Overcoming Again

Father, I love your voice. I worship you -you are always so so good.

My daughter, you are mine and I love you. Come, lets walk this road together. 

Father, show me more about what’s on this road. 

You’re on the road to freedom my daughter; I’m drawing you nearer to me. 

Dad, I’m not resisting you, but I’m running to you instead. Help me not to compare myself to others in any level. I really need your help to walk away from this mindset. I wish I could just stay here at my desk and write, and let other people do the talking. But I know that just because I don’t naturally want to run towards speaking in public doesn’t mean you’ve not given me this gift or talent. Like other things you’ve led me into doing and that I’ve learned to enjoy, I know this will be the same. 

Caroline, I’m always near to you when you face the giants in the land. Walk in it and you will overcome it. I am faithful and I am trustworthy. I love you and I always want the best for you. 

Thank-you Dad. You are mine. 

Reflection:

Just a quick reflection to say that walking on an intimate journey with Jesus is never dull. He keeps me on my toes and makes me take deep breaths when sudden big waves hit. But I’m never crashed into it; he always carries me above, whether it’s high above or above the water in lower levels where I feel overwhelmed. I’m comforted because through this sudden difficulty that I’m feeling has passed (the sudden panic part of it), I felt that I was sitting in the palm of God’s hand -I was never off of it. This is a very good experience to have because it reassures me for when the next difficulty comes where I can look back and remember what it felt like to be held secure in the palm of God’s hand and to know that I’m always secure in him! I’ve really been feeling overwhelmed about where the Lord is leading me, and I can hardly call myself this title (in training). I’m feeling so unqualified, which I know I am right now, and it’s making this next recording really difficult. How can I walk in this when I don’t see myself as that, even on such a small scale? I’m feeling a bit rushed about recording tomorrow, but yet it’s a really good day to do it, so we’ll see. I had an awesome time with my daughter on her field-trip today! Blessings….