Act 2:17
“In the last days God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.”
Conversation
Papa, I worship You with all my heart. I love You, I adore You, I exalt Your Holy Holy name. Thank-you for Your nearness. Papa, please draw me closer to You.
I am near, My daughter. I am near to you. You are Mine, the one I love.
Papa, please lead our conversation. Do You have a word for me today?
Rest
Papa, am I actually supposed to sit down? When I think of sitting it means not doing anything. I would read and continue to write my journal entries. Papa, is this right?
Yes
Okay, if I heard wrong, if I’m understanding wrong, then I know that You know how to get me going again. My focus will be to enjoy You Papa, which actually should always be my focus.
I love you My daughter. Come, lets spend time together, you and I.
Okay, I’m looking forward to this very much!
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
In this dream I was outside with my community, which was right beside a lake. I was in some kind of competition where I’d run and get really high in the air and do some sort of pose. As I’d pose, I would be still like a statue and wouldn’t move. Then someone else was going to do the same thing and pose high up in the air. As they were high up, a huge wave from the lake came rushing forward and went right over the person. There was a huge tent beside where everyone was standing, on the other side of the person posing, and it seemed like everyone was holding their breath because it looked like the wave was going to crash into the tent and destroy it. I saw the top peek of the tent. But the wave decided to go over it and go back into the water, and everyone cheered! The part of the wave reminds me of the movie Moana, because as the wave went back into the lake, it was like it was piling onto itself and it formed into a shape of a gorilla. I saw the gorilla right on the beach where the water began and it did a bit of a pose with it’s broad chest, feeling good about itself, smiling a bit and then went back into being water. Then it was like it was the end of a movie where everyone cheered and all the children of the community began running past the camera and ran along the beach, enjoying life!! I’m just so used to being among the high waves so I’m not sure how life can be any different!
In this dream I was together with my youth group and we had gone somewhere to do an activity. Then I was watching Jesus compete against another man in a big open playing field. He had put something black on like some kind of straps. In the middle of the field there was a really big square, and the two needed to run and tag the other person. I think Jesus my husband was trying to tag the other person, I’m not sure. Then in the next scene I was walking to him and when he was close I asked him what he was planning to make for supper, because then I could take meat out to thaw in preparation. It seemed like he was going to give me an answer when I looked down and saw a river about 15 or so feet down. The river was so clear that I could see how deep it was because I could see the big rocks sitting on the ground in the water. I was so excited and I exclaimed something about being able to see how deep the water was and I thought it was deep enough to jump into. As I was looking down I saw that the rocks were more to one side, and where I’d fall into, was clear. I saw that the water was about as deep as I was tall. Then I had jumped in and I was holding onto a rope and being let down into the water, and I saw that Jesus my husband had also come in.
Then the scene changed where it was only Bella, myself and Jesus my husband. Bella and I were watching him do something. Then we were going back to the hotel or the place where we were staying. Almost right away Bella went on her own and I was praying she was safe. Then as Jesus and I were walking, I could feel his hand on my back and shoulder. There were a few times where there were small things to walk over, like a small arched bridge a few feet long, that I found only a little difficult, but we kept on walking. Then Jesus went in a hallway and said something about being back so I think I waited for him but this part is vague. But at the end of this part I was by myself.
Then I was on a bus and we were in front of the hotel, but there were two entrances and I wasn’t sure which one was my entrance. We passed the first entrance to my right, and I think we were almost by the second one when I saw that Lucas was the one driving the bus. So I walked over to him, and by that time the bus had stopped. As soon as he saw me, he was smiling and began winding something on the floor in the middle of the bus/aisle, that would make the bus go backward, because he knew which entrance I needed to go into, which was the first one. So the other people needed to wait for me as the bus began backing up.
Then in this dream I was standing right beside an opened doorway of a house, looking into the window. It felt like what I was standing on was a white cement landing in front of the front door, and I saw that it was bright inside. The door was open and someone who felt like a mom was doing something in the entrance. I was with a small group of people. It was said by someone that someone lived right next door, that people who we knew lived in the two houses close by, and I was so thrilled to know that! Someone in our group sarcastically said something like, why not tell everyone they lived there! The person who felt like a mom said something like she didn’t mind if people knew, and I sensed a peacefulness about her.
Then right before I woke up I felt like I was with God, my Papa, spending time together. I heard, “Here we are.” and something like, “let’s name the birds…tell me which ones you like best.” It felt like this was Father and daughter time, except I call Him my Papa! Eagles are my favourite birds, but from the ones I see here in the summer, Robins and Mourning Doves are my favourite, then Blue Jays! (my computer wont change Mourning to morning, like, early in the morning.) The reason why I chose the scripture above is because during my conversation I sensed the book of Acts was said by the Holy Spirit, but I wasn’t sure, so I found something in Acts. The weather is getting colder again! Knowing that my Papa and Jesus are close brings me so much comfort!! That’s it for now… many blessings..
October 24: Last night I dreamt that in front of me was a rectangular shaped pizza on a table, and I saw that there was only one slice cut, which was still there. Beside the table there was a beam hanging, and I got on it and needed to get my balance, which I did. There was another person on the beam and we both needed to balance on it, which we did. Then I turned to the pizza and I said something like I was going to cut it, I said, “all of it.” So normally how we get that triangle shape is if we have a round pizza. This pizza was rectangular, and the first cut was from the top left, right down to the bottom, but at an angle. So I was planning to keep cutting it at angles so that each piece would still be in a triangle shape (VVVVV). I’m not sure what this dream represents.. Today we did a lot of yard work, and tomorrow I’m reading!! Blessings…