Ezekiel 34:16
“I will search for the lost and bring back the strays. I will bind up the injured and strengthen the weak…”
Conversation
Papa
My darling, I love you. Welcome back.
I love You Dad. I worship You. Thank-you with all my heart for delivering me from bondage. I feel so much lighter, like I’m not carrying a heavy load any longer. I’m light-hearted and I’m looking forward to completing my message. I’m so excited about where You’re leading me!
Come, for I am faithful and true, and you are Mine.
Papa, do You have any more words for me today?
I love you. Let’s take the next steps together. I am with you always, even to the end of the age.
Okay Dad, I’m ready to take the next steps together with You!
Reflection
Hello everyone, welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
I had a few dreams two nights ago that I forgot about: I dreamt that I was looking at a notebook. The beginning part looked like a magazine with everything perfect looking, but then it merged into looking like a regular notebook with imperfect notes and journal writing. I was looking to see if there was more room for me to write but it was all full. I’m thinking that the pocket of time for my journal entries will soon be done.
I also had dreamt that I was in a dark cave and I saw an animal that reminds me of a character in, The Book of the King, by Jerry B. Jenkins and Chris Fabry, who’s name is Mucker. In the storybook, Mucker lives in The Book of the King, which represents the Bible, and he grows as the main character (Owen) who is the Kings son but needs to discover it, reads from the book. At the beginning of the book, Mucker looks like a tiny caterpillar, but by the end of the first book he’s grown so big that he’s much bigger than Owen. As Owen reads from the book, the words come to life, giving him the courage he needs to continue his journey. In my dream I saw an animal that reminds me of Mucker, coming into the dark cave (I saw it was daylight outside) and going along something like a dried up stream. I wasn’t sure about it at first, not knowing anything about it, but I was told that he was my friend or that he was on my side because I was part of them. Then I saw another animal that had a long body (it wasn’t a snake). I didn’t see the whole animal but I quickly ran and ducked behind it because an enemy was coming and it would protect me. Yesterday was difficult and the enemy did show up, but God rescued me and I’m so thankful for the freedom I have now that I didn’t have before.
Last night I dreamt that there were many pipes and pipe openings (Pipline?). At certain times there would be something in the opening of the pipes that people would rush to grab ahold of and take. The goal was to have two of them. I had discovered a way that I could easily get two of these just by reaching further into the pipes. The others were all waiting for when these things would appear in the openings, so it took them longer to get two of them. I had reached into a pipe and grabbed ahold of another one so I had two in my hands. I didn’t want to tell the others because then these things would quickly be taken (I’m feeling very selfish here). Then because I had two of these things, it was like I was in a video game where I jumped up into the air and power came into me and I shone like there was lots of light in me. I saw the light shining from me and I became bigger and had grown in size like I had sized up. I’m not sure what this represents but all I can think of right now is presenting my message, maybe twice and then God will empower me and anoint me to be able to go to the next step? I know that I always need God’s help with whatever he asks me to do and I can definitely not do anything without Him. This is a lesson I’ve learned very well.
I also dreamt that there was water on the ground that was being held together in some sort of pool that was the size of about two tubs, but it didn’t come up as high because we could step right into it, yet one side was still deeper than the other. I was in the deeper end, adding hot water and wanted to stay in the deep end but the person who was with me was in the shallow end and wanted to stay there. I’m feeling a lot better today than I did yesterday, and I’m actually looking forward to working on my message tomorrow. There’s no school tomorrow but I’m hoping I can finish putting it together tomorrow! My kiddos and I are bringing one of our friends to the airport Saturday morning. My husband is bringing Thai soup (Tom Kha Kai) home for supper today! The apple cake we served yesterday was a bit dry, and I had another one in the other container that was more moist which I should have served, oh well. I’m glad to be known, the good and the bad! I’m planning on going to Shopgym tomorrow. Many Blessings…
November 24: We had family movie night and watched Captain America: Civil War. Something that stood out to me was when at the end I think, the Winter Soldier was laying in the floor during a fighting scene, and Captain America had run to him, bending over him to see if he was okay. I noticed the A in Cap’s head gear, reminding me of my dream a few weeks ago where I saw a capital A as I looked up into the sky. I had seen letters coming down overhead but had seen the letter A specifically. So if this is what the Winter Soldier saw looking up, how does this relate to me? The Winter Soldier’s mind had been manipulated, and I know that the enemy’s heaviness was over me and felt something like a hook come out of my upper back two days ago. When it was gone I felt more myself. My upper back had been feeling numb, not all the time but a lot of the time and I thought it was because I just needed to get a message. Now I have all my feeling back in my upper back, so I think I was being manipulated by the enemy. As I was reading the Leadership book, I was also writing notes for my message. It’s actually basically done, I just need to put all the pieces together. I’m hoping to record it on Monday and present it on Wednesday and maybe Friday.. I didn’t go to Shopgym this morning because of the movie last night. I’m hoping to go more regularly starting next week. Blessings…☕️