Your Table

Come my daughter, rest in me, for all is now complete. You are mine this day. 

I believe you Jesus. In your name all things are possible.

Caroline, take joy and dine with me at my table, which I’ve prepared for you this day.

Jesus, I’ve been waiting and longing for this day that I can sit with you at your table. I’m so honoured to be sitting here with you. I’ve given my life completely to you Jesus so that I’d be able to sit here with you as your bride. Every moment here, I cherish. I don’t want this precious moment to end. 

My sweet daughter, you are mine whom I cherish and love. Your trials have been great. Come, enjoy this moment here with me. I will always be with you. 

Thank you Jesus for your reassurance – it’s ointment and healing to my heart. I wish to know you more and to hear your voice everyday and have you to myself. A part of me is missing when I don’t have a sense of this. 

My faithful daughter. I’ve come and am near to you. 

Jesus, you’ve been so intimate with me -I really do feel like I’m your bride. You’ve awakened love within me and I know that it’ll keep growing as we keep spending time together. You’ve changed me and are bringing out the best in me. I will never lay dormant and lifeless again.

Love makes a way my daughter. Come, lets enjoy these moments together, you and I. You are my bride, the one I love. 

Reflection:

Today was such a busy day. I needed to do something I hadn’t done in awhile, so I made cinnamon buns:) I feel like today was a day of checking off a check-list. I made cinnamon buns (In a dream a few months ago Jesus was in our store and was buying all the cinnamon buns.) I did some sewing, which reminds me of a dream I had not too long ago where I was standing in front of a table in a room that reminds me of a sewing factory. My mom used to work at a sewing factory, and this is what it felt like in the dream where Jesus was going to come and help me after I told my brother (his name means, God is my Judge) that I was ready, who then would tell Jesus. I also made black beans in an insta pot, letting go of the pressure (pressure cooker). My kiddos were watching something on Youtube about people doing an experiment about using a lot of pressure to shoot green elephant toothpaste high up into the air. It’s neat how the Lord points things out! I really don’t know why they call it elephant toothpaste; maybe so that people will remember the name:) 

I had a dream last night where I was driving down a freeway to someone’s house. As I was driving, I saw that the road was a loop. When I was inside, the person said they had no water to give me to drink, and in waking life I simply cannot go a whole day without water. I told him this, and then I was getting ready to go and buy some water from a store. Then I saw him take cans of flavoured water from the fridge and set them on the table. I really like this flavoured water but he wasn’t getting them out for me. I felt let down. Then he told me he wanted a cake and asked if I could pick one up for him. I said sure, if he could give me money I’d go and pick one up for him. He made me feel guilty and laughed a little, saying something like I can’t even pay for it? So then I said yes, I can also pay for it. Nehemiah 8:10 talks about the Joy of the Lord is our Strength, and I do take joy when I remember the good things the Lord shows me -they are absolutely refreshing! We’re coming to the first service and volunteering again for the second. Excited to be with my daughter’s age group!! Blessings!