“By wisdom a house is built, and through understanding it is established; through knowledge it’s rooms are filled with rare and beautiful gifts.” Proverbs 24:3,4
Conversation
Papa, I love You.
I love you My dear one. Rest, you are Mine.
Papa, I have a sense of Your presence and I feel like my heart is filled with Your peace and love. Thank You for being near to me. I pray for my kids; thank You for who they are in You. Thank You for the gifts they are to me. Draw them closer to Your heart and I pray that they will feel and know Your deep love for them. Would You bless their weekend; I pray that they will be blessed and that they will be a blessing to others. I pray for their safety and for the safety of those around them. Thank You for always being near to them wherever they go. In Jesus mighty name, amen.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today.
May 1: 1:00
2:18 a dream, seeing 5”s in a row on someone’s phone or watch.
3:17 “You love me still, and I know you always will…”
5:04 I dreamt I was with a group of young people by the lake. I saw from a Birds Eye view two C structures close to the lake; one was kind of in the other, and I saw people walking around. Then I was on the ground and I saw the sand. Then the scene changed where I was on the grass area and I saw a structure on my right and one on my left. I was looking for a building and I asked someone who was standing close to me and they answered me. I think it was night time. Then the scene changed where it was day and I was in a building with the group of young people and their leader. I think he must have said for them to do something because they all left. There was just one kid there, me and the leader. Then we were close to each other and he passed me and walked somewhere in the room. Then I heard him coming back and I thought he was mad at me so I ran as fast as I could down a hallway to my right. I knew the kid who was there watched me as I ran but I didn’t care if he saw me run. Then I was in a barn that was filled with small horses. I saw someone lead a horse. Then the scene changed where I was sitting on the floor with my knees bent at an angle on the floor and he was sitting in a squatting position over me; he was making me getting used to him, and I sat there and had Peace in my heart. There was a scene where I was in a small room that had a lot of shirts stacked (open) neatly, and I saw one of my red toned shirts there that I must have forgotten there from a time I had been there before. Then the shirt I saw that was mine had some bright colours; I think red, blue and then black (or blue, red and then black on my sleeve, striped). It was laid out on the table as I was looking at the colours on the front of my shirt. I believe this represents that with His (Jesus) stripes I am healed.
I also had a dream where I was taking short, dried flowers out of a vase. Then I was taking fresh flowers from something (like they had been wrapped in paper), and I saw they had begun to wither. I knew they would revive and bloom again as I was planning on putting them in a vase with water. This weekend my sisters and I are going to a conference in Brandon for the weekend and I’m planning on going into the pool. I’m sensing the Lord is giving me new life; I feel like He’s reviving my heart. I’m planning on reading more books. I’m sensing that I came through something. My youngest sister is picking me up. Im looking forward to being able to just receive from the Lord this weekend and to have fun with my sisters. I’m so thankful for this. God’s blessings on your weekend…🙏🏻
May 2: 3:04 “Are you ready?” (I heard this right before waking up) I finished watching all the episodes of Crash Landing On You, yesterday. My ultimate favourite show to watch…🤞🏼
May 2: 5:20 a dream, seeing someone make the Ultimate favourite sign with their two fingers. One of my sisters made a sudden noise in the room, and when I heard the sudden noise I saw this right before waking up. (I took a bit of a nap)
5:48 (5:47?) “Right Now Media”
5:51 “They passed by” (vague)
May 3: 4:05 “Anyone worthy”
4:43 Taking care”
5:06 “Bite size pieces” a dream of seeing a piece of bacon being cut into 4 pieces.
5:45 “Saved my life”
6:16 “I need you Lord”
7:11 “It is well with thee”
7:41 “Go for a walk”
7:57 “As time goes by, I’ll be by your side.”
Blessings…
May 4: Dream of hanging onto a short black railing and with my weight it totally bent over.
I was walking together with friend of mine holding hands and I was saying something like we were going to her house. I had a feeling like we hadn’t seen a lot of each other so we were going to get to know each other. She had rollerblades on and I asked if I should get my rollerblades, and then I asked if I should get my runners. Then one of her rollerblades went into a crack in the cement and she sat on the cement; it hurt her foot.
4:55 Someone walked down the stage and came to me. (The speaker stood close to me I asked him to pray for me, for my ears)
550 “Consume with holy fire, come on in, come on in” (song we sang)
625 I dreamt I had a newborn baby and I was holding it in my hands. Then it was a kitten and I let it go underneath a chair or something. I thought it was neat that it was walking on the floor and not being held all the time.
We went to church this morning and I believe I had my breakthrough!!!!
May 5: 12:33 I dreamt I was in a restaurant . There was a long screen on the wall behind the tables and chairs, and I saw white horses moving on the screen.
4:26 “Our God is a consuming God, whatever you touch will live.”
6:13 “You love me still, and I know you always will.”
7:23 I saw the handles of my striped bag. I saw one and then two handles being held.
7:24 I saw a lady wearing my brown flowery blouse with a white or light beige sweater.
I slept for an hour until 10:00 and I dreamt that I was at the top of a building and I stepped onto something and fell off. I thought I was going to die and I prayed. I felt myself moving and wondered why I hadn’t hit the bottom. Then I noticed I was actually flying!, and I began enjoying myself. I looked back and saw where I had been and saw that if I had fallen, I would have fallen straight down and I didn’t.
I had another dream where I was in a building. There was someone standing with me and I saw another person walking by. He came from his room and I looked down, thinking I shouldn’t be looking at him even though I wanted to. Then when he had walked by I quickly walked to the room and peeked in, and I could still hear his voice. Yesterday I watched something with Mark and I absolutely loved it! We watched Sean Dowel interview Lee Strobel talk about the supernatural and near death experiences (they also talked about other Biblical things). I’m going to rake the leaves outside.
May 6: 2:12 (or 2:11.. I didn’t look at the time right away). “ …revival come again “
Dream where me and coco were walking . It was night. Then I opened eyes and I had no idea where I was. I knew we were on our way home but I was trying to figure out where I was as we were standing in a parking lot. (Before that coco was laying on top of me as if she was going pee on me, and all I could see was black. I wondered what she was doing, and I wondered if she was protecting me… Then I wanted her to go off of me.)Then we were in a parking lot and we heard people talking and coming back to their vehicle, and we quickly hid. Then I called her and saw she was sitting underneath a camper trailer because she was afraid.
4:40 “It’s going to be everything”
5:35 A dream where the kids are outside by a ditch that is filled with water and ice.
5:58 …where wind meets fire come on in, come on in”
I’m believing in my heart that God can multiply the little that I was able to give; I gave everything I had. I’m still in this journey and the few steps I was able to take I’m thankful for… God is already filling my heart. Blessings…🙏🏼