Mathew 5:6
“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.”
Conversation
Papa, I love you. I feel and know your nearness, yet I feel alone in another sense.
Draw near to me my faithful one, and I will sustain you -you are Mine, the one I love.
I worship you Papa. You are King over my heart. Thank-you for this hardship; I know you love me deeply, so all your plans for me are good. I trust in you Papa. But I’m feeling resistance in my heart again, and I think it’s because I need a break from always needing to do something -I’m so tired.
My daughter, come with me, and I will give you rest.
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
Last night I dreamt that I was getting instructions from Sophia (name meaning: wisdom). She had a bowl of long, thick french fries in front of her. I was facing her so the bowl was close to both of us. The bowl had darker french fries and lighter, golden brown french fries. I was watching her take out the darker french fries (which was about 4 or 5) and she was telling me as she was doing that, that when there’s a larger group of people, it’s okay to have both the darker and lighter french fries, but when it’s just the two of them, her and her daughter, then she needs to take out the darker ones, the ones that have been fried longer. She was going to have one-on-one time with her daughter so she was taking the darker ones out. These were instructions for me too, and I felt that it was very important that I follow them, although I don’t know what this is referring to.
Then I had a few smaller dreams; I had a quick picture that I had gotten used to knowing my way around a small maze of rooms because I went there everyday/so often. I knew exactly how to get to the room I always went to. Then another quick dream where there was a slope downward near a sidewalk. If a person went too far, they’d slide all the way down because of how slippery that part was. Then I saw that someone walking nearby had walked on the sidewalk and hadn’t gone near the slippery slope. I’m thinking this was me today because it was a very difficult day. Then another quick dream where there was a boy who had the power to turn into an animal. He was a small animal, which I didn’t really see but knew, and I asked him if he was going to transform into a person again, because we were going to go swimming and in order to swim, he needed to transform into a boy again. He said yes, that he would transform himself into being a boy again. My kids are watching Nanny Mcphee, so I’ll be joining them. I ran 4k today. I’m bringing my mom to a doctors appointment on Thursday, then again on Friday. Tomorrow at 6AM I’m testing my back squats and bench, then Sumo deadlifts at 5 on Friday. Blessings…