1John 2:8
“Yet I am writing you a new command; its truth is seen in him and in you, because the darkness is passing and the true light is already shining.”
Conversation
My Papa, I love You.
I love you Caroline. You are Mine.
I worship You Papa. I worship You with all my heart.
Come My daughter. Rest, you are Mine.
I am Yours Papa. You’ve been so good to me! Great is Your faithfulness to me!
Caroline come, you are Mine.
Papa, I’m desperate to hear Your voice! Please come and unclog my spiritual ears. Blow into my ears so that everything that’s clogging it will be blown out the other side. You know Papa, please come and have Your way in me, with me. Holy is Your Name! Worthy is Your Mighty Name!
Follow, My daughter, do whatever he tells you.
Okay Papa, I’m ready to follow because I know he loves me, and I know he loves You more. Thank-you from the bottom of my heart!
My precious daughter, you can do this (do what Jesus has asked me to do) because I am with you, and I will surely help you -watch Me!
Okay Papa. Thank-you for filling my heart with Your love. You have done so much for me, and there’s no way I could ever repay You. So I give You my heart again and again. You have my devotion; I can never deny You Papa. What-ever You ask, I will do because I am Yours and You are my God, my Saviour, my Papa in whom I trust. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.
Come, all is well with you; you are Mine!❤️🔥
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
I had a few dreams last night (Oct.8). I was standing outside by a deep pond that had big rocks and boulders around it; it naturally looked beautiful, reminding me of the water pond display at my church. The pond was on my right. Then as I looked I saw a dragon’s head come out of the water. I saw it’s body vaguely as it swam close to the surface, poking it’s head fully out of the water, looking at me (our eyes met). It seemed like we had met before, like we had known each other before, and I wondered if it remembered me. I had no fear of it. Then some people were coming and I could see from the expression on his face that it wanted to crush anyone who came near me; I knew it wanted to get out of the pond to defend me. Then I slowly stroked the side of his head with my hand, going from his eye down along his snout to calm him down, like a “wait, not yet.” It calmed down and stayed in the water.
Then I was in the entrance of the building that was in the background. The doors had been wide open and the two men who the dragon had heard were coming, had come into the entrance and wanted to go further into the building. They looked really excited about being there but they weren’t supposed to be there; it felt wrong, out of place that they were in the building, and it seemed like they knew too but were trying to get away with it. I stood facing them (I only saw one but knew there were two of them) and prevented them from going in further by holding out my hand and telling them they couldn’t come in. So they stopped walking further in. The dragon makes me think of being transformed, but stroking his face/arm reminds me of a different dream I had had awhile ago. I think the dragon represents being transformed as I spend time with God and putting my messages together, but the wanting to defend me I think represents Jesus my husband. I was really excited about this dream as I was typing it initially, but then something happened where I felt the enemy rush into my room as I was writing and began condemning me because I was writing for a couple of hours already, doing my Bible study and conversation, which were more powerful today but seemed to take a bit long today.
In this dream I was together with a large group of kids with other leaders. My group had gone to one of the buildings but I really missed Bella and deeply longed to find her. There were two little girls who had come in and I asked them if they had seen her, and one of them said yes she had and told me which building she had seen her in. Then I managed to get my small group of kids to go to the building Bella was in, and we were almost there when I saw a ground of kids leave the building and walk further down the road. I wanted to run after them but then I’d loose my group, so I stayed with my group and went into the building Bella had just left; I peeked into the building and saw beautiful architecture, but I didn’t go into it very far, but wanting to go and find Bella.
Then I was standing by a large shallow puddle of water that had something in the middle of it, which I wanted to get something from. I saw on the surface of the water some round dots that represent wart germs, and I didn’t want to step into the puddle to get that thing from the center of it because I didn’t want to touch the germs and get warts. There were two ladies standing close to the puddle, and the one closest to the puddle stepped into the puddle for me to get the thing that was in the middle of the puddle. It looked like (and I had a knowing) she was such a kind person, and her actions told me this so clearly. As I was writing this on my phone early this morning, I couldn’t help but cry because she did that for me.. when the person stepped into the water for me, it’s such a selfless thing to do and moves me to tears; I don’t know how I could ever have resisted the bait!! After having these dreams I woke up at 5:20 (I think I had woken up at a different time before that, but I had slept in again, and by God’s grace he gave me another chance.), and I had these words on my mind, “Pop and I are going to tell the world about the dragon I have found.” (Pop is what I call my husband and what our kids call him too. Also, Papa is another name I use for God/Father) That’s it for now, goodnight…