Hebrews 10:23
“Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.”
Father,
My daughter come, you are Mine and all is well with you.
Oh Dad, I don’t know what to say. (Here I said a few things about being discouraged)
Caroline, I know -I see.
Father, I feel like you don’t care because you’re not opening the door for me to walk through, but I know you do care very very much. I also know that you’re leading me to do things so I can be walking in them before the next pocket of time. Help me trust in you and love you more everyday so I can do what you want me to do.
I love you Caroline, never doubt that.
Oh Dad. It’s hard to put this remembering about your love in the forefront of my mind when I’m faced with such discouragement.
I love you My daughter. Come -rest in Me and I will see you through.
Reflection:
Happy New Year!!! These last two weeks have flown by so fast that I feel like I need a week just to do nothing! A few days ago my daughter Bella and I took advantage of a few sales and I found the cutest purse! Big enough to put my water bottle, Ipad and a book if I need! This afternoon I took a cat-nap and dreamt that I was driving on the 311 going towards town, and I saw ahead of me a dark vehicle which I didn’t focus on, but it was parked on the right side of the road. What grabbed my attention right away was a big tiger; it had been close to the vehicle that was parked there and I watched it walk back into the ditch and into the field. My sister Connie and Lucas and Bella were with me. I sensed that Connie was sitting directly behind me and I called them each by name for them to look! I said something like, “look at that cougar!” In my dream I was so surprised that I couldn’t think of the right name right away, and so I called it a cougar. I saw it had black stripes so I know it was a tiger.
On December 31st I had three dreams: In the first one I was in the backseat of an suv on the left side, looking out the front window to see where we were going. I vaguely saw, more sensed there was someone driving, someone in the passenger seat, and someone beside me. It was winter and I saw that we were driving from the ground onto a frozen long pond, driving on the left side of the pond. The pond was longer than it was wide, and soon I could see the end of it. As we were driving towards the end I noticed the pond was melting and the driver was being careful where he was driving, avoiding the melted areas; we needed to manoeuvre more to the middle and then to the right side in order to stay on the ice and not break through. As we were nearing the right side to park against the bank, I saw people inside the water where it had melted, enjoying being in the water, and we needed to be careful not to drive over them. I also saw a man who didn’t have a shirt on and I saw his upper body, more his arm, and we needed to be careful not to drive over him. As we were parking, floating sideways against the “riverbank” like we were in a boat, I saw many people close by, walking on the sidewalk like a busy port, and we were getting out of our boat (it was all open like a boat and felt like a boat in the water as we’d get out, but it had wheels like a truck). I was so amazed by this that I had my phone in my hand and I was videotaping it, pointing my camera to the water/ice and the tires of the truck.
Then the scene changed where Joao was sitting in a helicopter with the door opened and I was on some kind of small platform beside him that was attached to the helicopter. We were flying high in the air and Joao was laughing and talking with the person on the other side of him, who I didn’t see. I was laying on my side near the edge of the platform, feeling the pressure of the helicopter turning and almost falling off. I was so afraid and yelled his name as I held out my arm for him to grab, to pull me to safety. After I yelled out his name for help, he grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety. In my dream as he was pulling me to safety, I felt heartbroken that I needed to call his name for help before he’d help. I think this dream represents that I’ve been taking too long with doing what the Lord had led me to do; the leadership side of me had been taking too long. I believe helicopters represent freedom with being able to make decisions, and the leadership side of me needed to take the step of deciding to do the right thing with stepping on stage and getting used to being there. In my heart I know I’m ready to just trust and begin doing what God has called me to do. I know that God has called me to speak, so I need to begin doing that and doing it regularly.
Then in another part of my dream I was in a small house that felt like a treehouse. There was someone there who had left the room and I yelled into the room, “Jesus loves you!” I could barely yell these words into the room because I strongly felt the enemy there, so it was like I was yelling it out in slow motion. Then I yelled it out again and it became a bit quicker and easier, and I yelled it out again and it was even quicker/easier. I’m not sure how many times I yelled it out, 3 or 4, but the last time I yelled it out I could yell it out without difficulty. I believe this represents that I need to yell this to myself, reminding myself that Jesus loves me as I’m preparing to step out and do what the Lord is asking me to do. I’ve been on a journey where I’m believing more and more that Jesus loves me, and it’s become a lot easier to believe it now than it was before!! It’s become much more than just head knowledge. Head knowledge is knowing it’s true because God doesn’t lie, but when this knowledge goes deep down into our heart because of a personal experience with him, that’s when we truly believe it. Yelling out, “Jesus loves you,” could also represent me talking about my personal experience with God to others, which becomes easier the more I do it. I’m glad that I’m in the apple of God’s eye and that he always sees me:)
Some years ago I dreamt that I had walked onto a patio or platform of some kind that was really high, and I looked over many tips of trees to see one tree that was taller than the rest, almost about one mile from where I was. Then my son Lucas also came onto the patio and we watched the tallest tree fall. Then the scene changed where I was watching a town scene where a really tall tree had been cut down and it was laying on the ground. I was facing the cut part and saw that it was so big, round and hallow that people could walk right into it without bending down, which they weren’t doing but it was that big. People at first noticed it, but almost right away they resumed what they had been doing and walked around it like it wasn’t there.
Well that’s all folks!! Blessings….