Isaiah 9:2-4
“The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death a light has dawned. You have enlarged the nation and increased their joy; they rejoice before you as people rejoice at the harvest, as men rejoice when deciding the plunder. For as in the day of Midian’s defeat, you have shattered the yoke that burdens them, the bar across their shoulders, the rod of their oppressor.”
Conversation
Papa, I love You and I worship You. Thank-You for Your love which I need so desperately! Open my heart all the way so that I can be filled and know fully Your great love for me.
My daughter, I love you. You are Mine. Come.
Papa, I heard something like, “seeing a great light.” (Isaiah 9:2-4)
My daughter, rest and come, for My yoke is easy and My burden is light.
Papa, You have led me out of a great darkness, and now I have so much more hope than I’ve had, probably than I’ve ever had.
I love you My darling.
Thank-You Jesus my Great Shepherd. I’m following You!
Reflection
Hello and welcome to today’s page in my journal! The Lord wakes me up most nights at certain times after He’s given me a dream, which I sometimes don’t know the meaning of but other times I do, and it’s such a great comfort to my heart. I absolutely love sharing what God is doing in my heart, hoping it’ll inspire you to spend time with God everyday and grow the most fulfilling relationship with Him!
This morning I woke up at 3:21 with these lyrics singing in my heart, “What a friend we have in Jesus. All our sins and greafs to bear. What a privilege it is to carry, everything to God in prayer.” (321 Rock!!)
5:09 I’m so blessed I’m so blessed got this heartbeat in my chest, and it doesn’t matter about the rest, I’ve got You Lord I’m so blessed!”
Two nights ago I had woken up at 1:46 and had heard a question in my heart, “How are you?” I’m actually well.. In my dream two nights ago when I saw pastor A, the look on his face was like a blank look, like he had a mask on, and I was really dreading seeing that. For the longest time I’d always look to see if I could see love in people’s face. I don’t know what I’d do with that, it was just something I’ve done for a long time. I think I knew that I could trust and be more comfortable around those people. I sensed love this Sunday from Jesus and my church community, and I receive it and am soaking it in like water on a dry sponge.. I need to know Gods Love more, because Gods love is my foundation.
Dreamt that I was in the back yard of someone’s house. She was coming home and I didn’t want her to see me, so I was kind of crouching as I ran around a corner to the side of the house. Then the scene changed slightly; I was still in the backyard of a house, trying not to be seen by the woman who was working in the kitchen. I looked up and saw she was working in bright light, washing dishes at the sink which was right by the window. I needed to go forward, past the window where she was working, which would cause me to be seen by her, and it was daylight outside. So I thought, okay here goes and I went for it. I’m sensing that I’m going to be more seen in this next season. I’m not afraid, I’m not afraid, tell every giant, get out of my way!
Another scene where I found myself in a car in narrow lane that had ledges up on both sides, driving fast around rounded corners with my left hand on the wheel. I was daylight outside and I could see the road clearly. The ledges were protective ledges, and the road and ledges were all white. As I had one hand on the wheel, I was driving confidently; I wasn’t anxious or feeling any fear -YAY!!
I could fly up into the air at will/anytime I wanted. I was in a town and saw the full green trees, houses and streets. I wanted to fly up so I just did it! I flew up, then I wanted to fly higher so I did, and then I wanted to go even higher so I did, and I loved it! I’m praying for my community every day and feeling fulfilled as I pray!
I sense God leading me to go to Uganda through people at church, not by any dream or words from the Lord. If this isn’t the leading of the Lord, then I won’t go because I don’t want to do something that the Lord is not in (the U spinach pastry, to fill out the application that day and to not wait, a pastor saying something about Africa). When I was little I thought that I’d like to go to Africa one day to help them in some way.
Yes, I’m following the Lord and one day I’ll be up on stage! Yup, I wore a green dress, and Mary, one of the two older ladies was wearing a fur coat! At first when the music started playing, I actually didn’t fully hear it because I was reading the screen, but then before it was over I was aware that I hadn’t fully heard it and then I focused on it so that I could fully hear it. I’m amazed at the spiritual realm; it’s becoming so much more real to me than it’s ever been before. So because that happened I’m wondering if there’s something that I haven’t fully heard? Or this could show a transition from not fully hearing to fully hearing and seeing!!
Today Bella has an orthodontist appointment at 1:10 which normally takes about 20-30 min, then we’ll be going to Costco. Then I need to get beans from the Superstore and then going home. My phone hasn’t been able to connect to the internet if I’m not at home or church using wifi. So I need to call Rogers and see what the problem is. Blessings… 😮
January 16: 6:01 I woke up and had these words in my heart, “We’re done our sleep” After I was awakened by the Holy Spirit I got up and went downstairs to pray, and these are the words I heard.
6:35 “I know my God and I know who I am oh, I know my God and I know who I am! Greater the battle, greater my faith, there is no giant, You cannot slay, oh Your stronger than 10,000 armies, stronger than 10,000.
6:52 “Tomorrow “
6:56 “Oh oh oh, oh oh oho, oh oh oh, oh oh oho.
6.59 My daughter come; I have called you by name. You are Mine.
I’m planning to come to Prayer and Fasting tonight. I want to go but I cant come to Soar tomorrow morning because my husband doesn’t want me to go to the city too many times. I’ll try to go to She Worships on Thursday. Im cooking beans today for supper; it always has onions and meat inside like a stew, but I’ll take some out for myself before I do that. I baked Jam Jams the other day and also sugar free oatmeal (and coconut flour) cookies for myself.. I really enjoy them! Im really enjoying eating only healthy foods… thinking I should stay on this diet, at least for the most part. The Holy Spirit said that our sleeping time is done! Im ready and willing Holy Spirit, please come and use me because I belong to You! I know you, yes!!!