Needing to be Filled

Proverbs 9:11

“Instruct a wise man and he will be wiser still; teach a righteous man and he will add to his learning. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. For through me your days will be many, and years will be added to your life.” 

Conversation

My Papa, I love you. Please come and fill me as we spend time together. 

My daughter, I will fill you to the brim as we spend time together each day. Come.

Papa, I don’t know what to talk about today.

Rest my daughter.

Lord, I put everything I’m carrying at the foot of the cross. I need to see you more clearly.

Come.

Lead me to see you Jesus; I need to see your face and feel your presence -I’m so desperate for you!

I am near, my daughter, come. 

Reflection

Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him! 

Two nights ago, on August 10th I woke up at 5:40 and I had had a dream about a Marine Biologist who was working in a really big round tank in another world, and I thought there were some kind of sea creatures in it that he was studying. Up at the top of the tank was a rim that went all the way around , and it was this that I was standing on. I didn’t see clearly how full the tank was, but at one point I looked into the tank and the sense I had about how deep it was, was between 1/4 and 1/2 full. I watched him drop a big boulder into the tank and we heard it hit the bottom heavily, but it didn’t break the bottom of the tank. We knew he had taken a risk with dropping it in. Then I watched as he dove into the water where he had dropped the boulder. That’s when I looked into the tank; I saw that the biologist was laying down in a star position (with both his legs and arms spread apart) at the bottom of the tank, looking up, and then I saw there were two other people in the same star position, laying face up on the floor of the tank. (My heart/my tank needs to be filled)

Then the scene changed where we were close together in the tank, but seeing this was vague; what was clear was the question I asked him, which was, “should I go back and get one more haircut?” The feeling I had when I asked this, was that we were in another world and in order to get another haircut, we’d need to travel all the way back to earth to get it. The other feeling I had was that I needed to get another haircut because then something could be done with my hair as it was growing, which was not going to be by my doing, like God would direct it somehow. 

Then the scene changed again where we were at the top of the tank and it had a lid over all the center of it. I saw it was sunny, and light sand had been put onto the lid and it felt like we were on a break/vacation on a beach. We knew though that underneath the lid there was still the water with the sea creatures inside. I never saw the sea creature, just sensed that they were there.

Then the scene changed again; the lid that went overtop was transparent, and the biologist and myself had been rolling around together like a ball; we had our arms and legs around each-other to form a ball. I saw that we had gone onto the transparent part; I saw a man looking up at us, smiling, through this transparency. In this scene I sensed that the man was standing on the ground, looking up at us. So we quickly rolled away from the center area and onto the outer rim where it wasn’t transparent, for more privacy, and I saw that the man couldn’t see us there. As I was waking up, I also sensed the words, “saving the best for last.” 

Then in another short dream Bella and I were on a bus; it felt like we were the last ones on the bus and I had chosen a seat a few seats down on the drivers side. Bella wanted to sit right behind me so we each had a seat to ourselves. The lyrics that were in my heart were, “closer than my every breath, closer than anything, closer, closer…” Then I woke up again before my alarm, at 5:50 with the lyrics, “you are my champion… giants fall when you stand undefeated…” I have a lot more to say but it’s so late again.. Last night I did my devotions at midnight. I was working on our passports in the evening yesterday. I found out that I need to get them (we went to walmart) to sign my kids photos because they’re under 16, so we’ll be doing that after church on Sunday. We went to Costco and a few of the things we bought were Mango Peach Habanero Salsa, Charmin’s toilet paper, Johnny’s Garlic spread, Harvest Crunch, plain cheerios, All Dressed chips, Miss Vickies salt and vinegar, frozen veggies/broccoli and other things, and the bill came to exactly 355.67!!! We bought a Pepperoni pizza for supper. I have more to say but it’s getting late so I’ll post more tomorrow.. many blessings…