“..but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” Isaiah 40:31
Conversation
Draw near to Me My daughter, I’ve got you. You are Mine.
Papa, I don’t know what to say.
Rest, all is well with you. Come, lets move forward.
Alright. ThankYou for Your great love. I worship You with all my heart. I pray for Your wisdom Holy Spirit and for Your peace and comfort.
I love you my faithful one. I am near to you this day.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my Journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious! What I’ve been doing so I don’t stay in a place of despair is spending time with God and crying out to Him because I know He hears me and He loves me. I’m keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness more times than I can count, and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him!
12:08 I dreamt I saw a lady walking (I saw her from the side), and she was very pregnant; her belly was uncovered so I saw her skin. It looked like she was 8 or 9 months pregnant.
“Blessed assurance Jesus is mine. Praising my saviour all the day long. This is my story, this is my song. Praising my Saviour all the day long.” These lyrics came into my mind afterwards.
2:43 “You give me your grace. I won’t let fear talk me out of, your love for me..” (I woke up, hearing these lyrics, and soon after I went downstairs to pray.)
2:57 “I will provide a way.”
3:11 “You make all things new. From the ashes, I will rise up, rise up.”
3:13 Papa, I’m not letting go of hope. You showed me on Sunday that I just made it, and I know I did and I’m moving forward. Yesterday there were so many things I feel like I needed to figure out. I’m feeling like when I feel the pressure of needing to hear from You, my mind clouds up and I can’t hear from you. You are faithful Papa, I know You are, so I pray that You will help me in those moments.
3:18 My daughter, I love you so much. Come, I will help you; learn from me.
Papa, we’ve come so far. More often than not I feel so dense, like the answer is right in front of me and yet I can’t get it. Help me dissect Your word, what You show me beforehand Papa.
3:24 Come, I will lead the way.
3:33 Thank you Papa for Your love. I know You’ve got me, leading me and teaching me how to follow You. I’m so grateful and thankful for Your great love for me. I pray for a deeper inspiration to follow You with a more passionate heart. Your ways are perfect and I love and adore You so much. I worship You with all my heart and with all that I am. You are so good to me. Papa, What else can I do for the people I meet on the streets? I’m feeling like I lack something.
3:40 I give you everything you need.
3:47 Papa, You are so Good to me; I can’t even count all the ways. They are too many for me to declare. I praise and worship You. Help me to know Your love in a deeper way today and help me to take each step You take as You take them. Thank You for the Joy that is in my heart.
3:55 I love you my darling. I will build my church.
3:57 “On the solid Rock I stand, all other ground is sinking sand.”
Come My faithful one, I have much in store for you. Will you trust me to see you through?
Yes Papa, I trust You with all my heart and with all my life. Thank You for Your wisdom. I’m running after You!
Yes you are My daughter. Faith.. “if You can move a mountain with faith like a grain of mustard seed” (I wonder what You could do with me).
4:03 You make all things new. You make all things new. From the ashes, I will rise up, rise up.
4:04 I love You papa.
I love you My daughter. You did well and I’m proud of you. Come and rest. You are Mine this day.
4:27 Papa, it’s my joy to honour You; in all I do, to honour You. You are my King. Papa You are my King.
4:30 Help me to grow in Your love Papa, for Your love is greater and deeper than I’ll ever know.
5:47 I heard these lyrics in my heart, “I surrender all. I surrender all. All to Jesus I surrender, I surrender all. “ I dreamt that I saw a white family van.
The sidewalk cafe went well. I went to mainstreet again and handed out two Bibles and prayed for a few people. Afterwards Bella and I went to Starbucks and got strawberry refreshers. Love and Blessings…
2:17 I took a nap and heard in my heart ” …we worship Him! …we worship Him!” I dreamt I was looking at my hair from the side and saw that it was all brown, no grey, and it was shaved (not to the skin) on the side. I saw that the top of my hair was a bit longer and my bangs came down to about my eyebrow and had a nice curl. I felt like the cut was new and I thought my hair looked nice.
3:08 “When I see you again…” I was anxious today about if I was going through a test. I’ve asked God to forgive me for not resting in Him. I’m so used to not understanding that I allowed fear to come. I’m deeply sorry. I’m giving it all to God and I’m trusting in Him. This evening we watched Captain America.