/Jesus are gentle and humble in heart.. Blessings…