Psalm 36:9,10
“For with you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light. Continue your love to those who know you, your righteousness to the upright in heart.”
My sweet Caroline, come, I have a word for you.
My heavenly Father, I long to be even nearer to you. Please Lord, what is your word for me today?
Rest. You are worried, and you need to rest.
Father, what worries me is part of the dream you gave me. I don’t know if there are things in my heart that I’m avoiding. If I am, then I don’t see it. You know my heart better than I do -please walk with me in my heart and reveal everything that I’m avoiding.
My dear one, all is well with you. I will surely come closer and reveal hidden things.
Father, where do we go from here?
Rest my darling, for all is well with you (you are in good standing with me.).
Reflection:
I woke up in the night at 3:11 with the lyrics, “Come a little closer.. stay a little longer.. Mmm, I can’t get enough of you… Then at 4:25 with my alarm the lyrics, “Come alive in the name of Jesus, come alive in the name of Jesus, this is a house of miracles..” The Lord is drawing me closer and I’m more thankful than I can express..😭 The closer he draws me the more alive I am deep in my heart. He’s waking me up and I can hardly wait until he shows me that I’ve come out of that cave! Last night I dreamt that it was a sunny day and I was walking on a light gravel road. I was walking to meet I think Jesus my husband who was somewhere there, I didn’t see him. Then a truck passed by me. I think the person in the truck and my husband were going to exchange a glass mug of water (I vaguely saw something like an A&W glass mug). Then the scene changed where I had come out of a public bathroom in town and as I was walking I was looking to see where Jesus my husband had parked. I saw that he had parked along a curb right by a tree with some hanging vines. In my dream we had a white truck, and as I was walking I saw that he had parked our white car behind our white truck. As I was walking towards it on the grassy area and coming towards the tree, I was wearing my long pyjama shirt and I noticed that my white housecoat had almost completely fallen off of me, so I reached across my right shoulder with my left hand and pulled it back on. Then I had come completely underneath the tree, walking towards the car, and I carefully walked around the few tree vines -I knew they were there but I didn’t see them. From my point of view it was all clear. I knew that people who were doing drugs spent a lot of time there and I didn’t want to touch the vines in case there were drugs on them. Then right before I woke up I was almost by the car. My husband had parked both there and was waiting for me. I was going to follow him and we were going to drive somewhere. It was a crowded place so he needed to kind of squish into the parking space -the front of the truck was facing a bit out towards the road because of the small parking space. I vaguely saw people by the tree trunk and other places as they walked around. I’m looking at Dream Bible and what catches my eye about drugs is being emotionally addicted; as I’m thinking about this, it could represent that I’m avoiding (female) friendships. I’m not the kind of person who needs to have many friends, but if I have a few good friends then that’s all I need. My life has been difficult so I’ve not pursued friendships as much as I should have. As a teen I’ve had some experiences where I’ve been deeply hurt, so making a strong friendship for me takes time, and when I do I really value them. I’m also not the kind of person who has male friends. I believe that the only close male friend a woman should have (and vice-versa) is the person she’s dating or her spouse, and her spouse is for life. Further into this, I believe that the more a couple pursues intimacy with God, the closer they will be to each-other. When one person neglects this most important part, then I believe they’re also neglecting their spouse because God IS love. To grow in love means to pursue love; God and I come as a package deal:) ❤️🔥 I’m so thankful for Jesus and I think he’s the kindest man I know.. Come alive, my heart, in the name of Jesus! I’m taking Mint-Fisherman’s Friend for my throat -tastes strong and it helps:) I bought Mcintosh apples, so good:) My iPad isn’t charging as well as it used to; I’m thinking I’ll need to replace the battery. It’s an iPad Pro 16.3.1, so I’ve had it for awhile. I won’t be posting over the week-end since I’ll be at CAMP, so until next week! Blessings…