My Father, please lead me deeper into fellowship with you.
Come My daughter, let’s commune together, you and I. I love you. Caroline, I have a word for you today.
Father, please tell me. I have a sense that your love in me is growing. I want this. Please deepen the capacity for me to love you more. You are my life and purpose.
Caroline, you are mine.
Dad, whenever I think about what others think of me when they read my writing or hear me when I read our conversations, I always have a sense of them doubting that I hear from you, and then this sense of doubt comes over me, feeling like its my own.
My faithful daughter, there are more for you than against you. Look up to me when you begin to feel this way. I am your covering from head to toe. You are completely mine. My presence completely surrounds you. You are inside the shelter of my mighty wings. Come, there’s more.
My Father, please open my eyes and ears to know you more. Please come Father, for I am in such a desperate need of you.
My daughter, “I lack nothing.”
Father, if I lack nothing, then I can be more confident. I remember hearing that we lack nothing because we have you in us, and this is so true. Help me to walk in authority knowing that my authority is you. Then I truly lack nothing and I have everything I need in order to continue walking forward.
Come Caroline, its time to go. You are mine.
Reflection:
These last few days have been so busy, but when in life is it not? It reminds me that because we’re not omnipresent, we need to be really careful how we spend our time because time is so valuable!
A few weeks ago we watched Jungle Cruise again, a movie I really enjoy! What stood out to me was when they showed a colourless map of their journey in Brazil, down the river, and the way the jungle turned a forest green to show their progress; I thought it was so neat because I had dreamt about that. The ways the Lord shows us things is so neat because they make us wonder about what he shows us, causing us to wait in expectancy…theres always a reason why God shows us the things he does. The night I spent with my dad in the hospital, the night before he died, I dreamt that I saw the number 1 going past me like it was sitting on a wagon. I quickly ran up to it before it was too late and I reached out my hand to touch it, and I did! For some reason this was important, even though in waking life I have no idea why. But I do remember that in the same dream I was going to catch a flight at 1:00.. I know I need to pursue the Lord with the things he shows me and I don’t pursue the meanings as much as I should. But, I know he has grace for me that I rely on so much! Many blessings to you!