“Praise the Lord. Praise God in his sanctuary; praise him in his mighty heavens. Praise him for his acts of power; praise him for his surpassing greatness. Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet, praise him with the harp and the lyre, praise him with tambourine and dancing, praise him with the strings and flute, praise him with the clash of cymbals, praise him with resounding cymbals. Let everything that has breath praise the Lord. Praise the Lord.” Psalm 150:1-6
Conversation
Papa, I love You so deeply; Thank-You for Your way in me and in my life. I worship You with all that I am. I know You are so near to me.
I love you My daughter with an everlasting love. You are Mine, always.
Papa, thank-You for this difficult journey with You. I know You are transforming my heart through it. Help me to hear and discern Your voice correctly. Help me to walk with you through any difficulty. With You all things are possible. I praise Your name in the highs of life and I praise Your name in the lows. You are my Holy God and I will always worship You. Thank-You for giving my life purpose. ThankYou for Your refining fire; I would want it no other way. Thank You for pursuing me with Your big heart of love; please fill my heart to overflowing. I need You so desperately. In my desperation, I worship You; I honour You with my worship.
Reflection
Hello and welcome to my journal. Life in the valley can be very difficult, but we need to remember that God is always faithful. Right now I’m in a valley, being tested and pruned so that in God’s time I’ll be ready to walk out of this valley, Victorious. What I’ve been doing as I’m waiting is spending time with God and keeping on doing what He’s already asked me to do. I’m clinging onto hope because God is my firm foundation. God is faithful and I know that He will never let me down, and I’m going to stay faithful to Him. He has shown me His faithfulness all the time and I know His love through that. God gives me dreams and wakes me up at certain times. As you read my journal my hope is that even though I’m in a valley in my life, I hope you will be inspired to always keep your heart open to God no matter what’s going on in your life, because God is a God of Love and He always has a Good plan for our life. He knows how to lead us; we just need to trust Him and follow Him! Very often God draws my heart to Him through songs and intimacy with Him in dreams, because as part of the bride of Christ, Jesus is my husband. My love for God/Jesus keeps on growing as I continue to pursue Him. During the night God wakes me up at certain times with either a word from Him and/or a dream. So here’s my journal entry for today…
1:05 The lights went out at church; Lucas was standing and talking to someone and I was walking towards a door when the lights went out and it became completely dark.
4:27 “You love me still, and I know you always will.”
5:33 “You love me still, and I know you always will.”
5:35 A vision, seeing a Rolo
5:55 “I know you always will.”
6:36 “…more than words can say.”
I dreamt I was on a swing. The swing was hung inside of something like a barn. There was a strong wind that blew me really high up, starting from inside the barn, then through the wide opening of the doors and high into the air, about two barn heights up. The wind had already swung me many times, and as I was high in the air about to swing down, I hoped that I wouldn’t hit the side of the door as I came in; I felt that the line I travelled in the air was off course a bit. But as I came down I did make it. I slowed myself down in the barn and came to a stop. Then I felt the wind again, coming from behind me, but the wind could only push me up till I was by the door.
Then the scene changed where I was inside a church, standing in a wide hallway or foyer facing the sanctuary. I could see many people sitting in their seats. The feeling I had was that it was a conference. Then I was on the side by a door. Close to me was a cart with stuff like coffee, tea and maybe some food I’m not sure. I was going to bring it into the church but I knew I wasn’t allowed to go in there so I pushed the cart up until the doorway and saw someone noticing that I was there. They were talking to someone and as soon as they saw me they backed up to be away from me. I had seen this many times before and I quickly asked someone nearby if they could bring the tray in for me, to respect. When the conference was over I was talking with someone; they said something about the people who had spoken or had sung, and I was disappointed that I hadn’t gone in to listen to them.
Then when the evening was done and there were some people who were in the vehicle (with Lucas and Bella) who I was going to take home. I had a feeling they lived nearby. Then there were more who needed a ride and I wondered how I was going to fit them all in. Then I remembered the seats at the back of the truck and so then this was the plan. Then we were all in the truck and I had begun to drive. I noticed someone somewhere and wanted to avoid them so I drove into a very narrow, car packed road that had parked cars on both sides; people were driving in and out of parking spaces and there was hardly room to drive. I nearly hit the back of the big truck that was parked. Then I remembered that my kids dad was still at the church and then I had a feeling like I turned around to get him. I also had the thought to bring the kids home first because the truck was full, though I had the feeling like I drove to the church first to pick him up. I’m thinking God wants me to go to Soar tomorrow, though I’m not sure. Blessings…
I’m sensing that in my dream the baby I pulled out of the water represents my new life in Christ. In my dream two nights ago I thought I saw something dead floating in the water, and then I looked more closely I saw there was a baby floating on the water, alive. When I grabbed the baby, I grabbed it with so much force that it went deep into the water, and then I got a really strong grasp of it and pulled it out with a lot of strength. I’m sensing that I’ve now begun a new “pocket of time” where I will grow in being a new creation in Christ (the old nature is gone and the new has come); a transformation has taken place, being united in Christ. Today I made stew for supper, and I ate brown beans and green beans. I also organized my closet. 🫰🏼
February 26: 3:56 “I know you always will…”
6:47 A dream of a woman who had a bowl on the table. There was something in her bowl and she poured lots of olive oil into her bowl.
653 “Beauty of the Holy Spirit”
7:16 A dream of seeing a woman sitting in a wheelchair, looking at me and smiling. She had shaved her brown hair. I had a feeling that this represented Jesus.
7:32 “Night owl” Also seeing a picture of waves at night.
7:42 “Beef stew”
7:49 “Last week”
7:53 Jam Jams