My Dad, I’m resting in your love. Thank you that I’m feeling better each day.
My daughter, your trust in me is growing. The more you trust in me, the more I’m able to say things to you.
Father, I understand that to not believe you, indicates there’d be no effort on my part to lessen the gap between us. Therefore I draw near to you, making an effort to come near to you as I believe your true words you say to me. Sometimes Father I think you and your words and your ways with me are too good for me, so I’m tempted to not even take a step towards you. But your deep love draws me near to you every single time. I’m so desperate for you Father, like a deer that pants for water -I cannot survive one day, not even a minute without you! I run to you, for you are my loving God in whom I trust as we continue on our journey together. I love you so very much, my Dad.
Caroline, I’ve heard every word you’ve said to me today, and I will draw you nearer into my heart. Here you will find deep rest. Come now, rest, it is time. You are mine and I love you, my dear.
Reflection:
I’m feeling better, yet still feeling the same as yesterday. I woke up in the middle of the night again and couldn’t sleep. So I got up at 4:30 and did my Bible study and went back to bed at 6:30. I’ve learned that the Lord prefers my Bible time and prayer time to be one right after the other, but I sensed it was okay for it to be this way today. I made myself some tea to soothe my throat. I got some tea for christmas from Cornelia bean -Chocolate Honeybush Rooibos, which I’m really enjoying!
I dreamt two nights ago, which I forgot about, that I was in a car with my aunt and uncle, not any real aunt or uncle. We were parked on a long driveway in the country and I said that this is my house! Then I realized it was actually their house. It felt like home. An aunt represents gut instinct, or a sense of what is right, and an uncle represents basically the same thing, but also in making big decisions. I think we had come around a corner, the driveway turning into the main yard and going in front of the house, which was to my left. The grass looked so green and freshly cut, and the yard had beautiful trees. My favourite trees are poplar trees:) I love the sound of the leaves in the wind:) I know our home with Jesus will be beautiful and healthy and strong in love.. this is what I sense and I know to be true. It was a sunny day! I had the most amazing picture last night where it reminds me of a different dream I had a long time ago. In that dream the Lord as my husband and I had shared the most amazing kiss, and I was a bit self-conscious as I looked back to see who was watching. What I saw was so genuine….I saw a row of people writing down notes about what they were learning about our intimacy! I think I’m learning just as much! Last night I saw that two people had kissed again, and it was so pure, the love I sensed around these two. I think seeing in the spiritual, such intimacy, is more amazing than I can describe, and it fills my heart with so much joy!! I know that he will always have my best interest in mind and that I can always trust him, with everything, and I absolutely do!! ❤️