2 Corinthians 9:15
“Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift!”
Caroline, draw near to Me and I will be near to you.
I believe you Father, thank-you. I’m fighting feelings of hopelessness again Lord, I’m sorry. Please forgive me.
I’m here my faithful daughter, come.
Lord I don’t have anything to say, except that I feel depleted. I’m resting in you.
Caroline I have a word for you. Seek me with all your heart, then you will find rest for your soul.
Father, I know if I’d seek you with all my heart, I’d read more. I’m always encouraged as I read. Help me find the time to read.
I will help you my daughter. Come, you are Mine -I love you.
Reflection:
Today I’m going to the city to do some grocery and Christmas shopping! I used to want to stay away from the busy malls this time of year, but now I actually enjoy it all. I went to the five AM class at the box yesterday and will also be going on Wed and Friday.. love my three five am classes! So far I’m subbing Thursday morning for kindergarten -sweet:) Yesterday was Lucas’ winter concert; Jazz band and choir, and tonight is Bella’s Jazz choir concert; I’m so proud of my kids! Last night I dreamt that I was watching a really big black fly come out of some kind of webbing; it felt like it was being born, but it could also have been caught and was now getting free again. I believe fly’s represent lies or some kind of filth from the enemy (Hannah’s Cupboard). In my dreams I’m never alone; Jesus is always my companion, my constant companion, so I vaguely saw him standing with me on my right side as I watched in horror that the big fly was coming out. In waking life I’m feeling emotionally tired, so I’m thankful that the Lord is showing me this so I can be aware and be praying about it.
My sister gave me an early Christmas gift, a book by Mahesh Chavda entitled, The Hidden Power of the Blood of Jesus. I’m really looking forward to reading it. Exactly two more weeks until the final week of the year; when I think about it, so much has taken place this year -I think I could probably write a book about it! Something that doesn’t have anything to do with what I’ve written today but find it so completely interesting, is that last week I saw on my green jacket, a label that says, “triple five soul.” I bought this jacket before covid several years ago when my sisters and I went shopping together. I’m pretty sure I saw it when I bought it but it never stood out to me like it does now -I think it’s really neat!!! Love and blessings ☕️