Psalm 37:11
“The meek will inherit the land and enjoy great peace.”
Conversation
Papa, I love You.
I love you My darling. You are Mine. Come.
I worship You Papa with all my heart. Thank-you that You are teaching me about You, that You are patient.
Caroline, I have a word for you today; rest, be anxious for nothing.
Thank-you.
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
This morning I woke up with these lyrics on my mind, “I won’t be quiet my God is alive, how can I keep it inside..” I had a dream last night that is a bit different. I’m not exactly sure where it started but I had come home to take care of our two kids. Jesus my husband was going to work, and I took our two kids outside. Our son was about 5 and our daughter was about 1. In one scene our son took me to a small restaurant where their dad often took them. He was leading me down the aisle to sit at a table. The small restaurant had many people in it and was busy. Then we were walking around somewhere else and I looked around and noticed our daughter wasn’t with us, and I panicked and searched everywhere for her. Then I found her. One scene was, there was someone who had many dolls and I looked through them to find our daughter but she wasn’t there. Then when I found her, our son wasn’t with me, so then I needed to find him! I had a thought that I, their own mother, couldn’t even keep track of them and I felt like a failure. Then another scene where I felt our son was sad when he asked me something about if I’m coming home, and it was then that I had a knowing that I wasn’t living at home; I was living somewhere else, but that somewhere else wasn’t the right place for me. I felt that I wanted to move back home and be close to my family and take care of our children. I felt that home is the right place for me to live, and I had a deep desire to be home…
Sunday morning right before waking up (7:24), I heard in my heart, “at least I’m not (somewhere) partying.” This sentence is a very odd one for me, so I’m not sure if it’s even relevant. I’ve never been someone who goes out to party.
Something my kids and I enjoy doing together and which we’ve done for many years is to go to Sobeys and buy about 3hundred grams of shredded black forest ham, a loaf of 100% whole wheat bread, mustard (if we didn’t bring mustard from home), and either chips or something sweet, and we’d eat in the car. We did that yesterday after church before going home. The well we share with three of our neighbours has been needing work; we replaced the pump (in one of our neighbours house) and now several of us have low water pressure. Someone will be working on it some more this week, so hopefully the water pressure will be better after that! It reminds me of a prophetic word I got about how the water pressure in the river (I was in a canoe) was low and I was trying to propel myself forward but there was a log in the way. I’m not suppose to try and get the log out of the way because higher water pressure will come and it’s that what will move the log out of the way (God represents the higher water pressure); I’m feeling that I need to work on my message some more but I’m stumped as to how to make it better, so I’m feeling like it’s not my job to try to figure it out, but that as I’m reading, the Holy Spirit will lead me and show me what he wants me to do. I also remember seeing some points about that which I’m going to re-watch. Yesterday I made Butter Chicken with Basmati rice for supper, so good! We bought the sauce at Costco, so it made it nice and easy. Tonight after bringing my kiddos to church for Bible study, I’ll be going to my friends place to do our third Blessing lesson. That’s it for now… many blessings….